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Invisible Scars. HIATUS

HIATUS Jousha Wright was a ghost in his own home. Lost in the shadows cast by his ever-absent parents, his childhood was a desolate landscape of empty refrigerators and echoing silence. As neglect morphed into a suffocating loneliness, a darkness began to fester within him. Years of yearning for connection twisted into a warped sense of control. The need for attention, once a desperate plea, morphed into a chilling desire to leave his mark. Joshua found his voice in the silence he left behind – the silence of his victims. Invisible Scars is a heart-stopping journey into the abyss of a fractured psyche. It delves into the chilling transformation of a neglected child into a monster, leaving you questioning: are monsters born, or broken? This gripping novel explores the devastating impact of a loveless childhood, the descent into violence, and the relentless pursuit of a justice that may come far too late

KPEEZY · Realistic
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5 Chs

Tangled Webs

Chapter Three: Tangled Webs

The fluorescent lights of the convenience store buzzed overhead, casting Lily in a pale, sickly light. Joshua's unwelcome voice hung in the air, "Let's talk. Outside."  Her heart hammered a frantic rhythm against her ribs.  Every instinct screamed danger, yet a strange curiosity battled with her fear. Who was this guy?  Why wouldn't he leave her alone?

She glanced around the store, hoping for a familiar face, someone who could offer a sense of security. The cashier, a young man with tired eyes, was engrossed in his phone, oblivious to the drama unfolding before him.  Taking a deep breath, Lily forced her voice to sound steady.

"Why?" she challenged, her gaze unwavering.

A shadow of surprise flickered across Joshua's face, quickly replaced by a strained smile.  "Just... talk," he mumbled, avoiding her eyes.  "I won't bite."

Lily didn't believe him for a second.  She knew, with a chilling certainty, that something was very wrong.  But perhaps, just perhaps, talking to him was the lesser evil.  Maybe, if she could understand him, she could figure out a way to make him go away.

With a silent prayer, she nodded curtly.  "Fine. But outside."  Staying in the claustrophobic confines of the store felt suffocating.  The sooner she got this over with, the better.

They stepped out into the fading light of the afternoon sun.  The parking lot, usually bustling with activity, was eerily empty.  Goosebumps prickled Lily's skin as she realized they were completely alone.  She forced a casual stance, her gaze flitting around the deserted lot.

"So..." she began, her voice barely a whisper.  "What did you want to talk about?"

Joshua hesitated, his hands clenching and unclenching at his sides.  The serpent in his head, usually a constant presence, seemed to recoil at the vulnerability in Lily's voice.  For a moment, he felt a flicker of something akin to shame.  But it was quickly swept away by the rising tide of darkness within him.

"You," he blurted out, his voice raspy.  Lily's eyebrows shot up in surprise.  "Me?"  "Yeah, you," he continued, his voice gaining a touch of defiance.  "Why do I keep seeing you everywhere?"  The question was a lie, a carefully crafted ploy to gauge her reaction.

Lily frowned, confused.  "I don't know," she replied honestly.  "This town isn't that big.  Bound to run into people you know."  Her answer frustrated him.  He wanted to see fear, not casualness.

"Maybe," he conceded grudgingly.  He fell silent, his mind racing for a new tactic.  Lily shifted her weight uncomfortably, ready to end this bizarre conversation.

"Look," she said, her voice gaining a hint of firmness.  "I don't know who you are or why you're following me, but I don't appreciate it.  Leave me alone."

The defiance in her voice sparked a flicker of something cold and calculating within Joshua.  He wouldn't be dismissed so easily.  He needed to find a way to connect with her, to exploit her fear.  A memory surfaced, a cruel echo from his childhood.

"You ever feel... invisible?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.  Lily's eyes widened momentarily, a flicker of something akin to pain crossing her features.  It was a fleeting reaction, but enough to fuel a spark of hope within him.

"Everyone feels that way sometimes," she replied cautiously.  Joshua pressed on, his voice gaining a touch of desperation.  "No, really.  Like no one sees you, no one cares."

Lily hesitated, unsure if she should confide in this strange, unsettling boy.  But she found herself drawn to the raw pain in his voice, a pain that mirrored a secret loneliness she herself harbored.

