Was It Me Or Someone Else?

I'm still wrapped in Seokjin's arms when I realize that he's been hugging me for too long. I try to make sense out of the situation but my mind has been kind of jumbled lately and I can't fathom the fact that a man is embracing me. Well, not just a man but the man in my dreams. And that man, fortunately, is Kim Seokjin.

I decided to withdraw because even if it feels too good to be in his arms, I still couldn't understand anything of what's happening right now.

I look at him in the eyes. This Kim Seokjin is a bit younger. His eyes don't have those kind of eyebags I mostly see during his Vlives. His hair is black, a bit long and hanging over his eyes, and though he does look like Kim Seokjin that I know, this one's got no make up on his face. So apparently, I'm staring at the Kim Seokjin with bare face and that's too rare to see anytime. But he's still just so handsome even when he seems a little out of fashion. He wears this jeans that don't seem to match his body physique and a white shirt on the top. The white shirt reveals the length of his shoulders and I can see how wide they are but right now Kim Seokjin is a little bit smaller and leaner. His arms are not too muscular also and his face radiates youthfulness.

"Hey," he says, staring back at me.

"H-hey me?" I stammer at my words, still looking at him.

He ruffles his hair while forming a smile on his handsome face which makes him handsome even more. "How did it go?"

"What?" I ask because obviously I have no idea what he's talking about.

"Your vacation in the Philippines," he answers. "How did it go?You said you're never coming back to see me again, but you're here though. I waited at La Festa for days, was going to give up now, but I didn't expect you to be here."

"What?" is all the words I could say out of all this confusion.

"We fought, remember?" he says with raised eyebrows. "You didn't get the job you were really anticipating for many months at MBC and you kind of take it all out on me. I had my trainee classes back in Seoul when I came here to see you. But you said you never want to see me again. We fought at Mr. Breeze Coffee, you went to the comfort room to calm yourself and i put the note in the jacket that you left at the table. Did you read it? "

Everything is still a little bit jumbled. The note? Does he mean the same note I just read last night?

" Ah the note, "I say, nodding my head." I read it. "

He suddenly burst into excitement." So you really came back for me? Are you currently on the way to La Festa now? "

"No, "I answer immediately." Not really. "

His eyebrows furrow. He probably doesn't expect me to say that. "So what are you doing here?" he asks again. "Are you gonna audition at MBC again?"

"What?" I say, furrowing my eyebrows in confusion too. If this is really gonna be just a dream, my head shouldn't get dizzy. But it does and everything is spinning and I'm so confused. "Wait," I hold up my hand to him, catching my breath. "Why don't you slow down a little bit." I say. He looks at me like I'm some kind of crazy but nods anyway.

"Who do you really think I am?"I ask.

"Who do I think you are?" he asks back, getting more confused than I am. "What kind of question is that?"

"I mean, not in an offending way, but do you really know who I am?"

"Of course I do! You're my girlfriend."

And with that word, I stagger back as if I'm hit by a blow. I clasp my mouth with my hand and hold my chest with the other.

And think.

I am Kim Seokjin's girlfriend? How on Earth did that happen?

Wait, I didn't know Jin dated someone before, didn't he?

And with that, I laugh so hard that my stomach is already hurting and so loud the whole world must be annoyed.

This is one crazy dream. But I like it.