47 Chapter 47: I Want to Be with You Forever

This kiss came without a sign, like a little rose suddenly blossoming on a frozen and snow-covered land, although astounding and unbelievable, but with kind of irresistible temptation.

Yu Qinghuan popped out his eyes, his whole body was like being frozen and couldn't move a bit.

His heart started to beat faster, like a bouncy rabbit in his chest, which nearly bumped out of his throat.

His face reddened, breath taken away, he tried to push Huo Qu away, but his hands were as soft as the cotton without a bit of strength. He could only let Huo Qu kiss him harder and harder.

Yu Qinghuan felt like time had slowed down as a century had passed. Taking advantage that Huo Qu was taking his breath awkwardly, he finally came to his sense and tilted his head to avoid his incoming lips. He then pushed him away, panting, "Huo…Huo Qu, enough…it's enough…"

"Qinghuan!" Huo Qu's beautiful eyes were sparkling, like he had found a new continent. He stared at his lips, beaming, like he was gonna jump on him again the next second.

Yu Qinghuan backed up a step subconsciously, his back leaning tightly against the wall.

At this right moment, his brain had already been a total mess, like a ball of string with no thread end…

Why would Huo Qu kiss him? Is it because of the stimulation of that scene, or something else…

Thinking that kind of possibility, Yu Qinghuan felt that all had turned dark before his eyes. He involuntarily looked ahead. Fang Zhongxi and Evenson had already left, only the two of them left in the parking lot.

The freezing cold wall made him sober a lot. Yu Qinghuan licked his lips and said with difficulty, "Huo Qu, you…you are just doing this out of curiosity, aren't you?"

It must be like that. He constantly tried to comfort himself in his heart.

Huo Qu had never contacted gays or knew anything about it, so he would be so shocked when he saw two men kissing, so he wanted to have a try. He wouldn't mean anything else. Yu Qinghuan thought he overreacted.

"No!" Hardly had Yu Qinghuan's voice faded away, Huo Qu suddenly took a big step forward. Two people, tiptoes against each other, as close as that only lowering his head a bit, Huo Qu could touch Yu Qinghuan's lips with his.

Yu Qinghuan's pupils shrunk and he immediately held his breath.

"It's not I'm not curious." Huo Qu touched the tip of his nose affectionately, with absolute happiness and excitement in his voice, "Qinghuan, I just like you, so so so much…"

His face totally reddened, eyes brightened, he said 'so' three times, even that round little dimple was with some sweetness, which whipped up huge waves in Yu Qinghuan's heart instantly.

Huo Qu likes him? Since when? Why didn't he know? Why would such a thing happen?

That kind of burning hot feeling suddenly faded away, instead, guilty, self-condemned, and regretful…all kinds of complicated feelings rose in his head, as strong as that Yu Qinghuan nearly couldn't hold it.

He clenched his fists, as tightly as he nearly broke his own knuckles.

Huo Qu was as pure as a while paper. He would change to whatever color you painted on it. It should be his own sexual orientation that influenced him unintentionally, so he generated the misconception that it was a normal thing to be gay.

Yu Qinghuan's heart was cold. He couldn't help looking up to Huo Qu.

While Huo Qu now was still immersed in the sweetness of his first kiss, and his breaths were kind of hoarse. When he looked into Qinghuan's eyes, it was only shyness and happiness sparkling in his black and watery eyes.

That kind of feeling was so sincere and intense, which nearly made Yu Qinghuan's shed tears.

Yu Qinghuan had never been self-contemptuous due to his own sexuality. He was born into men, and aboveboard, which had nothing to do with anyone else.

But Huo Qu was different. He was a very promising scientist who would stand on top of the academic world. He should stand on the podium nobly and decently and be a stainless scientific pioneer. He could never be labeled as a gay to be criticized and made fun of.

"Huo Qu," Yu Qinghuan took a deep breath and pushed him away, wearing a cold face, "I won't fuss about it this time, but no next time. Friends should…"

"No!" Before he finished his words, Huo Qu already cut in.

He looked at Yu Qinghuan firmly, "Qinghuan, I already thought it through! I don't take you as a friend." His eyelashes quivering, heart pounding fast, he had to stop to take a deep breath every time he finished a sentence, "I like you, I want to be with you for…"

"Shut up!" Yu Qinghuan nearly broke down. He covered his mouth and forbid him continuing his words.

He wanted to tell Huo Qu out loud that he was not gay, he just got affected by him. But when looking into Huo Qu's eyes, Yu Qinghuan immediately cooled himself down and didn't know how to open his mouth.

"Huo Qu," Yu Qinghuan touched his hair and forced a smile, "it's not like this. You just cherish me as your best friend too much, so you would have some kind of illusion."

Huo Qu pursed his lips, as if he was about to say something, but Yu Qinghuan didn't give him the chance. He immediately continued, "You can try to make more friends, men or women. Then you will understand the difference between friends and lovers."

"But I only want to be with you…" Huo Qu rubbed his palm with his hairy head, and his sound gradually lowered until it was gone.

Yu Qinghuan felt like his heart being pricked, but still he wore a gentle smile. He tried to make himself sound calmer than usual, "Be good. Do as what I told you. You don't want to upset me, do you?"

Huo Qu had no idea what the relationship between the two, but he was afraid Yu Qinghuan might really get upset, he could only nodded confusedly, "Hmm, no, I don't."