"Maybe," she admitted softly.  "I guess everyone feels like that once in a while."  A twisted sense of victory bloomed inside Joshua.  He had a chink in her armor, a vulnerability he could exploit.

"Exactly!" he exclaimed a little too loudly.  Lily flinched at his sudden outburst, suddenly regretting her candor.  "But not you," he continued, his voice dropping back to a low murmur.  "You seem different.  Like you... understand."

Lily swallowed hard, a knot of unease forming in her stomach.  This conversation had taken a turn towards the bizarre.  She needed to escape.

"I... I really have to go," she stammered, her eyes darting darting around for an escape route. The sun had dipped below the horizon, casting long shadows across the asphalt. Her heart hammered a frantic rhythm against her ribs, a counterpoint to the chilling silence that had descended upon them."

"Wait," Joshua rasped, his voice laced with a desperation that sent shivers down her spine. He took a hesitant step forward, closing the distance between them. Lily instinctively took a step back, her sneakers squeaking on the pavement.

"Don't leave," he pleaded, his voice cracking. "You're the only one who gets it, the only one who understands."

Lily's mind raced. This wasn't a conversation she wanted to have, not with a stranger whose eyes held a darkness she couldn't decipher. Yet, a morbid curiosity flickered within her. Who was this boy, so lost in his own pain?

"Understand what?" she asked hesitantly, her voice barely a whisper.

A flicker of triumph crossed Joshua's face, fleeting but undeniable. "The feeling of being unseen, unheard," he said, his voice low and raspy. "Like a ghost, drifting through life with no one noticing."

Lily's gaze softened. This vulnerability, this raw pain, mirrored a secret ache she harbored deep within herself. The constant pressure to be perfect, to live up to her parents' expectations, often left her feeling like a fraud, an imposter in her own life.

"Yeah," she admitted softly, surprised at the confession. "Sometimes I feel that way too."

A smile, genuine this time, tugged at the corners of Joshua's lips. "See?" he exclaimed, a hint of relief in his voice. "You get it. You're not like everyone else."

Lily wasn't so sure about that. But she understood the desperate need for connection, the yearning to be seen for who you truly are, flaws and all.

"Maybe not," she conceded. "But that doesn't mean you have to be alone."

The words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken meaning. Joshua stared at her, his expression unreadable. The serpent in his head, usually a constant presence, seemed to slither back into the darkness, replaced by a flicker of something... hope?

The silence stretched, thick and heavy. Just then, a car horn blared from across the street, shattering the tension. Lily jumped, startled.

"My dad," she breathed, relief flooding her features. "He's picking me up."

A wave of disappointment washed over Joshua. He hadn't anticipated this interruption. Yet, a part of him, the part that the serpent had momentarily subdued, felt a flicker of gratitude. Maybe this wasn't the right time, the right place. Maybe there was still a chance for something... different.

"Oh," he stammered, his voice barely audible. "Right. Okay."

Lily watched as a familiar car pulled into the lot, headlights cutting through the gathering twilight. Her father emerged, concern etched on his face.

"Lily, there you are! I was starting to worry," he called out.

"Everything's alright, Dad," she replied, forcing a smile. "Just... talking to someone."

Joshua remained silent, a strange mix of emotions warring within him. The darkness, though temporarily subdued, still lurked within, a predator biding its time.

As Lily approached her father, she threw a hesitant glance back at Joshua. He stood there, a solitary figure silhouetted against the darkening sky. Their eyes met for a fleeting moment, a silent exchange that passed between them.

"I gotta go," Lily said softly, the unspoken question hanging in the air.

Joshua simply nodded, unable to form the words that churned within him. He watched as Lily climbed into the car, a distant wave goodbye the only farewell she offered.

The car pulled away, leaving Joshua alone in the deserted parking lot. The darkness, sensing its moment, surged back, a ravenous beast unleashed. The serpent in his head hissed with renewed vigor, fueling a chilling determination within him.

He wouldn't be ignored. He would make her see him, make them all see him. And this time, there would be no turning back. As he turned and walked away, his figure swallowed by the gathering shadows, a single thought echoed in his mind: "This game has just begun."