1 THE BEGINNING

Hi I'm brandan and this is a story about my life! Let's start off like this.

I was born September 16th of 1990 in New York New York it sucks it smells like shit where I live the house is made of old mildewed wood and smells like bum's pissed all over you could still see there nasty dark spots on the floor's where people had died and decayed all over the floor trust me not fit for kids OF ANY AGES!

At this point I have spared you some details like of age's 1 to 4 well because at 4 years old I was put in a mental institution because I did not want to take a nap! and was being crazy and busting up tables and chairs and even have threatened to kill my grandfather but I don't remember that!!!

My mom was a little bit crazy and psycho but Fuck it she's my mom.

The only one I got even know this bitch is crazier than a loon but that's my mama lol. back to the mental institution I remember the smell it was like bleach best part about it was me getting a vacation for a year and 6 month's away from my family grandma would come and see me and I'd cry Grandpa never wanted to come and see me that made me cry even worse!

He's the only man I ever had to look up to other than my dad but he was gone for long periods of time he was in desert Storm and desert shield.

well I'm out of the mental institute now and I had told my mom that my throat has been hurting so she said she'll take me to the doctors tomorrow so I go to bed.

It is August 25th and it's 9:00AM in the morning and just got done with the doctor's office and I just found out I caught sinusitis tonsillitis and had to go to the local children's hospital to get my tonsils removed man was the ice cream good for the next two weeks lol it was the best!

it is all most my 6th birthday at this time I'm thinking I wish we would move and things would be so much better then life as ever gotten!

Now it seams as if the pain I had in my throat had gotten better that's why the ice cream was so good lol.

I am 6 years old know and we are moving to the country to my step dad's house well it's his mom's and dad's house but my mom and step dad are going to take care of them there not that well one's got aid's and the other one has a disease that is called "cancer " and it has been ruff to see why put a kid through all that?

Anyway I feel alot better and now that we have moved things has gotten alot better I love my step dad but some times when I make him mad he can be a peace of shit and he will beat me and and put lit cigarette's out on me!