I'm Broken

I was shocked to see the headlines. Not even once I thought this will happen to me. My perfect dream life was just doing fine but then this had to happen to break me. Which would've been the most memorable moment of my life just happened to be the worst moment in my life.

When I thought I'll have everything, destiny wasn't meant to be on my side, just when everything was just going according to my imagination things had to be turned upside down.

The article said:

"Idol's Love Life"

'ATEEZ who has a huge international fan base known as ATiny. A group who was now started to gain the attention they needed, things turned upside down as the oldest member of the group Park Seonghwa was seen kissing a girl which is known to be his girlfriend. Fans of group are showing mixed reaction to it.

Just a few moments ago their company KQ Entertainment came out and agreed that yes Seonghwa is dating someone and also disclosed that the girl he's dating none other than Blackpink's youngest member Lisa.

Soon after this news YG also agreed and said that it is true that both of them are dating. Also Seonghwa was seen on dates since June of last year which a year ago meaning they've kept their relationship secret for so long and no one knew about. Blinks and ATiny's are happy for both of them.

We wish them good luck on their journey and may God make them last long."

I was so shocked that I dropped my phone. I looked at my members and I knew they knew about this prior to me. I was a little that they tried to hide it from me but I know I shouldn't be angry but on someone else.

Someone who promised me that he'll stay with me through the end, but broke his promise. I wouldn't have believed the post for a second but it was attached with a picture of them kissing I knew it was Oppa because of his body build up clothes, and when I saw his clothes I didn't care to look at the girl's look.

I was so busy in my thoughts that I didn't notice my tears flowing down and my members calling. Now I remembered his call from last night which reminded me how he told me that he loves me and only me. For a second I felt like it was a publicity stunt or a misunderstanding.

And currently I couldn't care any less then to meet him and clear it all before it becomes more messy. I picked up my phone and saw it was broken so I asked Berry unnie for her phone.

Y/N : "Berry unnie give me your phone I need to call someone."

She hesitated a bit seeing my condition but dared not make me any worse. She gave me her phone. All of the members were giving me glances which showed pity and worry but no one dared to say anything to me. I quickly dialed his number and waited for a reply but I got nothing. I tried several times but got no answer and that's when I knew that I need to go and see him in person

Y/N : "Unnie I'll be heading out. I'll be back soon."

I didn't care to change my clothes or foot-ware and just ran like my life depended on it because it really did. I knew that ATEEZ will be going to the airport in a bit because they have schedule abroad, so I needed to hurry up. The members just kept calling my name but the only thing on my mind is Seonghwa and currently that's all that matters and nothing else.

Seeing me running like this my members knew they had to something knowing they won't be able to stop me they called our managers while some of them even followed me just to make sure I'm fine.

ATEEZ's dorm was only a 15 minutes walk away and as I ran I reached there in less than 7 minutes. As I'm quite fast the members were left behind. When I reached there I saw they were about to leave and soon they noticed my presence. I saw Yunho, Hongjoong, Wooyoung and Jongho looking at me and I knew from their glance that something wasn't right. I knew that the rest were inside the other van.

Hongjoong : "Y/N!"

The way he said that he was kind of expecting me here but not also.

Y/N : "Seonghwa Oppa?! Where is he?!"

I said and looked at them for an answer. At first they just looked at each other but then they looked at the first van which was ahead of the one they were standing in front of. Soon the person I wanted to see came out of the van. Seeing his face I couldn't control my sobs anymore so when I saw him I just ran towards him and embraced and as having a height difference I could only reach his chest. So I put my head on his chest and cried. I knew that when he heard my sobs his body tensed up. I was sobbing quite loudly. One thing I knew was that he was standing like a statue there not responding my hug but something else was on my mind.

Y/N : "Oppa tell me that whatever it says in the news about you and Lisa dating is all a huge lie or a publicity stunt! Tell me it's not true. Please just say it's not true please. You promised me that you'll stay with me forever. Please I won't be able to handle it. Just say anything."

But what he said next just broke me into so fine pieces that it won't be picked up easily.

Seonghwa : "Whatever they said was true. It's true that I'm dating Lisa. It's all true and not a lie."