58 God Diary 02 - Regretted Past
Yo, what's up guys! God here!
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Nope, I shouldn't start my diary like that.
For the starter, I'm not a God nor a divine being as per say - just a special person who used to be an ordinary people - an Earthling, before becoming a person who right now, playing God by creating this fantasy world, although it requires a hefty amount of sacrifice. There is no such free meal in this world, right?
Well, it's not made up entirely solely by me. I am one of the eight people, who so called God by our creation, that been responsible for establishing this world, a realms that much differ that Earth. Some must suspect this is a parallel like world, but it's not. Unlike the realm of reality, this world doesn't exist any parallel of if, only just this universe. Yes, there exist another fantasy realms but it was made by other Gods, that also done the same thing like us. Sometimes, other God visits us and exchange pleasantries and some share ideas to conduct their world. The concept of fantasy rarely similar, same more like Isekai genre, other may like the Manhua series or RPG like one, but who cares.
Thus, this world become the birthplace to our little villain. By the way, I am the one who send the soul of our protagonist, the villain into my fantasy realms. He is the chosen one, picked by me in order to let our world resources didn't exhausted. Same as other seven, chosen their representatives. The only differ within us are the side of our chosen persons, either hero side or villain side. The sides have same number, four each and their will given their special ability base on that.
So as you can conclude, I not the only in power who become the God of this world and rule it as I like. There are 7 more person, beside me whom govern this fantasy realm, with one special systems. Like me, they are also the former earthlings, gaining power to create our own world. Although I said we were Gods, but in reality, we only the administrator of the systems we created. We couldn't influence or interfere that world too much, as the systems were made to automatically develop by itself. If we try to change it by ourselves, the systems will become bugging and unstable, with the risk of destruction. The only thing that we can do to that world are to send the reincarnated persons of our choice; the heroes and villains, within the time period, to spice up that world as our entertainment while making bet among us that who will be the last standing man.
So, back to this fantasy realm, one must wonder how the earthlings like us manage to become the God of our creation? Why did we do this stupid thing? For some dreamer, our works did amaze them, but for the realist, not much. The answer of the question quite harsh. And I must say, it quite cruel and insane. Sacrificed the living beings, which namely the human... and lots of them - are the correct answer. This world were formed by the sacrificed souls, that originally came from the Earth.
For the record, I have living as an earthling over several of thousand years before ascending to my current position, as the God. I known by many identities - I was once belong to the witches, at one time, a fake messiah who grant salvation, or sometimes, a great king of conquer - who exist in the past. Just like, the other God, we become the player of the our own created games, the shitty one of course, are the one who responsible for spreading the ancient religions and beliefs, to gain power from those innocent peoples, in order to gain the power of influences. The reality realms, where the magic or mana didn't exist, only can be replaced with the power of influence. It's like the placebo effect, where the influence of beliefs, grant us the special human to create miracles and new power. We turns ourselves as the special beings, thanks to the influences, and gains the eternal life. We not immortal per say, as we absolutely die if we been killed. Not many of us survive like me, as the hunting witch and those related become a thing in the past, as the result of the extincted of our kinds.
The reason of why they hated my kinds is simple. The next step to enact the world creations are by gathering the pool of souls, that related to the sacrifice of thousands, or millions, of the human life. We gather the soul by massacre, leading the death like pandemics or war. That's why, we been hunted until the modern eras, as the mastermind of genocide and massacre around the world. As for me, the way I created those sacrifice deeds by whispering the wisdom and knowledge to create the massive weaponry, the nuclear bomb - onto a genius person that been chosen by me. The person, who gain the enlightenment, develop the Math and Science, the new technology which lead to the destruction of two cities - with the sacrifices of few hundred thousand people lives. When those incidents happened in front my eyes, the regrets immediately floated in my mind, but not that long as my ambitions does blind my sense of humanity.
When all the seven persons successfully did the same things that I have done, albeit gaining their sacrifice by any methods or means - we form the magic circuits and connected our strength before we begun to build our own world, and rule it as new Gods. For our first attempt, we copied our origin Earth first as the basic and created the Elemental Fairy Spirit throne as the main source of the magical power. We using the soul to create another life, such as human beings and the beasts. The first world, namely known as The Land of Anguish only have the type of living being at first, so all kind of fantasy livings didn't exist yet. The first dimension is the land of cultivation, this setting did make the world more interesting. Yet, the balance of the new world didn't do well as the humans couldn't cope with the monsters existence, as they become the majorities of the population. The humans united and begun to develop the special place as their new home, well protected by magical shield. This place in the future (now) have turn into the location of the cultivation academies and schools, where all the cultivator taking their first step here. In order to protect the human, we begin to form the second dimension as the solution.
