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i want a normal life ||ghoul deku au|| oneshot||

The story follows Izuku's transformation from a quirkless boy longing for a normal life to a tortured soul turned into a powerful weapon. As he endures unimaginable suffering and aligns himself with villains, his fate becomes intertwined with the dark side of the hero society he once admired.

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I wanted a normal life 

Izuku:

Today is the day , the day. I finally rest ,rest for eternity , a rest no one would interrupt me in.

My name is izuku midoriya a 18 year old boy who suffered most of his life even before I was pronounced quirkless , I was bullied because of my appearance , dark Black hair, pale white skin and bloody red eyes as I given the name the devil ever since I was only in kindergarten…that was the first reason i was alone most of my live…my parents were supportive at start but soon after my sister was born i noticed them distancing them selves away from me…was it because i was the devil?…was this a manipulation from a villain?… I don't know for sure because after my parents left my sister and i to do their hero work, as my parents were the number 2 and 3 hero , my parents -hisashi and inko midoriya -are very powerful as they wanted to have powerful children as well..how do i know about this?… well I might have eavesdropped on them…maybe this is the reason why the have neglected me for many year… because i was powerless…i was quirkless….

In highschool there's isn't much difference from middle school,i get my head dunked in toilets, hit from every side and mostly being a slave some popular kid…more or less in my 18 years of live if been in almost every kind of situation a psycho had been in…I don't know maybe i am a psycho ….

After what happed to me in my life.

"I have your summer homework everyone " my teacher said while grinning in front of everyone."booo"my class replied through some stuff at him but he dodged while sweating a bit. " just kidding"

My teacher said while raising his hands in defeat. " mostly i would've given all of you homework by now but i realised you all my became adults and I'm proud about that.. you have made me feel old and i wanted to thank you all , of course except the devil" <laughs in union with the class> "i mean who would want a failure of a student like him"my teacher said all that while laughing of course but this time he almost fell of his chair.my teacher coughed in order for the class to calm down , he said almost of the class name and what college will they go it but when my name came up he became silent as he asked me " midoriya~san where will you be going to?".

"Oh I haven't picked yet.. since it the last day i wanted to take a break"

my teacher sighed "just send us the application when you decide "my teacher said.

I went home surely after i was beat up for the last time i had a half day since it was the last day of highschool so surely i had enough time to prepare for the plan…surely you're asking about my plan…why don't you sit back and relax maybe eat popcorn while you read this.

Inside my Home there isn't anybody in the house due to work and school, i sat in the chair inside the kitchen with some stuff with me… a plushie my sister wanted and 199,694 yen as a gratitude for giving me a place to live and other stuff,i packed everything i had in the kitchen and wrote a small letter for all of them, my sister and parents,i looked again at me room before i went out ,i saw nothing but a white room it felt like it was an asylum for maniac's like me…i closed the door and left the house saying my goodbyes to everything i left behind…surely you probably know a thing about what i will do…."they will be at home by now " i said while a small giggle also came out of my mouth.

I went to the bridge in musutafu , it wasn't that far it was just 2 street walks.i climbed on top of the bridge to prepare myself for the jump… the jump that will lead me to rest…..but due to me luck a hero was there…eraserhead….probably one of , if not my favourite hero….."kid you don't want to do that"

He said while leaning on the metal pole near me. I heard people screaming , stopping the car and just stopping what there doing in order to make me not jump…but i insisted i wanted to rest more than anybody in the world…"kid don't jump just talk with somebody maybe they will help,this wont "

Eraserhead said while starting to climb to me…but i was determined to just jump right now…I didn't want to talk…flashback from a visions i kept having from last week…. A shadow figure just slicing me down , eating me and killing….i felt comfortable after he killed me… something someone like me can't be able to feel…"this is my destiny eraserhead, no matter what i do if it was eating, studying or sleeping i would see that vision" i said that while preparing for the jump…."you can talk to me if you want…just don't jump….I don't want a kid to die…"he said glaring at me…." why do you care …I'm a quirkless nobody…" …after i said that…I couldn't wait… i jumped….i finally jumped….i will finally rest…

I saw eraserhead with something like a rope who he wrapped around that pole as he jumped after me…. I could feel tears coming out of my eyes…why am i crying?….this is my destiny….this is what is supposed to happen to me…. Why am i crying?… I'm just making my huge earlier than that day….i could hear it…i could feel it..i could see it…the sound of me hitting the river under the bridge….i could feel the blood coming out of my body….i can see the light that everybody talks about while dying….

