1 Regrets

I am writing this with so many regrets. When I was a teen I started drug dealing on the dark web with my dark web friends. In my school I was a bright student. I scored A+ marks in every subject.

I started drug dealing for money to fill my daily needs like food, clothes etc.

At that time I lived alone in that small house. My parents were rich and they gave me a small house which was near my school. 

My parents gave me two gifts: a house and a laptop because they wanted me to be self dependent but they also talked to me everyday on cell phone and visited my house once in week.

I don't have any complaints about my parents. The only complaints I have is myself. 

At that time I did so many bad things alone, not with my friends because I didn't want anybody to know my weakness.  

I loved alcohol at that time. I drank alcohol on weekends. I was also f**k so many prostitutes at that time because I made enough money from drug dealing to do these works.

I love to wake up early in the morning at like 4 o'clock no matter which time I sleep at night. Every morning at 4 o'clock I like to walk in my garden which faces woods after the road. The fresh air coming from the woods makes me energetic.

One morning I was walking in my garden and then I saw a guy in the woods which was strange because it was the time of winter and in the woods it was cold but I was scared on that time because I was a fearless teenage boy on that time I ignored it and moved to my home to make breakfast.

                            To be continued