When we created the second dimension, another problem arise. Those human who gain the cultivation talent will have their abilities limited by the newly world. That is because of the second dimension, unlike the first, following the flat Earth theory. The flat Earth model is an archaic conception of Earth's shape as a plane or disk. As the result, the mana or natural energy of the dimensions have been restricted because of it. The dimension itself need the mana flows to retain its shape, as replacement of the missing gravity, thus we need to create the high Elf systems, in order to maintain the world. The high Elves didn't born like normal living being, but appears without any sign or schedule time. Those kinds will turn into Goddess to become mother natural of their territories. But, the qualification to ascend as Goddess is not that easy. We created the Goddess laws, and making those High Elves to obey it before turning into the divine being like us, but with lowest authorities. Well, only a little managed to achieve that, but that enough. In this dimension, the popular fantasy denizens such like Hobbits, Elves, Dwarfs and Werebeasts were included in the populations. This dimension have been called as Illustration Mortal Land.
As we cannot stand that the cultivators there limited by those restrictions, we finally created the third dimension by making our own new universe there. We followed the Big Bang Theory method for this new dimension, and expanded it with full course. Except, we didn't need to wait for billion of years to complete it, as we using our power to fastened those process. The newly created universe now have countless of Solar systems that need to be filled by new living beings there. We did created new populations like the second dimension, but they ages differently like the first and second dimensions. Because our poorly decisions, hastened the creations, the time act far more different as a year in the first and second dimension is 10 years in the third one. So, those who wanted to achieve higher level in cultivation while need much time for it, this dimension were perfect place for them. That's why, this dimension were dubbed as The Immortal Land, where those higher ranked cultivator thrive well.
To travel to each dimensions quite difficult, but we already planned for it. With the special gate that we created, a straight line connected to those three dimensions, those cultivators can travel thoroughly but only once a year. In the third dimension, the gate located at the center of universe, a single planet that separated from any galaxies or solar systems, stand still in its place. Without ability to rotate, this planet solely created as the main gate in the third dimension. After arriving here, they need to travel through the space with their ability and find their own planet - to develop for themselves. Those humans and other livings which developed themselves in the cultivation areas, decide to migrate into the third dimension to seek for more strength and new life. Thus, many new develop planets come to existence, creating their own country and government.
How much the development in the third dimension, those cultivators can't ignore the importance of the first one. The only way to learn the cultivation techniques and abilities is to learn in the first dimension. So, like or not, they have to send their descendants to the first world, to ensure their family line of cultivators continued. To avoid too many crowded there, we planted the rules and qualifications before entering the first dimension. We even making the educations as the mandatory, as well as the ages of concern too.
To establish the base of cultivation technique, if course, one must have talent first. But, that alone is not enough. Not only you need the talent (the special feature of your stat like the level, traits and abilities) of cultivation, but also the compatibility of elements. Some may have a single element, while others have dual or triple, or maybe more, but to active the elements, they must touch the relic of element, with placed in every schools that exist in the first dimension. This is why the schools and special academic institution of cultivators came in existence.
After finishing those dimensions of our world, the only problem that we, the so called Gods have to face for - the maintenance of the mortalism soul. When those cultivators become the higher beings, entering the Martial Divine level (level 100 above), their soul have been excluded from the mortalism soul, which means they are in the immortal form, begun to corrode the fantasy realms. That's why, in order to control the damage, we have reincarnated the chosen one from our old world (Earth) to become heroes and villains in this realm.
To lead their soul, we created the yin and yang of reincarnation force. Yin represents of 7 sins and Yang built by the 7 form of existence. Our little villain power source come from lust of seven sin. Don't ask why he able to do the deeds eventhough he only 5 years old child. There also wrath, pride, envy, greed, sloth and glutton in the list of sin. As for yang, there are 7 existence of the world, time, space, life, reality, mind, strength and way, which eventually became the power source of the heroes.
The first rituals of the heroes and villains actually resulting a disaster. The hero with way power overwhelmed all the villains and even the heroes at time, causes the power of 'Way' been sealed for next rituals. The human, eventually died when they aged unless he becoming the divine being, so we expected same thing happened to the heroes or villains before doing the next ritual.
The winner (the last man standing) of the ritual will given the chances to gain whatever they missing or regretted, but the first winner wished to wait his beloved in his past life, to arrive in this world and meet them.
Of course, we can't do that, as if the persons still alive, we have to wait until they die naturally in other world, maybe old age, accident, illness or anything that causes the death. Moreover, the time in reality realms act differently with Our world, so it's difficult to say when. He just leave like that after hearing Our oracle, the voice we send right away in his mind. The 'Way' hero is far too strong and even Us the Gods couldn't do anything but to let him alone. His power can disturb Our observations and stop Us getting his way. By the way, he still living until now and waiting, for once to reunite back with his beloved.
P/S This is also the first time we send a hero with a lust power. Although there are demon kind who manifest the power of lust like Succubus or Incubus, but our villain is the first one for that kind of ability. I quite sad after picking up the villains side, but my picked one, he actually doing well. Hell yeah.