Aizawa:

I can see the kid…I grabbed him while my grapple pulled me upwards…i wont let this kid die...we arrived at the bridge

"SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULANCE "…i yelled at the top of the lungs to the people who were screaming at this scene….i rushed to give him mouth to mouth in order to keep him alive…. But this isn't working…why won't this work?…. I don't somebody to die in my hands again….please god just save this kid….i swear i will be a better person from now on just please help this kid god…..a car pulled up to me…. It seemed it was this kids family.."is my son okay..?" The lady said in worry of her child."I don't know ma'am… I just got him out of the river..". I continued my mouth to mouth ….this isn't working …i put my hand on his neck to feel his pulse…."there isnt anything… he has no pulse…"

…the kid died?…i felt like a sailor who had his ship sunken and has nothing to do except pray to god that he survive….why was this kid very suicidal….a flashback of words from him…he said that he was a quirkless nobody….was he bullied?….abused?…why can't i think of anything that could explain what happened to him.

An ambulance finally came ,the family and i entered….i remembered who those two are….inko and hisashi midoriya….were they really abusive…. I looked to the girl next to them ,who most likely got trauma from this, she's his sister….but she looks normal…why'd she look normal…my mind was a about to explode from my confused ass….

We finally arrived to the hospital…in the ambulance nothing happened but trying oxygen and lightning shit and some healing quirk…they said that he will need proper medication…..please god….i know I haven't been a believer for many years…just please if you're listening….please god just let this kid live….

"I'm sorry for your loss"the only thing i heard from the doctor…..the kid's dead….I have failed….why?… he would have been a good kids… why must he suicide?….shortly after i heard this….i couldn't do my Patrol right…i kept imagining him in my arms again…i went home to my wife..who's clearly worried on why am i early…."Aizawa? Why are you so early?"…. I couldn't answer…I couldn't…. I hugged her…crying in her shoulder…i felt an entire river fall in my eyes…she and I eventually moved to the couch where I finally could explain to her….explaining to her everything…i..I remembered my friend oboro who left this world in the same position….in my arms….this is why i was afraid…afraid that i would hurt people if I interfere….why wasn't all might there…he would have saved him… she put her hand. On her mouth as she teared up slightly…but me i cried myself to sleep…..

A funeral was made for him….almost everyone from the bridge came by… i went and sat next to hisashi…."thank you for saving my son Aizawa.."he said while having pain in his voice…."how did you know that he was at the #### bridge and is going to suicide" i asked clearly worried about the kid…"returning home we discovered that izuku left some presents on the kitchen table having a plushie for izumi , 199,694 yen for inko and i…..and a letter for all of us…."he replied with a shadow taking over his upper face…." I-….i want to look further about his suicide…can i take some information about his life?.."i asked wanting to know why was he suicidal…"okay aizawa, you can "… he replied.

After the funeral and the burying … i noticed his sister gripping the plush really hard… was she really close with him?….i noted every single information i could milk from the family…they confessed about their actions neglected him to be real with you.

<by milking information i meant getting to much information from the family>….i connected everything from start to finish…his suicide was a project of bullying, neglection and r@pe…he surely lived through hell through out his life….i promised myself that i will never neglected or hit my child….

Hisashi midoriya:

3pm….the time we, my daughter and my wife and i ,returned home to unexpected presents from someone…..my daughter got a toy she always wanted….of course a 10 year old would be very happy about this gift…but our gift it was different….a letter with money inside of an envelope…..we opened the letter…..

