Tell me what you really think

Her first impulse was to hand Bobby over to Clara, but the slight emphasis on the first word of his answer made her hesitate and look up at him. The moment her eyes met his warning gaze she realised he understood what she intended to do and was warning her against it.

Clara was young and untried enough to be hurt by rejection. And although the paintings and sculpture weren't yet officially on exhibition, Bobby Packer knew as Miya did that no one would refuse to show them to him.

Money talks, she thought, unable to show her chagrin, and big money talks big.

Evenly, her voice aloof, Miya replied" yes, of course".

Heart skipping into an uneven rhythm, she closed the computer and straightened up to walk towards him, glad that she'd worn a dress in the bold, clear red that gave colour to her pale skin and made her eyes dark and deep and she hoped impossible to read.

She was fiercely aware of Bobby on a level so basic she had no command over it. Every cell seemed to recognise him, as though his touch had imprinted scared her.

And that ridiculous overreaction scared her.

"Come this way" she said in her modulated voice, hoping that he hasn't noticed her tension.

Silently he surveyed the exhibition with an impassive face. This year the committee that oversaw the choice of artists had chosen those with postmodern credentials, and because the exhibition and auction gave them excellent publicity most had really let themselves go.

Miya kept her features controlled. Somehow, she didn't think Bobby would be impressed, unless he was buying an investment. You didn't have to like investment.

He surprised her by asking "what do you think of them?"

"My opinion isn't worth anything" she evaded.

"You don't like them".

How had he noticed that, uneasily she said "I don't know anything about this sort of art so my personal opinion means nothing. I can get an expert to discuss them with....."

He stopped her with a glance and a single word. "No".

For the next half hour he strolled along the row of pictures, standing back occasionally to get a better view, looking more closely at the others. Miya wondered just what was going on behind that handsome face.

Finally he said "tell me what you really think".

Exasperated by his persistence, she returned shortly "the only useful comments I could make would just be parroting what I've heard".

"I don't want that, I want your opinion. You must have some idea, wasn't your your father an artist? Austin Martins?. The Art Gallery has several of his pictures and one stunning watercolour".

Touched and made extremely cautious by the fact that he'd heard of her father, she said "if you've seen it you'd know that he didn't paint like this".

"But you must have heard him discuss art".

Oh, yes, endless discussions that had degenerated into maudlin regrets that his skills no longer matched his vision, that he'd drunk away whatever talent he'd once had....

Faced with a determination that matched her own, and because Bobby Packer might be prepared to spend a lot of money on this very good cause, she said reluctantly "I don't understand the artists' vision or their objectives, and I don't know enough about art to relate to their techniques".

"Why does that annoy you?" 

You annoy me, she thought , irritated with him and with herself for being so affected by him.

Shrugging, she returned lightly "because I feel as though I'm missing out on something, on some secret that others understand".

He pinned her with a considering stare that lasted two seconds too long, then nodded. "Fair enough. Did you see our photograph in the newspaper?"

She'd very carefully avoided looking at the social pages. " No, I didn't ".

His smile told her he didn't believe her. "A pity . I'm afraid it won't garner Iris Jackson good publicity, the dress doesn't show to advantage. However her name is mentioned".

Something in his tone made her uncomfortable. She said stiffly "I'm glad".

Fixing his gaze on a canvas that to Miya looked like a too-dramatic representation of a bad headache, he asked with casual interest "have you heard from Derek lately?"

"No" she stole a glance at his profile, strong and commanding. Something very strange happened to her stomach, no, her heart.

Ignore it, she told herself sturdily, and said with brittle composure "apparently he's not going to be able to contact anyone for a month or so. Rather ironic that a man whose life is focused on the internet should deliberately leave himself without access to it".

"I think he's ready to go cold turkey for a while". Bobby said. He delivered a low-wattage version of that killer smile. "Thank you for showing me around".

She said formally "I hope we'll see you at the auction". He'd been; she'd have to check to see if he'd accepted. 

"Possibly".

Her complete ignorance had probably blown any chance of a good sale, she thought with wry resignation and accompanied him back to the reception area.

Clara looked up, her pretty fact awed. With some surprise Miya noted the smile he bestowed on the younger girl. Friendly, appreciative, it showed none of the antagonism that seemed to underlie his attitude to her.

In response, Clara blushed brilliantly, melting without any visible sign of resistance.

Afterwards Miya had to endure the younger woman's sighing comments, relieved when lunchtime came, only to find herself being warned during the meal by Iris .

"Bobby's nothing like his cousin" the older woman said, eyeing the huge muffin she'd chosen. "Derek's a nice boy, bright too, and he obviously has a good business brain when it comes to the internet, but he doesn't have Bobby's charisma".

"No" Miya agreed, touched in some secret part. She'd been on her own since she was seventeen, and the only womanly influence in her life had been her father's neighbor Miss Alexander, an elderly woman whose brisk, practical attitude hasn't encouraged  confidences.

Don't go there, she thought and hurriedly transferred her attention back to Iris. "Don't worry, I'm not going to fall for either of them".

It's not always that easy" the designer said shrewdly, "especially as you're living with Derek".

"I'm not, I'm staying in his apartment until I find a suitable flat". Because it was important, she emphasized

"We aren't lovers or even possible lovers".

Iris lifted incredulous brow's.