Sun Alone with His Shadows

I then had a bunch more knowledge stuff in my brain and I feel like I will get tired of knowledge getting randomly stuffed in my head without my permission. I learned that the thing that appeared in front of my face is actually from my goddess as a system of sorts, and every believer would get one when the became a true believer and I was special because I was her first believer so I got it right away. I know what a system was and that most if not all system users were incredibly strong and could fight most beings in the Omniverse and that gave me hope.

I said one the one thing that I hope will show me what to do in the future as I'm no longer the same person as this morning. "System Open" and a purple with black accents screen popped up in front of me.

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Nameless Goddess Believer System V1.0

Name: Sun

Believer Level: Sem-Believer

Age: 16

Main Class: Soul Raising Monarch

Sub Class: Dream Controller

Priest Level: Deacon

Knowledge Level: Bachelor - Omniverse

Bachelor - Hunting

Bachelor - Survival

Title: Nameless Goddess First Believer

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It looked simple enough that I believe that the me before I got all the knowledge stuffed in my head could understand it no problem and I couldn't read the words but looking at them I knew what it meant even if I didn't know what it means. Like I know it says Bachelor but what does Bachelor mean same with Priest? And then it hit me again (lol) knowledge stuffed in my brain for the third time, I was really getting tired of everything being stuffed in my head like I'm not smart enough or something. It's not my fault that I was born in a tribe that wasn't very good and only focused on a couple different things and very badly at that.

"What where's my Tribe?!"

I look around me and find my trail but it seems a couple of weeks old but I know that I just walked this way this morning.

I start running back to were my tribe is and when I got back to are camp sight I fell on my knees and started crying. As my tribe was gone.

I stayed there crying for a little bit before I got up and looked around with tears still in my eyes for anything I could use. But all I could find was an old stick that looked like a Staff from the knowledge I've had stuffed in my head.

I picked it up and noticed that it was surrounded by the same colors as the system panel. I get down and pray to my Goddess in thanks for a weapon to use and defend myself with. As for some reason I know that the Goddess gave this to me, as well as being able to see the colorful stuff in everything.

I got up and did a couple different moves that I had seen in my knowledge. It didn't tell me how to use it at all but I know some basic moves to not hurt my self and to attack with. I tried following the trail of my tribe but it eventually became futile as after a day of tracking them I lost them on a mountain. I had to back track to the last camp they used as there was a stream near it and it only took me about a quarter of the sun to get back.

I had decided to just make a home right here there were plenty of fish a little bit in the stream and plenty of wood around me to try and build something from my head. As night started falling I had a small wooden igloo frame built and a bunch of random stuff surrounding it. I got a bed made of leaves and when I laid down in it it felt like I was being covered in my Goddess embrace again but I know that I wasn't as I could see that I wasn't. After a couple of minutes I got up and put my staff next to me and prayed.

"Thank you Goddess for allowing me to live another day, and I hope tomorrow and the next day after that and beyond you will keep sharing this Nightmare called Life with me and even in Death my my Soul join you for eternity and protect you as you have me."

I used a bunch of stuff I thought appropriate for my Goddess from all the random knowledge in my head to give her a prayer that I would say every night before I go to sleep. I laid down in my bed and immediately fell asleep and was in the same forest as we're I meet my Goddess as I could see the beach chair right next to me and a couple of Volfs still there but there was something different about them they weren't running at me but bowing to me. As I was no longer afraid of them and had conquered the nightmare that lead me meeting with my Goddess and if I ever say a Volf in reality I would tame it for a Volf in a forest next to a beach chair would be my symbol.