(Hello family,

I wanted to surprise all of you with a gifts…as you can see Izumi got the plushie she was saving for… and you mom and dad….an amount of cash…as a gratitude for making live a life in this world…but today is this i leave this accursed world….you may had neglected me for a while but i still see everyone as family…the bridge next to the house is where you will find my body…please don't be sad about my death…I'm just a devil…a quirkless nobody…..

From izuku.)

As soon as we read this we went to the bridge forgetting about any laws in the streets…my wife was screaming for me to slow down…my daughter was freaking out….I didn't care…this is my son…the person who made me a father…. Because of izuku….i became the person i am now...

We arrived at the bridge…. My body stopped working…. I saw my colleague helping my son…he really did it….my body couldn't do anything…why would this happen now?….why was i neglective?….why couldn't I've been a better father?...i looked over at my wife to see her eyes in terror…the same eyes that were comforting…tears coming out of her eyes…my daughter had the same look as my wife…looking at my son…i got flashbacks from when he was a child….he first learning how to walk…his first words….I remembered holding him for the very first time…my child….

The doctors words…."I'm sorry for your loss"…I couldn't think straight anymore…i still wanted to see him live more … i wanted to see him become a man…but he's right this world is nothing but a curse….i promise my self to become a better father… a better hero… a better person…. I promise izuku no matter where you are in hell…in heaven… i would still think of you… as my son… my pride and joy…

????:

"Sir there's a body of a quirkless person here" a middle aged man with glass said that a thorough a phone.

" fantastic make sure to grab it and put it in a lab" through the phone was a mysterious man with a suit and a black helmet…who is he?….that's a surprise….."alright master"the middle aged man said." Dig up this boys grave… we will turn him into a nomu…." The man laughed like a mad man…

Izuku:

Huh?… why am i alive?…. I clearly saw true light…how did i return to this cursed world?….i looked left and right i saw objects that I've never seen them before…..a torturing device….was i a subject for this mad man?….why am i in a tube?….what is happening to me?….suddenly i see to people…a man with googles and a mustache …. And a man wearing a black suit and a black helmet...who are these people….why are they grinning so hard at me?….

After a while the weird liquid started to decrease very fast…the man with the mustache started to walk towards me…."nomu number #### can you hear me" he said. " yes, I can hear you" I replied…why did I reply to him?…what is his intention?….." great….follow me nomu" he said while going into a room….I followed him?….what is happening to me ?…..I need help…. I can't speak unless he orders me to..." sit in the chair now" he said with an ordering tone… i sat in the chair not knowing what will happen to me….a man with a hockey mask came…"what shall I do for you doc"the masked man said…" train him…" the doctor replied…."with pleasure " the masked man said with smirking underneath his mask….

From what you've read….yes I was tortured…..that man's name is Jason…he is mass murderer… a psychopath…. He follow a way of torture is the only way to be strong…. This ~training~ kept going for more than a year…a man with burn mark all around his body sometimes joins…a man with hands? All over his face….a girl who looks like a vampire…..and the black masked man….I got my control over my body and mind after 3 years of this training… that man with the suit was delighted about this…I ended up siding that man…

His name was none other than all for one… a name that would've freaked me out if I wasn't tortured… the name of the number one villain in japan…a name that would bring fear into a heroes body…this man wasn't normal…he was also a psycho…but that didn't matter… I…killed jason…ate him… he tasted like crap but eventually I became stronger…I found out everything that happened to my body… apparently I'm a cannibal… something that feeds on human flesh for power…the experiment that the doctor did to me was to turn me into a weapon that could kill all might…..but I got control over my body…I will ill all might myself after what he did to me back in middle school …. I still have that grudge on him…I will kill him with my….ghoul abilities…

Ghoul…..a name I made for myself after took control….I've never felt more free than This time….I love this new me…my mind might still be messed up but I….have powers….laughing to myself about how they trust me….these fools think I only sided with them because I hate heroes….I do hate heroes but I will never be like them…..

