1 Shit life and stupid death?

My name is Lucka Smitty and I am currently a student of psychology.

I did not choose the psychology course by my own choice, I was forced by my family.

Sure, I wasn't forced but my father and mother are psychology graduates so I was influenced to follow the same life.

It's not that I hate studying psychology but in my opinion, it's a boring course, all the people I've met in this course are extremely boring and not interesting to talk to.

The only person I have daily contact and conversation with is my friend Michelle, who currently also takes the psychology course.

She was like me, her mother works as a psychologist and her father worked as a doctor but she decided to follow the same path as her mother.

When I asked her why she said medicine was too difficult and she wouldn't be able to study medicine if she entered medical school she would suffer a lot.

Well, I wouldn't be able to study medicine either, so I won't judge her for that.

Another thing we have in common is that we are both OTAKUS!

Yes we have assumed otakus and we do not care about the opinion of others, we live basically as we want without caring about anything. We get keen glances from other people, but we have each other to help, so we don't care about those glances.

"Hey wait for me." Michelle appeared out of nowhere behind me, even scared me. She always does this shit, arrives without warning and ends up scaring me.

"I'm going to your place today." Michelle always went to my house, in fact, I never went to her house, I don't care about that, because we only do uninteresting things.

"All well." I accepted her proposal because we always do this and I didn't see any reason to decline.

I also like to be with her a lot. I've known her for 3 years now and haven't dared to confess my feelings for her so basically we get into this little friend joke all the time.

I don't declare myself because I'm afraid of being rejected, I don't know if she has the same feelings for me so I end up backing down to do something, I'm a coward.

'At least I can have your friendship.' Just having your friendship makes me happy, so I'm also afraid of ruining this beautiful feeling of friendship we have.

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I arrived ~~

I shouted as I opened the door.

It was customary here to do this, it seemed like a Japanese custom but we were in the United States so I thought it was a little weird, but I also found it cool because it looked like I was inside an anime.

Michelle always had fun doing it too, she said she was jealous of me because in her house nobody cared about any of that her parents didn't even stay at home right.

"Go up, I'll be going soon" My room was upstairs, but before going up I told Michelle to go up first because I wanted to prepare something for us to eat and drink, we had just arrived from college and we had not eaten almost anything.

Actually, we're 22 and we look like 2 kids, we just eat candy and watch anime when we're home we were made for each other, or maybe I just think so.

I packed some chocolate chip cookies and orange juice on a tray and went upstairs to the room when I got there Michelle was already reading the manga that I left on a shelf in my room.

My manga was close to my computer because I always used them as a reference to write my manga that I wrote in my free time.

It was a story of a loli in a fantasy world, I know, it's kind of bizarre but I find the story a lot of fun and it's not just because I write it, I like this story.

I am thinking of starting to publish it on the internet because publishing manga in the United States is very difficult if only I were Japanese ...

'Well, this is not the time to think about it, Michelle is here.'

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I sat next to Michelle and we continue reading some stories, usually, we read, in fact our preference is also the same, we like to read more than watching anime.

"What are you reading?" Michelle asked curiously.

I was reading a Romcom, yes I am not just a fantasy fan I also love romance, I was reading Oresuki these days.

"Oresuki." I just responded quickly and kept reading because I was so focused on reading.

"Aaah, I like this manga too, I think this is the best romantic comedy this year." Michelle was very excited about Oresuki, of course, I was too since the manga is wonderful.

We kept reading until it was time for Michelle to go home.

And again I couldn't confess my feelings to her, this is becoming a daily routine.

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After Michelle left I went to my room and turned on my computer to continue drawing my manga, because I wanted to finish it before graduation to post it on the internet.

Yes graduation is next year and I don't know if I can finish this manga by then because it's very complicated to draw, I'm no professional so I take a long time to draw just one page of my manga.

It was a very good manga I thought.

I kept drawing and when I went to see it was already 3 AM, and as I had to go to the course 7 AM I went to sleep because I would fall asleep on the course if I didn't go to sleep soon.

I always stayed up late, so I was used to it.

'I'm going to drink water.' I always drank water before bed, but this time I shouldn't have done that.

When I was going down the stairs I ended up collapsing from sleep, which I remember, is a huge impact all over my body, and then I heard the footsteps and the voice of a screaming woman.

After that, I don't remember anything anymore.