164 Awareness... Awkwardness...

"I always liked eating when I was younger. But after everything and the strain between my sisters and I, I became quite uncomfortable even sitting in the dining with them. I felt like my presence was never needed so I was always cautious with all I was doing so I wouldn't get scolded. My appetite also dwindled. I only ate well whenever I was around Shan or when it's just my mother and I." 

"But lately, it felt like a huge burden had been lifted off my shoulders. You know... with my father showing care, with Shan in the country... with Jiaying being nice and Rong apologizing to me.. and also... having you." She lifted her head to lock eyes with him and saw how intently he was staring at her. 

"I finally feel like eating up everything I have restrained myself from eating for all these years. Plus I also feel very hungry like this at a certain time of the month." She said with a wink before sighing.