1 Death Of All Hopes

Day is hugging with mist, sky is wrapping with mystery .You are silently crying on your bench. Niha,Maha and Sweety is sitting beside you and they are showing sympathy to you.

"Listen , please don't cry we can't resist your tears. "

Sweety whispered .English lecture is going on by Basir Sir. You are writing on your notebook. Notebook is wet by your unstoppable tears. What happened? Why are you crying?So, then start it from behind.

20 minutes earlier..........

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You are so happy. Colourful flowers is blooming in your heart. Excitment grewing in your eyes.

"Did you finished your homework Sis? "

Niha playfully tackled you.

"Of course! " you answered.

"Wow! The boy have changed your life. You never did your homework." Sweety chuckled abit.

"Let's go you will be late!"Maha yelled from behind.

"Aren't you coming? "You looked at Maha in disbelief.

"Actually, I'm feeling~Bad. "

You waved at Maha. You checked at yourself once again in the mirror of washroom.

"looking very pretty " You told yourself.

Sweety yelled from behind ,

"Enough cutie !Are you coming or not??"

You are so happy. You are going down stairs of your campus building. I think he is waiting for me. You started to walk fast. Is he is angry with me?? You started to run breathlessly. I know you love me. You are most valuable in my life. I love you Sujal

You three reached in the campus field. After seeing Sujal playing football , you became a maenad. How dare you. You are finished.

"You two go and tell him that he is finished! "

You said to your friends in assuming voice.

They went there and told him,

"Hey mister! Isn't today is the day you have a meeting with (Y/n)."

He stopped his game and he signalled something and immediately his gang gathered there. You couldn't wait anymore. So You came toward Sujal.

"Here she is! Have you already forgotten her? You have been dated her for two years. How did you forgot this day?today is you and (y/n)'s 2nd anniversary. Today you promised to treat us and celebrate this day."

Sweety said. Before you could open your lips to say something a friend of Sujal spoke up ,

"Huh! This girl! this girl! Do you even know who is Sujal?"

The boy said in neglectful tune. Your heart skipped a beat. Like someone stabbed your heart with a sharp knife. Fear grew in your heart. The statement made your friends surprised. You became confused and asked,

"You are insulting me Sujal? "

"And why not? Do you even know me? Who I am? My father is owner of the best company My father is millionaire. Where is your standard and where is mine! You are middle class, and I'm rich. Have you ever seen the mixture of oil and water?? "

Sujal has broken the limits of insulting.

"Why? W-why d-did you u-used me? "

You said in cracked voice. Sujal started to laugh awkwardly. And his gang also start laughing. The field filled with their awkward laugh. Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha....

"Opps! Sorry! Actually in that two years I didn't know that you are middle class. And now listen, from now till forever I dOn't know you.Who are you? Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha! "

He laughed along with his friends and left. You are standing there like a joker. Tears running down from your e/c eyes. You burst into crying. Your flower like soft heart couldn't take it anymore. Your surrounding is filled with green fresh trees. But you still couldn't breath.

Our love was never true. All this days I dreamt all was lie? *smirks*Loves is funny right? Love is nothing but a lie.

Present......

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Whenever you are glancing, the insult is occurring over and over again in your mind. Heavy storm is destroying inside of you.

"Hi guys! *Surprised*What happened? Why is lemon crying? "Maha said.

Niha pulled Maha aside. Then she told her all incident. After listening everything Maha sat beside you.

"listen lemon, I understand your feelings. PLEASE! DON'T CRY FOR THAT SHIT!!look, crying for him is like waiting in the desert for rain drop.Lemon love yourself."

After listening 'love yourself' you wondered. You questioned her,

"Love yourself? It means strong adore with yourself. If I do that people will blame me as a selfish."

"Damn people!! Keep aside them. Did they ever tell you the answers in exams? Or ever gave you food for eat? "

Hopefully teacher hasn't came yet. So MAHA had more time. She said,

"My lemom....please today ,you will listen BTS's songs with me. I promise you will feel better. " she patted on your bench shoulder.

You didn't care her words. Maha always talks about BTS. B.... T....S.... is hated by you. Because......... You don't know the reason.

2 Hours laters ......

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You came to your hall. Your soft heart is filled and load with pain of sadness. The horrible scene is occurring in your mind over and over and over again like a broken radio.You changed your clothes. Suddenly you looked at your mirror, which face made you brave.Today you are feeling, that face is most ugly thing in the world .I have no rights to live. My face is horrible. He's insulting words are ringing in your ears again and again.

"Stop! Shut up!! S-shut u-up!!"

you cried in cracked voice. You laid down your bed and hugged your pillow. You started sobbing. Suddenly you saw the fan hanging up in the ceiling. You stared there and bad ideas occurring on your mind. You tied your scarf on the fan and tied around your neck.Good bye evil world. And you hang-up.

To be continued.......

Hope you like this 1st part. This is my first English story. Please support me.....