225. Crying and Blabbering

He set me carefully on the seat of his car and then he started driving. We didn't talk. I was looking outside through the window and thinking about our interaction. I was so much mad on him and when he came I didn't do anything and instead I was acting like clingy girl. Now I was feeling annoyed on myself.

In front of everyone he called me his wife. I didn't even react on it. We were fucking divorced now. He even dared to manipulate me by arousing me. How could he do this fucking moron.

I was in my stupor then suddenly I realized that he's taking me to his home. I left his home and we were divorced now. What was he thinking that I will come happily with him. Fucking no.

I faced him and asked -" Where are you taking me."

" Our home." He said without even looking at me.

" What home.... ahhh.....you are talking about that home which you destroyed with your own hand." I said sarcastically.

He didn't react and say anything. I said again -" You are hugely mistaken, that's not my home anymore. Or do you forget about our divorce... Take me to the Sunny's apartment."

He looked at me and said -" No, You are not staying there anymore Alexa. Now you are pregnant and I can't let live alone like this."

" Who the hell are you to me...Are you my husband.....you are no one to me.... You don't have any right to take any decision for me or on my behalf... you lost your every fucking right on my body on me on everything."

My eyes blurred because of unwanted tears. I turned my face and looked outside. I don't want him to see me in my weak moment.

" I know I messed up everything and I accept it. I am not your husband anymore but I am the father of our child. Don't say I am no one to you because we have bigger relationship now. We are mother and father of our precious baby so we are still connected. " He said firmly.

His every word hit me like an arrow. He's the one who ruined our relationship and now he's acting like he's the victim and making my feel guilty for no reason.

" I don't want to hear your voice.....I don't want to see your face... just drop me at the apartment for fucks sake." I said.

He looked at me at said -" Please Alexa..."

I stopped him for saying anything more and said -" No...I don't want to hear you...just drop me at the apartment...if you don't then I... I..."

I looked in the car here and there for finding something useful but there's nothing in it then I looked at the car's door. I grabbed the handle of the door and then looked at him and said -" If you don't drop me at the apartment then I am gonna jump." I threatened him.

He looked at me shockingly and said -" You are not going to do anything ridiculous." and grabbed my hand with one hand while driving with other one.

" I am fucking serious Nicholas..... and let go my hand you bastard." I shouted and pulled my hand harshly from his hold.

I said again before he say anything -" You are not gonna listen to me right... fine then I will jump."

I was huffing in so much anger. I was feeling frustrated irritated and annoyed because he was not listening to me. I unlocked the door fully and I was going to jumping but he stopped the car abruptly with screeching sound coming from the tiers.

He grabbed my shoulders and shake me while Shouting -" ARE YOU FUCKING MAD.....You CRAZY WOMAN."

My lips trembled and then I started crying loudly. I said while crying -" You....you were not listening... to me.... and now called me.... crazy woman....." I was blabbering.

" Fuck." He cursed then said -" I am sorry Alexa. I won't scold you again please stop crying." He was whipping my tears with his hand.

I continue my blabbering and said -" No ... now we are divorced.... and you find..... another mature woman for.....yourself..... you don't love me more..... wwaahhhh....."

" No Alexa there's no one only. Divorced or not just only you. ..please stop crying....." He said. He took out his handkerchief and cleaned my face then take the handkerchief on my nose and said -" Blow in it."

I blew my snot in it and started blabbering again and said -" You don't..... find me sexy... anymore..... that's why..... you called me.... crazy woman..... you are a bad man...."

" Yes I am a very bad man . I am sorry Alexa please stop crying" He said.

But I didn't stop crying and still blabbering. He said again -" You won't stop Alexa."

I ignored him then suddenly he captured my lips with his. I was shocked at first then without any resistance I kissed him back. He cupped jaw and moving his lips in a slow motion and I followed his lead. There's no urgency in the kiss. It was soul consuming. We were trying to say so many things with the kiss without using words.

He pulled back and caressed my face with his hands and I closed my eyes. I enjoyed every touch of his. He kissed my red nose from crying and said -" Are you calm down now."

I nodded and said -" But I won't come with you."

He sighed and said -" I am not taking you home. I will drop you at the apartment. But before anything we need to talk."

I opened my eyes and he looked serious. I signaled him to continue and he did. He said -" If I didn't stop the car , Do you seriously going to jump from the car."

I honestly don't know what was I gonna do. At that moment I just want to go far away from him. I was so angry that I don't know what I am doing. I was not thinking at all in my anger and I know its really bad.

" Answer me Alexa. Do you really gonna jump.. hum.....Do you even know your situation..... you are not alone anymore. There's a small life inside you. Please... please Alexa think before you do anything reckless thing."

My eyes got teary. I know he's right. I put my hands on my stomach and caress it. He also put his hand and rubbed my belly.

I said in low voice -" I am sorry Nicholas. I was not thinking what is right or wrong. I just.... I don't know what happened to me. I can't control my emotions even my whole being... I feel so ashamed. How am I going to face our baby Nicholas. I didn't even take good care of our child. I am not a good mother." I cried silently.

He pulled me on his lap and rubbed my back. He said -" No Alexa..... I am 1000% sure you will be a good mother of our child. Our baby is really lucky to got you as his mother. Trust me Alexa , In our short period of marriage I got the chance to know you and I can say that you are very kind very carrying and love others wholeheartedly. So I am definitely sure you will cherish our precious baby."

I smiled to hear him and said -" Thank you."

We stayed like this in each other embrace.

to be continued

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