241. Jealous Person

Alexa's POV

These passing days were very hard for me. I cried every day. My heart was feeling this hurtful feeling every day. I was feeling more hurt because he didn't trust me. He believed that maze moment created by Daniel which was not true at all.

My heart was feeling like that something heavy was put it on it and its really hard to breath. I don't know what to do now. I tried to let go off everything and gave him a second chance because I wanted to give my baby a whole and happy family but now I don't know anymore.

Sunny took leave from her work and spend her time with me every day. I felt grateful because I don't know what would I do if I was left alone. She tried her best to cheer me up and I found myself distracted from it but at night reality comes back to me again. After few days I told her to go to her work because I don't want to burden her more.

Its been over a month and he still didn't come and apologize to me. And it was more painful.

I tried not to cry but I ended up cry every time whenever I remembered about him. I blamed my hormones for making me this emotional.

At one night, Sunny came back early from her work and brought cake and ice cream with her. If it had happened before the revelation I would be dancing in joy but I couldn't feel happy anymore. But I pretended to be excited for her. She was doing everything to make me happy again.

After eating the dinner we retired to our rooms. I was laying on the bed and trying my best to not to think about him. But its all went in vain. He always come into my dreams and I ended up crying in my dreams. When I woke up next day I always find my eyes puffy.

But tonight I wanted to sleep without any crying. Its already late in the night and I was still unable to sleep. I was trying to fall asleep but then someone knocked on the door loudly. My heart started to beat faster.

I put my hand on my chest to calm my erratic beating of my heart. I slowly sit up on the bed and looked at the time. Its past midnight.

....... who can be come.... I thought to myself but stopped when I heard the very familiar voice. My heart again picks up its beating. But this time not from the shock.

...What is he doing here.....

Then I remembered his distrust on me and stopped myself from going to him. I came out of the room and found that sunny was already in the living room. She looked at me with worried expression. I avoided looking at her.

" ALEXA...." He again called out my name.

I slowly walked towards the door but didn't opened it.

" Alexa..... please open the door....." He said while knocking.

I didn't know when my tears started flowing down from my eyes.

" Alexa...." He stopped knocking and said again -" I know you are listening to me..... I can feel you standing in front of me baby."

I put my hand on the door. I tried not make any sound while crying.

" I am really sorry baby..... sorry for being stupid.... sorry for hurting you in a worst way.....sorry for being a jealous person..."

I closed my eyes and covered my mouth.

" I know I don't deserve you but I can't live without..... You become a habit of mine Alexa..... I promised to treasure you and protect you but I failed at it..... I am sorry..... This whole month , I was suffering like that someone took my heart out of me.... this empty feeling is unbearable baby."

His voice was not sounding like his usual one. His voice was sounding like its mixed with his emotions. He was crying. It breaks my heart more to know that he's crying for me.

" Alexa please come back to me.... please."

to be continued...... .