Memories of my Broken Mind

I stepped down the cement stairs, the woods shook violently in the wind. The gravel crunched under my shoes, the only thing on my mind was him. Though it was mostly how he became this way, Why he acts the way he does, my father, and the strange memories I had that day. It's been three days since last I saw Snow.

I stopped, my arm not budging, it was restricted by something. I could feel it he was here, holding my arm back. His hand holding my elbow.

"Lucius, jo wite al dat ik hjir bin, wêrom draaie jo jo net om en sjogge my oan?" He leaned to my ear, whispering.

"You do realize I don't understand you, Right?" I said.

"Dat makket net dom. Ik soe it graach wolle dat jo eagen sjogge, en jo wite, ik soe de rest fan jo lichem ek graach wolle sjen, mar dat kin te folle wêze, tinke jo dat te folle freegje?" I faced him and he caressed my cheek.

"Ik koe it jo sjen litte, om't jo safolle problemen hawwe om myn ferline en jo ferline libbens te ûnthâlden." He said.

"In this world, we could be together if you so wanted." He smiled at me. He leaned down and put his chin on my shoulder.

"Are you saying you would do what ever I wanted because in a way that's what your saying?" I said.

"Is that an order, My Highest?" he pecked my neck the same place where he caused the bug bites. The area became warm, and I pushed him off me.

"It's supposed to be Your Highness, and I'm not royalty." He smiled at me, but didn't answer, I sighed. What is he trying to say to me. I glared at him.

"Yes." I said. I turned around and started walking the path. I stepped onto the marble steps.

"You must be in love with me if you so desire that."  I turned to him, his violet war paint covered his eyes. Black leather covered him, his hair was cut short from his latest mission. It was a new look, the sides were almost shaven clean, but the top was left untouched. It covered his red eye.

"You don't even know what I was going to say!" I opened the marble door, but it is getting harder not to be attached. I looked at him again.

"How's your wound?" He pushed me into his lips. I pushed him away but he pushed harder, forcing his tongue into my mouth, but he licked my lips.

" 'I want you to leave me and my family alone.' That's what you were going to say." He stopped smiling and back away. He bowed the armor restricted his body from turning too much.

 "Healing your highest." He said.

"How did-" He laughed as a response. Humans, I have a little trouble understanding them, but this creature I will never understand him.

"Your will are my actions, my highest." He sounded like he wanted to curl up in a box. Deep Inside I felt like I just stabbed myself. 

"I'll see you later." I lied, she would have my body but,  Anton Olsson will have this soul. With that, there is no room for Snow. But as a Sirah, I could have everything. When I die here I''ll have to remember to reincarnated myself into Sirah, but I'll have to forget all my powers and memories. The memories I could do without, but the powers I wonder, Snow, will you still be alive in 259 years?

"I want to make room." I screamed inside the black empty room.They were listening.

"Y o u   h a v e   y o u r   m i s s i o n ,   w e   t o l d   y o u ,   t h e r e   i s   n o   r o o m ."

"And what if I want room.

 "T h e n   w o r k   o n   i t ."

  "Good luck finding someone who will do your dirty work for you then, Father." He stood ready to enact a punishment.

  "Come Snow, We are leaving." Snow bowed to my Father

 How could they not expect me to get attached, especially after he saved my life. No wait, this is before he saved me. I gripped my head pain flashed trough. Where am I? Try to get a grip on the situation. I saw me and Snow in a painting, we were both staring at it.

I didn't have my status as royalty just yet and Snow was still in training at the time. All these things going through my head, they're my memories, but why am I just now remembering them. I smiled at him. How did I get here? I'm not supposed to be here. This timeline isn't correct, everything flashed. Who-Is-What- now then. My thoughts are being jumbled up.

I closed my eyes and wind push past me. I tumbled toward the bottom Spikes layered the bottom. I reached out for the rock surrounding me, my glove was ripped off. The ravine got larger as I hit the rocks behind me, blood streamed onto the air, my spine felt ripped out. My lungs convulsed as my breath was shot out of me.

I turned around and something hit my gut. I was pushed against something sticky, my breath was slowly coming back. Everything was blurry and my limbs seemed to be weighed down. My body felt paralyzed, I pushed my arm forward the white strings wouldn't release me. A woman chuckled at me and the sound of a bunch of tiny metal pincers hitting stone.

Two giant spiders landed in front of me, but when it lifted a woman rose from both of the spiders' abdomen. The first had short curly brown hair, Khrosad, and the second had long wavey red hair, Shikul. They were both half breeds, Shikul laughed, and Khrosad looked tired.

"Struggling is useless to us, your highest." She giggled and approached me, dread rumbled inside my gut. 'Your Highest' She called me that I've heard it before but where?

"You will become one of our many children." Khrosad pointed to the struggling animals and people. She yawned and turned to look at a little child struggling tears streamed from her eyes.

"AH! I'm so excited, aren't you!"

"Hurry up and get it over with Shikul, I'm hungry and Niju, Anzusa, and Inzuka are waiting for us. They are fighting through our legions as we speak," Shikul opened her mouth and yanked my head to the side. I could hear her inhale, feel her breath, her ice-cold fangs.

