Sun The Ponder

The amount of power a God could wield is frightening, just a single god or goddess could completely destroy a plain or if strong enough a univers. I had no idea that the Forest the tribe lives in is so small that it's insignificant to the rest of the Omniverse. When I came across that part in the memories that I received it made me truly fearful of what is to come and what is out there that can destroy us with a thought. And some beings not even a thought just being near could wipe us out without even knowing.

When I learned all of this I became depressed or that's what the knowledge in my head says I am. I'm just wandered around the tribe taking everything in and what I see now is not a happy ending we don't have enough food for the winter we follow the Elks but we don't even notice that there numbers have been dwindling, but then how can we know when we don't even know how to count. We only know how to make crude weapons and clothes and to follow are food every winter.

I kept noticing everything wrong such as not cleaning are body's and seeing what it does to are body's. There is no one older then 300 moons or 25 years old as after that everyone dies from injuries and being left behind. No proper burial for there body's just there for any random best to come and eat, a free meal so to speak in this cruel and forgiving world.

What's worse is that with are powers we actually have no problem with living such short lives and to struggle so hard, but we are to stupid that we never learn and adapt to overcome everything in are path. Just my father's power of fire would help us stay warm during the winter and help us cook are food and that is only one person in are tribe. How do I make them see what I have learned and for us to overcome this trial?

"What! A Trail that's it" As I slammed my fist on the tree next to me. I get down on my knees and put my hands together and pray to the being that gave me this knowledge. After a while I felt something. I don't know what it was until I looked at my knowledge and all that came up was two things a hug and holy energy. No Idea why it came up with a hug but I'm not saying anything as it really feels like I'm being hugged in the holy energy of my Goddess.

I was about to stand up before my body immediately collapsed and I was in so much pain. I felt like my body was ripping it's apart over and over again. I laid there for what felt like forever and I swore I saw my family standing over me at one point as I blacked out a couple of times so I'm not sure what happened during that time. All I know is that I feel stronger and can think more clearly and feel some kind of energy in my body.

I started looking around me as everything was super clear and there were some pretty lights everywhere. When I went to look at the more clearly a screen popped up in front of it *?????* No idea what it means but I know who gave me this power to survive in this messed up omnivores.