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JINYOUNG↓ 

i see the adoration in his eyes. hopefully he sees mine.

i've loved this man, im jaebum, since the fifth grade. pining after jaebum was my life for a whole five years. sure, we were best friends, ever since first grade, but he never saw me in the way i wanted him to see me. i was his 'bud'. when i confessed in tenth grade, he said the feeling was mutual.

i earned this. after about five years, we finally started to date. eleven year old me would be so proud. i am proud. i love him without a doubt.

so why am i feeling for one of jaebum's employees?

we invited him over for dinner, because jaebum wanted to surprise him with a promotion. i felt so guilty. i know i will most likely never see him again, but i shouldn't be feeling this way. especially when it's only two weeks after getting married.