1 Love.

When you think of 'Love' or 'Romance', you think of your loved one/s, you think about warmth, you think about a person that accepts you for who you are, or a person who understands you the most. Oh how I wish it was the same for me. But.. It isn't.. It isn't the same at all.. but I still hope one day.. It can feel just like this.. being wanted by someone.. knowing that your not alone.. knowing that.. there's a place where you can go back to.. *sigh* well there's no point in thinking about that now.. since im going to die soon for something I didn't do, atleast I had someone I cared about, but in the end 'that' someone betrayed me.. injured me.. heck even blackmailed me, and here we are, In a room full of liars and shitty people, excuse my language there, But they earned it, Isn't 'Love' supposed to bring you happiness? Well, let me rephase that. 'Love' doesn't exist in this world, it doesnt give you "happiness" it only gives you sadness and a scar that doesn't go away, it's just there like a reminder that 'Love' doesn't exist.. even if you hoped it does, it doesn't so stop daydreaming. Well I should have told that to myself long ago, before I met 'him', I thought 'he' was the one for me.. I thought that 'he' could be the one that accepts me.. I thought that 'he' could be someone I could go back to.. But in the end.. those are all just thoughts.. nothing more than a dream.. Aren't I pathetic? crying over a that bastard, I'm still mad at myself.. for falling in love with 'him'... well there's no point in regretting that now..