Chapter 151
Sharon move into her new house and keep thinking about her life. Where she has gotten it wrong, “What have I done?, first is Paul. He rejects me and treat me like I’m a rag. He never wanted to set eyes on me, all he wanted was Christy… Christy Christy… what has that Christy that I don’t have?. Now Patrick is treating me like crap. I don't blame them, had it not been my mum I don’t think I will give a fu*k about what all this men do. But no, my mum won't let me live my life, she wants me to get married, she wants me to get married and look at it; this is my second marriage. I'm about to get divorced again, it’s all Paul’s fault and he is going to pay for it” Sharon said drinking and crying at the same time. She took all manner of alcohol trying to kill herself but luckily Paul got there on time.
“Sharon what are you trying to do? are you trying to commit suicide?”
“How is that your business if I commit suicide?”
“No.. no…no.. no, you don't have to do this”
“shut fu.k up” Sharon yell and push Paul away.
“You just don't have to do this, I know you are strong. I know you can pull through this, so please don't do it.”
“Take your hands off me, how do you know I’m strong?, is that why you hurt me so badly because I am strong? Is that why you guys keep treating me like I’m nothing because I’m strong?, stay away from me Paul, you don’t have to concern yourself about what happened to me”
“Sharon please don't say that, please”
“What the fu*k are you doing here in the first place” Sharon yells, her eyes all red with bottles in her hand.
“Well I don't know, but something just push me to come here and I saw you doing this. You want to kill yourself because of Patrick?”
“I don't want to kill myself because of Patrick, I want to die because of all of you, all of you have treated me badly so that you can live in peace and be happy with yourselves” Sharon said and start crying.
Paul couldn’t stand it, he rush to hug her and console her. “Am sorry for hurting you, am truly sorry, I hope you forgive me, I thought you are strong for all of this”
“Strong?..., I have never been strong Paul, I was just pretending to be strong is killing me” she cry bitterly and Paul cry with her.
Paul in Patrick's house the next few hours .
“What do you want here? go to your house and live your happy life, are you coming here to mock me?” He ask Paul.
“What is wrong with you?, I'm here to beg on behalf of Sharon, please if I have ever offended you in anyway please forgive me” Paul went on his kneels begging Patrick to forgive Sharon and him.