Izumi midoriya:

My brother killed himself…it felt like a huge part of me has left..."don't cry Izumi, big brother will handle it" my brother said that after I've broken a plate by accident…he was the best big brother….I wont ever forget him….

Laying down on my desk in ua …one thing can only cross my mind… that its my brothers birthday…something I was never able to celebrate with him due to him hating parties…"izubabe!!! What's wrong… you never seem down …"a pink skinned girl said…"its my elder brother's birthday…"….this girl was my best friend since middle school…Mina ashido….a girl that helped me for a long time…."oh.." she replied." What wrong with that? Isn't it your brother's birthday why not celebrated it?"the long haired girl said….this other girl was my classmate…momo yaoyorozu…the most popular girl in the school…probably because of her family background…parents who own a million dollar international company...she probably has all the boys looking at her too…"my brother isn't here"I replied with agony in my voice…."then call him"…momo said…"you don't understand…he isn't alive"tears started to come out.."I'm sorry..please midoriya san forgive me.."she said with worry in her voice…" its all right.."I wiped my tears away.."I'm sor-" she tried to say before all might entered…"IM HERE….HAHAHAHA…KIDS GET YOUR SUITS READY….WE'RE GOING TO THE U.S.J"all might said." UNIVERSAL STUDIOS JAPAN!!!!"my friend Denki said that."HAHA…NOT THAT KIND OF USJ YOUNG KAMINARI…THIS IS UNFORESEEN SIMULATION JOINT"all might replied….i grabbed my equipment and to change….Mineta tried to peak on us girls but lucky jiro~san hit him to stop the peaking…..we entered an unusual looking bus….it might had wings I'm not sure…while sitting in the bus… my childhood friend katsuki bakugo….he sat next to me…"I'm sorry for not going to the funeral"he said with sadness in his voice…."its alright kaachan " I replied. We sat in silence the ride to the usj… " if danger were to accrue in this place just stay close to me " katsuki said…i replied with a simple nod….

."welcome class to the usj " a hero name 13 was the one who greeted us..next to her was my home room teacher…mr.aizawa…. The person who helped my brother…him and i became very close~not sexual~he invites me to his house sometimes if my parents had over time in work…he has a son who has the same name as my brother….he looks like me tho…I remember ms emi telling that we look like siblings…

"WOW…..YOU EVEN HAVE FAKE VILLAINS…THIS PLACE IS AWESOME!!!!!" My classmate eijiro kirishima said that with sparks in his eyes."those aren't fake villains!!!" Mr aizawa said with shock in his eyes.."all might let's go!! 13 protect the kids!!"

"On it!!!!"13 replied to my teacher…mr aizawa and all might went to fight all the villains."fantastic you're here all might "the man with hands on his face said that….next to him was someone who looked like HIM….but surely it isn't… I saw his body in front of me …."stay behind me izumi"katsuki said…."greetings children, I apologize for this but we have to do it"a man with purple mist around his body…."kids!! Dont worry" hero 13 said."Ilda San go to the ua fast" I screamed to tenya ilda …."we will hold him off just go ilda don't say anything "I continued…to scream…my quirks telekinesis and Pyrokinesis…helped me create new techniques such as…..this…..fire came out of thin air behind this shadow person….being able to control fire with nothing but my mind is something somebody like me would have…. I hit that man in his neck which seemed to have a metallic shit on it….I hit it making his power to decrease little by little…he put his hand on his neck as he disappeared very fast….I looked to my right to notice he only disappeared to his friend…..Uncle seems to have fun….beating up villains….

" do you need my help or you want to use that thing?"the villain said …no matter how much I look or where I look… I still see my brother in him….why?…"we will use that thing first if he defeats it then you can join the fun…" the hand villain said….

