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i have nothing to lose

Kaia, who can never find love in her whole life. Her boyfriend cheats on her. Her crush fools her. Her best friend stops talking to her. After all these things an old enemy becomes her soulmate. But she is being followed by a man and she is unaware about it. let's enjoy Kaia's journey of life. sometimes laugh with her and sometimes cry with her. And let's see if she finds her love. book cover isn't mine.

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30 Chs

a good guy

Kai is really good guy. Actually I think I have started liking him...

This kind of feeling is so familiar to me but it always scares me.

It's not that I have suddenly started liking him out of nowhere. After that day, when everyone thought that I escaped this place he has been with me all the time. From that day, whenever I open my eyes the first thing I see is his face. He always brings me breakfast. Till I fall asleep I see his face. I can feel that I am comfortable with him.

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Kai entered the room with breakfast and saw that Kaia was lost in her own thoughts. He wondered what made her so much lost. He thought, whoever she was thinking maybe so special that their thoughts made her eyes sparkle in the morning.

Kai softly cough...kaia turned her head and saw that kai was standing beside her and watching her. She blushed thinking that she was thinking about this guy and he is watching her. It was kind of embarrassing.

"what were you doing?" kai asked.

" No... Nothing " Kaia felt like kai could see through her head that she was thinking about him. She looked away to hide her face.

Kai smiled and gave her the breakfast that he always bring her.

"let me remind you that I am kidnapped and you are smiling and giving me breakfast? "

" it's my job"

Kaia's heart shrunk a little bit. Thinking that she loves the guy who is even talking to her just as a part of his job.

Kaia looked at him. He didn't feel anything while saying that it was just his job so, Kaia looked away and said,"I don't want it. "

"Miss, you are not in the place where you can choose whether you want to have this or not. You have to eat to stay alive."

Kaia suddenly felt so distant from him and everything that was present around her. It was true that nothing here belongs to her not even a single thing.

Kaia didn't reply so kai walked in front of her. Kaia was silently dropping her tears.

Kaia looked at him and said " so sad. You broke my heart. Again"

"I was just joking. Don't cry. Kaia"

Actually Kaia and Kai had grown their bond a lot as they both are young and always together. Kaia was 2 years younger than kai.

Both of them knew about their feelings towards each other. To be precise, Kaia also confessed. She was so fearless while confessing her feeling as if she knew she has nothing to loose for tomorrow. But kai didn't accepted to be in a relationship because he is in the place where he cannot let his feelings win his duty. Later on they might tell him to kill her or do anything to her. Thinking about that he didn't say anything while Kaia confessed to him.

Another reason for Kia to reject her proposal was that he already admires a girl from that organization. Kai likes Kaia but his first love wasn't her but that another girl who was still working in that organization. But Kai never told Kaia about it.

Kaia knew that it was not possible for them to be in relationship so she understood but still she claimed that she loves him, everyday and she knew that kai also cares for her.

She was enjoying her unpredictable life.

Kaia was looking out of the window while locking her fingers with Kai.

(as a friend) ( ̄▽ ̄; )

Louis was outside.

There is a large lake in that place. That place was actually like some kind of place where cults hide themself. It was surrounded by forest from east and north side and lake in the other side which was connected with hills.

What was Louis doing there....

Kaia started to think Louis as her big brother.

She realized it when she had a long conversation with Louis the day before. When she was realizing her feelings towards Kai while sitting near the lake. Louis sat with her. She told him about it. She couldn't understand his reaction at that time but he was the one who made her realize a piece of reality and that became true. Louis indirectly told her that kai may find it difficult to accept her feelings even though if he wants to.

Kaia was happy to have a very good brother like friend. Louis was really good guy unlike his mom.

But honestly his mom hasn't done anything to Kaia till now. It's about a month now that Kaia was brought here but she hasn't done anything to her. Maybe her real kidnapper only wants her to get out of their life rather than kill her.