Khushi never struggled.
Never in his grip.
She actually smiled when he jerked her hand away making her clash against the glass door of his car, while he looked at her with fury in his eyes.
"What are you doing? What the hell did you do over there?" He thundered, the drizzling rain wetting them a little but tonight he just didn't care.
"What? Why are you this way with me? We are like..in a live-in relationship right? But there's a difference..that you payed for me. It sucks, right?" She said in a her usual thinned voice, her eyelashes still as dark as ever and her lips having that red lipstick that always made them look appealing.
He just looked at her as if he didn't know what she was doing before turning away from her, making her look the other side too and wet her lips, trying to brush off the rain droplets that were adorned on her lips now.
She didn't give a damn to explain herself. And that made him furious than ever.
For another minute there was silence between the two, both just behaving as if they didn't know each other. For things they did, were not explainable. It was like their actions spoke everything in their relationship, the feelings and truth never mattered.
But how long will a relationship go this way?
Him satisfying his lust and desire from her even after being with so many women and her just accepting this life with open arms but right now it was turning into something that was irking him into a conversation with her..even if he had to force her into doing this.
He finally turned, making her shove off some strands of her fuzzy hair that were over her blue eyes and look at him as he held her arm tightly and pulled her closer to himself while she looked at him straight in his eyes and clutched his belt trying to brace herself in this position, the different speckles in his eyes mesmerizing her as he looked down at her with demanding eyes.
"Tell me what you want. There is something about you that you aren't telling me. Don't act like you are so much into this relationship, Khushi, coz I know you have many other things in your mind all the time. Stop acting like a wh*re, coz I don't think you are one..you were a virgin before I took you. We both know that." He said in a low tone, trying to find truth and persevere in the depth of her deep blue eyes.
For a moment, silence hung in the air. He could feel her heaving bosoms against his chest before she stood on her tiptoes and tried to distance herself a little from him so she could look at him without raising her head.*
"Okay I was a virgin before you met me..and I don't think why there is any problem in that..did I ever disappoint you in the bed, Mr. ASR? And about the wh*re thingy , even if I am not, it wont make any difference. We are not trying to find synonyms of the word mistress, coz if we would have been, you would have given me a little more respect then you do right now." She said in an mechanical voice, but softening up a little at the last words, she just didn't know what was happening to her..how was he able to make her do all this? Say things she never wants to..
He had such a charismatic aura that made even her lose herself in him for some moments before coming back to herself coz she knew what she was feeling was just unspoken attraction..that lead her to handle her entire senses to him in the bed every night and make the whole of the moment.
He looked at the way she straightened her softened features and loosened her grip on his belt before rubbing the same fist to her black dress, trying to remove that heated feeling whenever she touched him..
He just looked at her as she blinked her eyes slowly, her mascara-smeared eyes not having the same bold expressions as before before she took a deep breath and looked at him strongly once again.
"I just need you to tell the world that I belong to you..I need an assurance. and then you can go on and marry any f*cking one, I don't heck care. I am not a prostitute whom you can sleep with and forget it all. I am your mistress and you should accept that in front of the world. I dunno what deal you have had with my father..but I have my own needs. I cant be bound to you my whole life, waiting for you in the bed with my cloths off. For that, you need to give me what I want. I cant be the girl whom you can show off here and there and bed every night and forget about. I wont be that." She said in a manipulating tone, her heart pounding really fast at saying those words that she can never mean while he just looked at her with a small chuckle.
"What else do you want? Having the life that you can never get just for some nights and dates. What else could you want? And when I would tell the world about you..that would be the day I wont have you anymore in my life. As simple as that. But if you still need more..I can give you anything. Speak." He said arrogantly, his words carefully chosen while she just looked at him with a smile thinking he would never get what she wants.
He is just not the one. And whatever she feels for him is fatal.
"If you really were so compelled on bedding me all this time, I am very sure you wont let this desire go away so soon, ASR. You can get anyone in this world looking at the amount of money you inherit.. a supermodel, an actress, but still you chose me. What does that mean? I am in for your life for a long time coz you yourself made me sign on those papers in order to make everything so formal and legal that you own every part of me..and I--" She tried to say something more before he she heard his deep breath as he turned away from her, looking at the pouring rain and just not finding her worth to answer any more questions before looking at her, his green eyes shooting back at her with a slight glare.
"Get in the car." He said before going inside, not making the gesture to open the door for her as she smirked and got in.
*
Khushi woke up the next day to find herself in the sheets, her dazzling milky skin feeling feverish and softer, his bites from the last night making her feel a little sore.
He was harsh last night.
It was as if he has taken out the whole anger of her for the conversation with regards to what she did in the whole sexual act.
She got up, only to find the aroma of his cologne filling the room making her look everywhere. He was in front of the large mirror, shirtless and getting ready for work.
"Good morning."
She heard his curt tone, he was looking at her through the mirror as she was trying hard to look at something in particular.
"Good morning." She replied mechanically, getting up, the white sheets were bunched up till her chest, making her look more delectable than ever.
He turned and came towards her, making her stop in her tracks and look at him before he leaned onto her and licked a part of her neck where he had bit her last night while she didn't respond.
"Pardon me for last night..I know it must be paining a lot." He came back to his position and dug his hands in the pockets of his pants while she smirked at his dishonest apology before she came closer to him and whispered near his ear..
"Pardon me too, for not making you feel man enough by not crying over it." She gently and seductively bit at his ear and pulled out before looking at him, he was simpering at her words and looking away as she gently shrugged his arm before going past him.
This relationship is complicated.
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