" Kurogiri….release the nome….!!!" He order the shadow figure…..kurogiri that's his name..."are you sure master?"He replied…"YES, DON'T ASK STUPID QUESTIONS KUROGIRI!!!"the handy man shouted…."as you wish master"the shadow figure replied while what it seemed to open a portal making some strange creature come out….."REEEEEEEEEEE" the creature screeched…." Kill those two nomu" hand job said while pointing his fingers towards all might and Aizawa…..the creature nod and sprinted towards the both punching mr aizawa's head making him fly towards the wall next to him knocking him out…."you seemed to be a strong thing aren't you" all might said while not smiling…."SMASHHHH!!!" All might shouted…he punched that thing making it fly out of the usj..."NO NO NO YOU CHEATED!!!!!" Hand person shouted while stomping on the ground…"you can start now…"he said….

Izuku:

All for one told us about this mission….first thing was to break in to ua….Second was to steal files about this place….third thing was to break in the usj thing and kill all might...giving the leader ship to his successor…tomura ….someone who cleared needs a lotion shower…..anyways this brat was to cocky because of it….I wanted to kill him right away but this would ruin my plan…. I smirked while having my hands one my face...we did almost everything earth Vader asked us….it was time to break in to the usj…..there she is….my sweet adorable sister…..ohh this would kill her to find out that her oni~Chan is alive…..I blushed as I remembered the time we spent together~not sexual he just to excited~… I didn't want to hurt her…"you hurt that girl over there I will kill you"I told tomura that while clenching his collar…"you forget who's the leader he-" I interrupted tomura as I revealed my kakugan…

The Kakugan is something I also named myself…. where the iris turns red, and the sclera black with red veins across the eye and into the skin around the eye…. It means I will active my kagune….its like an organ but I can utlize it as a weapon…

Tomura clicked his tongue as he backed from me…."young master…"kurogiri coughed …"what are you doing here kurogiri!!!i told you to separate the students didn't I?" He said angrily …."I tried but that girl with green hair has an unusual quirk…she can make fire out of thin air…!!!" Kurogiri replied…I put my hands on my mouth as my eyes sparkled with joy for my sister….she became so strong I am so happy…!!!!

After all might defeated the nomu I walked towards all might as my kagune came out while I was near him…" why don't we play a little bit all might?"i said while glaring at him…"YOU DAMN VILLAINS INTERRUPTING SOMETHING FOR THIS CHILDREN FOR WHAT TO DEFEAT ME!!!??" All might said.."defeat?" I asked…"you think that what we wanted….?"I said with a venomous glare at him.."all might you may be the number one hero but you're nothing but a muscle head…defeating you ???"i laughed very hard at that statement " you're also funny all might!"…."WHAT'S SO FUNNY ABOUT HIS SITUATION "all might said while fuming.." killing you was the mission….defeating you would be a piece of cake for me…now answer the question honestly…" …" do you want to play or not …??" I demaned an answer now…" YOU WANT TO PLAY LETS PLAY VILLAIN!!"all might didn't hesitate but to try and punch me…punch me??…hahaha…his quirk maybe be one for all…but its still nothing to me…a ghoul…my skin is hard as metal…

How do I know about one for all… hehe it was the easiest research made back in middle school … connecting the dots together…all for one is more than 100 years old and his brother who had the same fight as almost every number one hero…had the same quirk but with modifications… the second had a gearshift quirk…third had fa Jin ….fourth had danger sense…fifth had black whip…sixth had smokescreen… seventh float … and you all might no quirk….

I blocked his punched shocking everyone excluding the LOV…." What are you??" All might said…"a ghoul"I replied….I used my kagune to attack allmight from every direction stabbing him in a weak spot of his…"ackkkk" his voice let that out in pain…I hanged him using my Kagune and walked towards eraser who had woken up.." good morning " I said …I got close to his ear and "do more research about me and I will kill you aizawa shota…" I whispered …widening his eye's Aliza was looked at me " your that kid" he said weakly.. I knocked him out fast…slamming all might to the ground releasing him…I went to tomura " lets go.." I said to him…" WHAT DO YOU MEAN GO ?? YOU ALMOST HAVE HIM…KILL HIM"tomura said " the heroes are here..lets go" I replied.."what do you me-"a bullet to his leg interrupted up " DAMNIT!! KUROGIRI TELEPORT US NOW"tomura said…"on it young master" kurogiri did it like a dog…" good bye" I waved to the heroes smiling ….

