Chapter 3 Beck POV

Continued from previous chapter....

Joe POV

"Beck, I want you to never forget what happened a few minutes ago but i want you to be back to your normal self. Even more vibrant, inspired and confident."

In a millisecond, i saw the old Beck returning but with the new Beck still in her. I am grateful for that. Iur future is looking good Beck. I can see it.

"You told me you wouldn't mind control me into loving you." she said while looking into my eyes.

"I didn't make you love me, i just made it so you needed me." i corrected. "I will never mind control you into loving me."

Beck sighed tiredly.

"Can we go home now? I am really tired and your place wasn't a comfy place to sleep on. I want to speed in a real bed." she said rubbing her eyes.

"Of course Beck, anything for you. Let's go home." then i opened the glass door and we stepped out together. With her still clutching to my hands and leaning on my shoulder.

I picked her up in bridal style and walked out of the basement. I called a cab and when it reached us Beck was in deep sleep.

So, i indicated to the driver and we went home. When we reached home and got down of the car, she was still clinging to me. After paying the driver (at least he thought i did), mind control to the rescue, i took Beck upstairs took her to the bed and laid her down on it.

I took off her shoes and kissed her feet with tenderness. Then i took off my own shoes and got in the bed with her. Then i both covered us with the blanket and we went to sleep with her clinging to me.

I kissed her on the forehead and went to sleep myself.

Beck POV

The next morning, i woke up startled and touched the spot beside me, there was no one. I was sacred very much because i needed him to be with me, to comfort me because there is a darkness that will swallow me without him. Joe.

Joe, i can't believe what happened. He was the sweetest, most understanding and kindest person i ever met. I found everything i need in a man in him. How could he even do those atrocious things?

it was unbelievable to me that he killed peach knowing she is my best friend. Yeah, even though we had our ups and downs, even though she manipulated me(this bitch!). I loved her as a sister.

Even more unbelievable is this new power. Which dumbass Devil or god gave him these powers?! Seriously, Who gives a psychopath the power to manipulate minds? (Author-Aaaaaachooooooo! Damn Beck, go easy on me. Please?)

Anyways, i NEED him. NOW. *sigh* What have he done to me? I feel like i can't breathe if i don't hug him or him hug me right now.

While i was feeling distressed suddenly a warm pair of arms hugged me from behind and a manly scent hit me. From the scent, i knew he was Joe. I leaned into his embrace and i breathed in deeply in order to take in his scent. Oh god, WHAT HAVE HE DONE TO ME?!

Even my father, that douchebag, the person that i really wanted the attention of, I never needed him this much. I never needed his hug, his scent... this much.

"How was your sleep?" He asked me while kissing me in the neck. I moaned.

"It was nice." i said with a meek voice that i didn't know i had. He hugged me more tightly.

"Okay, go on and shower. I will be cooking breakfast downstairs. Okay?" he said and was about to release me. But i clamped onto his arms.

"W-why don't you shower with me?" i asked with a little nervousness and added with a little hopeful voice, "Then we can make breakfast together?"

I can feel his smirk with satisfaction of what he had done to me. This asshole! I wish i could kill him. But... i NEEDED him. I feel nervous and the world crashing around me just thinking of anything bad happening to him and him leaving me. I need therapy. Nope, Exorcism.

"Okay Beck. For you? I will do anything. In time you will see that and you will understand."

Then, He picked me up in bridal carry and i put my arms around his neck fast and i put my head onto his chest. He smiled and kissed me on the forehead.

We went in the shower and he entered together with me. He took off my clothes with care and adoration that i wouldn't believe he was a psychopath if i hadn't known what happened.

Then he heated the shower and went in with me. He washed my body while i just let him do what he wants with my body. Thank God he only showered me and dried my body with the towel.

After he finished showering me, he again picked me up in bridal carry and took me to the bedroom and laid me on the bed. I kept holding to his neck.

"Okay, let me go shower. Till then you can change cloth." He said whole gently taking my hands off his neck. I reluctantly obliged.

Then he stood up and went to take a shower. I was having an inner debate.

(Beck-You know what? I can get used to this... gentleness, adoration. It isn't all bad.

Beck-What the fuck? What was that thought? Did i just think that living with this psycho isn't all bad? He is a psychopath!!!

Beck-But he didn't do anything to me, he cares for me.

Beck-Shut up Beck! He is a killer and doesn't deserve my love!

Beck-He killed those people because he loved me so much and he is willing to do anything for me.

Beck-What the fuck do you mean? Do you think this is love?

Beck-But...)

While I was having debate myself, he came back with towel wrapped around his waist and his hairy and wet chest exposed. His dark hair was shining and he looked so... Handsome.

No! No, i can't think like that. He is a killer and i don't know what he would do to me if he didn't think he loved me. He looked at me.

"Why aren't you dressed? Did i came out if the shower that fast or..." He asked.

"I-i was just waiting for you." I answered. He smiled and came towards me. He caressed my face, i lean into his hands.

"Okay, now you can change." he said and went to change his cloth after drying himself. I also started dressing myself.

He wore a black shirt with a black jeans. I just wore a simple white t-shirt and red underwear. He turned and looked at me.

"That's what you're wearing?" He asked.

"Yes, i won't be going out today so..." i indicated to my clothes.

"You look sexy." he said coming towards me and putting his hands on my waist. "I mean, you look good in anything. But i like this."

He dipped his head down and kissed me on the lips. I tried to reject at first but my body did as it was trained. Because of what he did to me, my body needed him. So we kissed.

"I love you, Beck Guinevere." he said softly. His breath hit me on my lips. "And one day i will own not only your body but your heart and your soul."

Then he went downstairs to make breakfast. After a few moments of hesitation, i followed him.

To be continued...

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Hey guys, Author here. In this chapter, i tried to show what Beck's POV is and what her mind is going through. I will try to show you what Joe's mind alteration brings and How torn she is in the future chapters.

I will be trying to update the new chpater for my other fan fic 'Reborn as damon with wishes' at least until tomorrow, so be sure to check that out.

And guys please give me your comments and your reviews of what you think of my chapters and this fan-fic as a whole. It's almost not a fan-fic because i will be writing it half from my mind and half from the tv series.

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