Life Is Complicated

*Y/N POV*

Me and Dahyun were talking about what just happened between me and Seonghwa Oppa. I was really deep in my thoughts, but suddenly I heard something fell. Dahyun and I looked around to see if there was anyone around and then we saw that the main door was cracked open.

Dahyun gave me a 'I think there's someone look' and I took it as sign and went towards it cause if that person has heard even a single bit, I'm screwed. My dream and my relationship will both be ruined.

I took slow steps and went towards the door to look for who is it. Dahyun was following right behind me. And not gonna lie but I was really scared that their might be someone who won't understand me and spread it everywhere. I'm so scared but I have to be strong.

I opened the door, to see there is no one. But when I looked down the staircase I saw that someone was walking down. I started following that person. Dahyun fell while doing so and it did made some noise but it seemed like that the person didn't heard or was just ignoring it.

When we reached it, that person went to the sports field and both of us followed him. When we saw whom he went to, I stopped in my tracks. I was so shocked and kind of felt hurt when I saw who heard it, but I knew one thing was that, that person won't tell anyone about anything that he heard. I saw that person's face and it broke me even more.

I decided to go from there cause my secret is safe but I don't know why but I feel broke. Seeing that face just reminded of the past memories. Dahyun wanted to talk to me about it but I didn't wanna talk about it right now.

Dahyun : "Y/N why aren't you going? Why are you stan---"

Y/N : "Dahyun I'm gonna get late for my rehearsal so I gotta go now."

I just away from their, even when Dahyun was trying so bad to talk to me. I just had a lot on my mind. I'm still shocked to see who was it. But I am still what all did that person hear. How much to be exact.

When I reached the main gate I saw my group's black van that was here to pick me up for rehearsal. I just went in the car. I was really deep in thoughts that I didn't heard that my members calling me.

Ae-ha : "Y/N tell me about what happened today."

Berry : "What happened today? What are you guys talking about?"

Ae-ha : "When I called her to tell her that we're gonna pick her up from school, she told me something happened today at the practicals. I'm too curious what happened. Y/N tell us what happened. Y/N tell us. Y/N! Y/N!! Earth to Y/N!!"

Y/N : "Huh?!"

Berry : "You said you were gonna tell unnie something about what happened at the practicals. But you seem too deep in thoughts. What happened?"

I just sighed remembering what happened today. I finally took courage and performed in front of a whole crowd, I told Oppa about my secret and there is someone else as well who knows about it. But what frustrates me the most is that how much did that person hear.

I sighed again and told Berry and Ae-ha unnie about it. And as our manager unnie was also here she also heard it. Big Hit doesn't has any rules that prohibits from dating so everyone including my members and staff (only closed ones) know about me dating ATEEZ's Seonghwa. But yes my managers have told me to be very careful with whatever I do cause, you know about how the media is about K-Pop idols and plus the fact I've not yet debuted is more risking.

My life is so complicated. Like one moment everything is going the way it should, but the next moment everything turns upside down. Seriously my life is so weird their can be a story made on it. (Author : Its so complicated is because its a story and I wanna make it more complicated or easy its my wish cause its my stor---

Y/N : "Author you bore me so much. You're doing just because you're from studying.

Author : "Hey! Don't forget I created you."

Y/N : "Will you leave or should I leave?"

Author : "Nah I think I should better cause if you leave who's gonna be my female lead. I'm not capable of being it. Now I'm gonna leave you bye!!"

Y/N : "Yeah Bye. Now where were we.")

Ae-ha : "So now Seonghwa knows about you being a trainee. That's great!!!!"

Berry : "Thank God now I won't get scolded by her. Last time she scolded the hell out of me. I got really scared of her that time. Now I can call her without having to worry of her secret being unveiled."

Ae-ha : "Yeah I agree to that. But Y/N you still need to be careful. Ok? Y/N!! Y/N!!!"

I was day dreaming again but suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder I looked and saw Ae-ha and Berry unnie looking at me like they were saying something and I didn't replied to it.

Y/N : "Unnie life can be so complicated at times. One moment everything is going great and happy but just the other moment things take a huge turn. Sometimes I just feel like my life is playing games with me."

They sensed something was off and knowing how I am, they didn't wanted to push me to the edge so they just did what any other elder does.

Ae-ha : "Y/N, remember that if you want your life to have beautiful and happy moments in your life then you need to go through a sad and bad phase first. Just be yourself and fight the challenges given to you like you always do. Be yourself and fight it!!!"

I smiled at her statement and just thought how long do I need to do this till I'll get my happy phase. But no matter how far it is, I'm gonna fight for it and reach it.