"NO!" Both of the siblings looked up and hissed. I could bearly make out the figures but I know that voice, it belonged to Azusa, my little sister. Izuka, my little brother, ran into the ravine next to her. My heart fell as the one leading them was the white-haired knight, Snow. They slashed through deformed humans with black liquid oozing from them. But Snows hair was wrapt in a bun exculding some of his bangs that leaned over the right of his face.

Izuka ran forward and threw Snow at Khrosad. She screeched as Snow impaled her with his silver blade straight through one of her eyes.

I reached for my blade, it grew in size as my hand gripped it. the webbing burned as I dropped to the floor.

"Snow! Alter Seven." He landed behind me, pulling out one of his daggers. Khrosad grabbed the sword and slowly pulled it out. She hissed as her face healed leaving a scar that stretched from her eyebrow to her lips.

 "You gave her a sword!" Izuka said.

"We have to get rid of these monsters, My Highness!" Snow said.

"You think anything that isn't your damn species is a monster, well how about a real monster!" Shikul screamed when she saw her sister.

"NO! Don't you see, you've destroyed everything! If anything is a monster, it's your damn species!" She roared at us her eyes slit like a cats.

"Type A or Type B, my Master?"

"Type-." Shikul started laughing her legs tapping the ground frantically.

"Do you honestly think I'm just some monster you can take down?" Khrosad said.

"Yes, we do!" Izuka slid under her cutting off two of Krow'Sod's left legs and Shikuls' belly. They both screamed in agony. Azusa jumped on top of Shikuls' and stabbed her in the middle of the back. The spider grabbed her and tossed Azusa into the stone wall.

"I am not a stupid, pathetic monster for you to just slaughter! I will have a child and they will devour you from the inside!" Khrosad said. She rushed at us, slipping, she hit the wall, pinning Snow.

"Go my highness get Shekuul! I'll deal with Krow'Sod." He said. I ran to her and jumped on top of Shikul's back. Izuka ran to Khrosad, cutting off one of Shikuls' hands. Azusa ran forth, Shikul grabbed me with her other hand and tossed me off, I hit the rocks on the wall things went blurry.

"LU!" My mothers' voice was honey to my ears. I got out of my bed and I stretched. I was in our house again, the thatched roof, the wooden walls, the cream scent coming off mothers' bagels. I stumbled out of my room lured by the scent off food. I stepped into the kitchen.

"Mom, I'm sorry." She turned to me.

"What are you talking about?" She smiled at me "Your safe."

"But I couldn't protect Izuka or Azusa. They're both dead I wasn't good enough." I said, She laughed. I looked at her and she put my hand on her pregnant belly.

"Izuka and Khrosad Have yet to be born."

She leaned over me and my heart fell to the floor as silver fangs protruded from her mouth.

I couldn't move

Snow. Lucious. Snow. Lucious. Snow. Lucious. Snow. Lucious. Snow. LUCIOUS!

I pushed Krow'Sod Off of me. To protect my highness. his will is mine, his mind my body we are in danger. I saw him, he was against the wall unconscious.

"You made a mistake targeting my Beloved." I said and Krow'Sod Screamed.

"No your supposed to love me, you are my baby!" She yelled at me as I gripped my sword.

"Do I look like your whore?" I charged at her slashing between her waist. She yelled and Shekuul looked at me. She stared at me in horror as I repeatedly stabbed her sister. Krow'Sod stopped moving and I severed her head.

"Hey Bitch, you missing someone." I lifted her head so Shikul could see it. Shekuul screamed, reared, and ran to me. She moved slower, as though she was in some type of slow down spell. I ran under her belly cutting it in two she even fell slower. I stepped onto the severed and split abdomen. I pulled her hair making her look up I leaned down to her neck.

"I'm thirsty," I opened my mouth her blood rushed in, it was sweet, like honey but it had a bitter after taste.

I jumped out of my bed, my head hitting the bedside table. The pain seared into me. I looked into the mirror I was me. My raven hair was everywhere, bags under my eyes, I looked like a nightmare. I changed into some outside clothes. I stepped down the stairs, past the bathroom, and into the living room.

"Hey there, Woah." My mother covered her mouth shacking and giggling.

"What? What's wrong?" She burst out laughing

"Your what's wrong, look at your hair."

"Mom."

"Okay, okay. Here take the bowls to the table." We both carried two. I set them down and sniffed mine. There was no scent to it, even though it was cinnamon and apple oatmeal. I put a spoonful into my mouth. The feel and taste were like maggots squirming around my throat. I ran to the trashcan just in time to vomit.

"Lucious! Are you okay?!" My mother ran to me and put her hand on me. I breathed heavily, Her scent was like roses. I looked at her I could see all the different colors in her eyes. I backed up and looked at the side mirror I could see my skin getting paler and the colors in my eyes swirl around.

"Lucious. Answer me!" I whipped around and ran out of the house. I ran across the street a car drove by going slightly slower than it should be. I had to find him. I ran on the sidewalk, some of my jog team was waiting near the building.

"Dude, Your late and you're not even changed! Hey, don't ignore me!" I jumped over one of the members picking something up from the concrete. Have to find him. I passed through the gate of his locked manor easily.

"You're not supposed to be here. HEY!" Have to find him I ran past the guard and into the manor. I looked around running toward stairs, Something tripped me. I fell hitting something cold and his scent enveloped me.

"Well then."