I HATE YOU -bl

June 1 2022

is I the one who loves you the most,

and I'm the only person who hates you the most.

You won't find more than me.

"Let's just say it" you said at that time, I didn't respond to your words because I thought it was just a joke.

"my parents know about us" after hearing your words I realized you were not joking.

"I'm sorry, I have a girlfriend, she's a girl" honestly I was shocked, I was scared, and I was angry, I was disappointed.

disappointed?disappointed by what?disappointed with whom? why should you be disappointed? should his parents be disappointed? is it good if he has a girlfriend?

I am disappointed in you! you lied to me! everything you were present in the past was just bullshit?! your promise of living together was just your sweet talk! and..and how can you have another lover?!

At that time I did not know what to do so I agreed with your decision.

very quiet. every day i just miss.but. I don't think you feel the same way, you even look happier, you go out with your friends, laugh with them, you are happy with your boyfriend. don't care about myself.

after I thought about it, yes it is true that you are not happy with me, you never loved me. I forgot you too.

One day, you came to me, as if nothing had happened, you laughed in front of me, very happy when you were with me. And without realizing it I was fascinated by your behavior, I fell in love with you again. but you changed again, why is it so easy to change your feelings? ah no it's just hard for your feelings for you. I don't want to feel pain anymore, I want to stop.

and that day is the last day i love you.

now, I'm your right.

no more love, no more longing, no more sweet memories. it's all just empty you ever gave me. Every time I remember you I want to kill you, I don't want you to laugh or be happy, I want you to suffer.

only pain, anger, disappointment are left.

I hate all of you who have anything to do with you.

I hate you your parents.

what you say whatever you do, it's all shared just focus. I don't care it's right or wrong.

someone told me "if it gets too 'right and wrong' it becomes an obsession that's hard to break". I agree with what he said, but sorry I can't get rid of my hatred for you.

I am sorry to have met and been in a relationship with you, I hate you.

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