The feelings that never been express will be a regret

Hana was absent that day , I don't know what happen but I feel something wrong, so I ask the teacher hana's address, its near the school so I'll go tomorrow morning.

Its morning I eat my breakfast and think what reason I tell hana why I visit her, I ride the bus to get there and a little walk and its here hana's house , her house look like it will break just by a strong wind, so this is the reason why she's so determine to graduate I think!!

I knock on the door , it opens , a old woman I think this is hana's mom. I started talking to her mom , I tell her im hanaha's classmate anIm here to bring hana's textbook from our teachers, but the look in her eyes their is sorrow , sheI started crying and shout on me,

Hana's Mom POV: are you the one bullying hana are you the reason why my daughter did that to herself ? Because of you people my daughter end up in that state.

Im in shock on what hana's mom said my head is blank for a minute until hana's mom hold me saying why ?why? My daughter ..

I tell hana's mom what wrong? What happened to hana ?

She tell me hana was in a coma she tried to kill herself by eating rat poison and slitting her wrist ..

My mind become blank, I dont know what to do I can't seems to calmdown , I tell myself why did I let those people bully hana why I did not stop them , because of me hana end up like that...

I ask hana's mom to tell me where hospital hana admitted and go there as fast as I can..

Now at the room hana residing , imI scared to open the door im scared that hana will never wake up again...

The doors open, the doctor was inside he ask me what relationship I have with the patient, I replied im her classmate im here to visit her ,,

Ah is that so but don't be surprise the doctor said

We don't know when the patient will wake up her body is refusing to get better ,what circumstance does this patient have to endure to be like this ...

I sat next to her and apologize , I told hana while holding her hand sorry for not stepping up while everyone's treating you bad, im sorry you have to endure everything alone ... I really wanna tell how I really feel "I like you " I know its to late to say this but you're special to me please wake up I need to tell you how I really feel about you how you make me special how you make my days filled with happiness please wake up...

I keep talking and talking but their is no response from hana...

2 weeks has pass but there is still no response from hana.

The school become aware of what happen to hana and start conducting investigation about hana's bullying...

It makes me mad to think they only act like this after what happen to hana ..

The next morning I visit hana , its still the same I keep talking until she hears my voice..

Another week has pass , months , why hana's still not waking up im getting worried and worried hana please wake up im still waiting ....

I start praying to the gods to let me return back to the time hana was okay , everyday im begging and begging to the gods please let me return back you're my only hope , I want to talk again to hana I want to eat together again with her , please lord if you're real let me turn back time please......

After that I fell asleep,

Kenji's POV what's happening why im floating in air then a golden light shine upon me and then I wake up in my classroom what's happening its the first day of my second year and the first time I met my first love hana....