c16- Where are my advantages?

C16- Where are my advantages?

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What defines cheating? Or goldfinger, or whatever you call it...

BENEFITS. YES! THAT'S RIGHT!

All these transmigrators or regressors or reincarnators always have an advantage. Be it knowledge, a power that makes you invincible, a system or whatever. What matters is that they always have something that makes them invincible among their peers.

About me?

ANYTHING! THAT'S RIGHT! EVEN BEING A REINCARNATED, I DON'T HAVE ANY CHEATING.

'Yeah but you don't have a status screen?'

That's what you're thinking, right? AND THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!

I ONLY HAVE ONE DAMN STATUS SCREEN! NO SYSTEM STORE, NO MISSIONS, NO SPECIAL POWERS OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT!!!

I spent hours and hours looking at this screen, I called it different names waiting for a response, I asked about different things, I requested powers or missions but nothing.

Of course, after looking for 1 minute I already knew there was nothing like that but I still had hope that there was something special. A part of me hoped there was something more. And it was this small part, this small hope that kept me going for hours...only for there to be nothing in the end.

What kind of cheating is this?

Well...that's it. I started to question myself 'is this really cheating? Or does everyone have this? Does it have something to do with mana? Maybe I'm not special.'

And then...I couldn't draw any conclusions. So I decided to ignore it and talk to my parents. Not about the Status window, obviously but about me losing consciousness and their responses were:

"Ah, don't worry about it. You'll understand later."

Oh, by the way, we decided to find a teacher for you two." And after that, they just kept giving us hell. Yes, that's right, giving us hell. I mean, the faces they make are nothing but horrifying. There's no way be funny about it. Proof of this is Charlotte being expressionless while watching our parents make them.

Anyway, they said we couldn't leave for 7 days. Obviously, I protested. But what was surprising was the fact that my mother allowed us to wander around once the week was over...I SUSPICIOUS, THERE IS DEFINITELY SOMETHING WRONG.

And that's when I started thinking. My mother refused, for weeks, to let us wander around the mansion. No matter how much we asked, she only allowed us to walk around the bedroom and playroom. Other than that, any suggestions or requests to go beyond these two locations were immediately denied. Even though I came up with a plan to go to the garden, I never expected that I would actually make it.

If it weren't for her showing how much she loves us, I would seriously suspect that we were being held under some kind of prison. I mean, she never took us around the mansion. And then...suddenly, she just agrees? Suspicious, right?

That's why I thought of some possibilities for this change of stance:

Number 1: the most likely, I believe the reason is the fruit. It's obvious, right? The only reason she took us to the garden was to eat that fruit. So there is definitely something strange about this mancuja thing.

Number 2: the mansion was not safe. It's clear as day that we are rich. Filthy rich. This also means we have a lot of enemies. So it makes sense that she wouldn't allow us to wander, probably out of fear of someone taking us. But now that has changed, she is sure that we will no longer be threatened so she allowed us to walk around the mansion.

And that's it. What? Did you expect more? Well, I don't have much information to draw any conclusions. These two possibilities were based on an analysis and review of the last 10 months. Analyzing and eliminating other possibilities.

Either way, it doesn't matter. Regardless of the reason she allowed us to roam, the fact is:

I'M FINALLY EXPLORING THIS MANSION.

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Boredom. I'm bored.

It's been 2 days since we were in the Garden. These last two days, I've simply been analyzing my Status screen. I mean, the skills are described very vaguely. And those numbers? They are good? Are bad? I don't know if a 3 point intelligence is good or not. Or rather, what is the average of a person's statistics?

Not knowing the answer, I focused my attention on the skills and tried to understand and even simulate how they would work but...it's impossible. They are all passive so they are constantly activated. But what about its effects? It is hard to say. I mean, were they always there? Or did they only appear after the Status screen? What I mean to say. I'm not even sure if I actually absorbed mana.

What if they were always there and the mana absorption only allowed me to become aware of them? That's why I started comparing it to my previous life and...indeed. The first thing I noticed was my memory. In my past life she was good. But not to the point where I can remember every detail, every sound, smell, color of a scene or object. As for the rest of my senses? I can't say. In the garden I I heard the sound of several insects and several birds but in my field of vision there were only a few birds and insects? I didn't see any. But that doesn't mean anything. Basically, other than my memory, the rest of my senses seem normal.

Either way, I couldn't come to any conclusions about my stats or abilities. But at least the blessings have clear explanations: Ang's blessing says that my children definitely possessed an ability: Wisdom of Solomon, Blue Blood, or King's Dominion. I just don't know if having more than one is normal or not...

As for Gaia's blessing, her blessing is very confusing for now.

In short, my Status window brought me only questions and no answers.

....CUM!