"That's my boy!" said Yu Qinghuan with his slightly trembling voice, eyes lowered. He nearly couldn't stand, so he held against the wall hard and tried to stay calm, "I'll call your brother, ask him to pick you up. You go to the institute today."

"Qinghuan, I don't…" When his eyes stopped on Qinghuan's soft and moist lips, Huo Qu immediately felt burning hot inside again. He leaned close to Yu Qinghuan and murmured, "I only want to stay with you. I miss you. If I leave you, I'm gonna miss you the next second."

"Be good!" Yu Qinghuan felt his heart was bleeding. He tried to restrain his chokes in the throat and said, "You won't listen to me, huh? Remember what I said before. I hate those who are irresponsible the most. You go to work and come to me when you are on a holiday, OK?"

Huo Qu didn't want to become that kind of person Yu Qinghuan hated. He liked him too much. He wished that he could change every bit of himself that Yu Qinghuan didn't like. He wanted to a perfect man Qinghuan liked.

On hearing him, although he didn't want to, he still nodded, "Fine."

After a pause, he peered at Yu Qinghuan carefully and expectantly, saying with a red face, "Qinghuan, I…can I kiss you one more time?"

"No!" Yu Qinghuan's voice was freezing cold. He turned him down without thinking. When he was about to stress again that he couldn't do this ever again, Huo Qu already lowered his head and kissed hard on his lips.

After the kiss, Huo Qu immediately stepped back, sneering, like a cat that had just stolen a fish, even the dimple showed his undisguised complacence.

Yu Qinghuan's eyelashes quivered. He wanted to say something, but still he didn't open his mouth.

Forget it! This is the last time anyway. Let it be!

Soon Huo Rong arrived. Only five minutes after Yu Qinghuan hung up, he already came to the parking lot, panting heavily.

"Why are running about all day?" He patted Huo Qu's back of the head, both angry and worried, "Get in the car. I will drive you to the institute. Think about it. How many times have you bothered me this month?"

Huo Qu didn't respond, smiling, eyes still staying on Yu Qinghuan.

This time Huo Rong really felt the thing between them. But time was very tight. He had no time to get into it seriously. He only nodded at Yu Qinghuan, then pushed Huo Qu into the car and was about to leave.

When he was about to step on the gas, Huo Qu buttoned down the car window, stretched out his head and looked at Yu Qinghuan, "Qinghuan, this weakened…No, what about I go to see you after I'm off work on Friday?"

Yu Qinghuan looked at him affectionately, like he wanted to carve him into his heart. After quite a few seconds, he said dully, "OK."

Huo Qu felt so happy on hearing him. He waved at him heavily. Even after the car left the parking lot, he was still looking back through the rear window.

Watching his silly brother's action, Huo Rong said, "Enough. Qu, he is already out of sight. Sit properly."

Huo Qu ignored him. He touched his own lips, and licked them again, sneering.

It felt like his heart was filled with honey, so sweet.

When Yu Qinghuan went upstairs, Yu Xin had almost nailed all the details with the production team. Coincidentally, it was Young People Want High which happened to interview Huo Qu and him last time.

The directed immediately smiled on seeing him, saying that he had kind of special bond with this program. He was the best choice to be the honored guest of the last episode of the first half year.

After some social talk, Yu Qinghuan took a look at the contract and made sure there was no problem, he then turned to Yu Xin, "Ge, you have nailed the details, right? Then I'm gonna sign here."

"OK, OK." Yu Xin's eyes were beaming, he nodded, still very excited.

It was really worthy to be the No. 1 variety show of the national TV station. Man, they were really rich! This time he could finally change a new car!

After sending away the director, Yu Qinghuan and Yu Xin also left. On the way, Yu Xin took a few glances at Yu Qinghuan and finally couldn't help asking, "Qinghuan, why do you look so terrible?" After a pause, he teased, "Had a fight with Huo Qu?"

On hearing the name Huo Qu, Yu Qinghuan's heart quivered. He lowered his eyes and said blandly, "No, I'm just a little tired. I'll be fine after taking a nap."

Yu Xin didn't believe him. When he still wanted to say something, Yu Qinghuan said, "Ge, book an air ticket for me. I want to see what they are gonna produce in this episode and get myself familiar with the style of Young People Want High."

"OK." On hearing that it was for work, Yu Xin instantly agreed. But the next moment he already noticed something was wrong. If he wanted to familiarize himself with its style, he could directly watch the former episodes on the phone or TV. Why would he have to go in person?

But when he was about to open his mouth, he saw that Yu Qinghuan in the back seat already closed his eyes, so he could only swallow the words he wanted to say and focused on driving.

So in the following time, every time Huo Qu called Yu Qinghuan, it was always busy tone.

Although Yu Qinghuan would text him to explain, saying he was busy with his work, Huo Qu always felt that something was wrong.

He restrained his anxiousness in his heart and waited for Yu Qinghua for one day, two days, three days, four days…

But still he didn't have a chance to see him, now he couldn't even hear his voice.

Finally Huo Qu couldn't hold it.

The author has something to say:

I know after this chapter is released, everyone would have a spur to beat me, but for the record, please be gentle and I need a pot cover…

Qinghuan is a kind and sensible person. Huo Qu confessed his feelings for him all of sudden. So he subconsciously thinks that whether it is he who has influenced on Huo Qu. This is a tough way and he really cherishes Huo Qu, so he has to confirm it repeatedly. It needs a process for him to truly accept this relationship.

But I promise the next chapter will be sweet sweet sweet! Look at my sincere eyes!