Dont Leave.. I Want You

I think about hugging Karne a lot, like I really want to hug Karne.

Before Karne ghosted me, he would pop in the classes I was in and stay in there for a bit then leave. I really like his playful personality, he jokes a lot and is funny. During work time or something he comes in and sees my friend playing with the slime that she got from one of our teachers, he looks at it like he wants it too lol, then he asked my friend if he could borrow it, she gave it to him and when he touched it was really sticky. The slime was really sticky I had to wash my hand really well after I touched it too. He gave a really disgusted face (in a funny way) when he touched it. I genuinely smiled and laughed. (whoops) Then after a couple hours he came back and my friend was playing with another fidget thing that seemed like a stress ball with slime in it. He also played around with it and I smiled like a lot watching him do it like omg why.. did he come back and do that so I could smile? or was that unintentional lol. School ended and I had some time to stay before the city bus came, so I stayed in the school. My friend was waiting outside but it seems she is getting picked up later. So Karne invited her in and she went to sit beside me. Karne also mentioned to other staff members that I had brought my own lunch after Karne gave me the fruits. Anyways he walked over to me and my friend and mentioned how he was shocked when we first fist bumped. I told him I got my fist bump behavior from Naustiv, and that I had to punch harder in order for a good fist bump because I was always weak back then. After that interaction, the first week of school ended and near the end me and Karne became distant. He stopped fist bumping, talking, checking in and I felt as if he avoided me..? or was I thinking wrong? I am sad but glad at the same time he found a chance to stop interacting with me because having crushes is never too good in school. Just realized that, I think that his office use to be a single use bathroom, I remember seeing the bathroom floor and a hole for a toilet lol. I just can't get over him, I really want to be on good terms with Karne. I want to hug him.