Chapter 49 This Evening

She left this house three weeks ago and did not return.

I miss her so much. Everywhere in the house I look I see something of her. She left her permanent mark in this household, it is impossible to be here without thinking of her. My princess, owner of my heart.

Sometimes I wake up startled in the middle of the night, it's like she's calling me in her soft voice. Then I hear her whisper that everything will be fine, I must be patient. Elena, my lawful wife, asked me last night what exactly is wrong with me, she noticed it when I got up at night to wash my face after such a night with Loraine in my dreams. I wouldn't call it a nightmare, because thinking of Loraine doesn't scare me, quite the contrary.