Infinite: I'm Just Too Lazy To Care

Have you ever been tired of living, have you ever been hurt and misunderstood so much that you just don't care anymore. I'm sure that you haven't. Because if you were, you would not be reading this . Im tired of being killed internally. Living in a body that wants to survive, with a mind that wants to die. I was tired ,I don't want to care anymore. So I moved my attention to books. They were the only things that made me feel loved. I read so many that I became one with tham, I cried when they did , I laughed when they did. I left reality. The only thing I wanted to see was the next chapter. Until.......