3 weeks later:

Izuku:

In those 3 weeks…I played..ate…and planned more…this is the day that I kill everyone in the LOV….hehehe… thinking torture will be training…the heroes has plan to invade us but hoho don't they know that I already have the upper hand in…

All might came crashing to wall "IM HERE" his popular phrase that surely nobody in this entire world wouldn't know…..blah blah he fought with the LOV and shit…now is the real magic show … all for one teleported his league to him…all might in rage… ran out but still sensed afo… of course he would hit him with that punch but afo countered it….its time to show myself…

"Would the two of you mind to play with me " I smiled with my hair covering most of my face.."ghoul…what are you doing here??" Dark Vader asked…"I got bored with them"… I held the head of tomura after I said that…"you-" …."yes I did" interrupting afo…now first off all …I flash stepped towards all might sticking my hand in his…heart…. Taking it out of his body and into my hand ….all might fell to the ground…I smiled towards Afo and a.t.e his .h.e.a.r.t "you're a monster "afo said…

"Awe…why thank you afo that's so nice .."I replied…"now!!" I looked at the helicopter.."greetings citizen of japan,I Izuku midoriya is someone who had died but was revived by none other than mister black helmet here…and today you will se his death.."I said the last part with venom in my voice…."you kill me..nice joke kid"afo said… having organs pop out of my body and getting wrapped my it… that's what I liked to call a kakuja… this is a form of mindless acts but due to training I was able to control it….flashstepping towards Afo I made a claw of organs and slashed afo with it…barely dodging it he countered it with an air attack… I disappeared and reappeared behind him..I slashed him again this time killing him ….haha would you look at that every plan that I do seemed to work haha…I walked away from his body…an air attack tried hitting me but failed..he is still alive it seems…" do you possibly think that that attack would probably kill me, me the great afo!!!"afo said angrily." Of course not" I smiled behind my kakuja…"you're to strong! Of course you need a stronger ability kill-" I was interrupted by an attack from afo…. A huge part of my body was torn off…" you're really strong afo, but remember this you made me …. You don't forget that I have super human regeneration…" I regenerated the part that was torn off in a matter of seconds…"I kill you now afo "….shaping the organs on my hands into a blade and rushing towards Afo…. Him with his attack and me with my attack… I became behind him..slicing his body into 1600 slices….I killed him for good now….I walked towards the rock near me and leaned on it returning to my self…." You're really psycho kid"eraserhead said while walking towards me…"I know .." I replied…" if I told you I wanted a normal life would you laugh" I smiled in pain….

After that incident I was taken to prison for charges of mass murder and cannibalism…my family visited me…we apologized for our actions… them for neglecting me and …me for not speaking with anyone about it….my sister would come visit me every day after he school hours…eventually my chargers where taken care of my mr aizawa and my parents"you-you saved me…thank you!!"i said ….I came home after a decade…now is the time to live a normal life….

A women with purple hair, tall yet curvy boy , bumps into me "I'm sorry" she said "no its okay.." she tilted her head putting her finger on her mouth " something wrong" she said , "you're…you're beautiful.." I replied… her face blushed for a minute as I introduced my self as she also introduced " I'm Rize Kamishiro nice to meet you Izuku" she said…" you know Izuku… we're quite a like…" she said going near me…activating the kakugan.. my eyes widened with nothing but shock

Rize and I began our relationship…and eventually got married and had a kid...ken...he sure got my hair but his moms looks.... My dream is coming to reality... I'm finally getting a normal life...