187. Enough Of You

Next morning I woke up early. I walked in the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

...you can do this Alexa.....

I feel so relaxed today. last night I sleep comfortably. I didn't cry myself to sleep. I washed my face and nodded to myself.

I took shower and wear black jeans and white top. I tie my hair in a high ponytail. I didn't wear makeup. I don't feel like to colour my face. I looked at myself for the last time in the mirror then come out of the room.

Sunny's waiting for me outside. she's smiling. I hugged her tightly. I really need it right now.

she asked me -" Are you ready."

I take a deep breath and nodded.

she pat my shoulder and said -" Go and killed it girl."

" Actually yeah... I should kill him."

we both laughed. she said -" first kill his small pennies."

I laughed hard and said -" I think about it..... bye.."

we both hugged each other. I came to the door then she said -" Best of luck."

I turned and smiled and said -" I really need it." then left.

I hired a cab and went to the Nicholas's house. I was feeling nervous. How am l going to react when I saw him. I can't be weak in front of him. I don't want to cry in front of him and show him how weak I am.

And there will be mom, grandma and Kim. What will they say. What am I going to say when they asked me about my disappearance these past few days. How will they react about my decision.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize that the cab was stopped in front the huge gate. I paid the driver and came out of the cab.

I looked at the beautiful palace like home. Few days ago, I called this home as my home. But its not and its never will be mine.

I came inside easily. Guards didn't stopped me to enter inside. I looked everywhere and specially at the garden because its my last chance to see all this.

I looked at the pond and besides it the bench. I remembered the moment I spent with Nicholas...we were still strangers to each other but there's some sparks in between us. I always want to spend my time him.

That night I was waiting for him. He came late from his office. He came to me and set besides me. We set like this for a few moments then he laid his head in my laps. we stayed like this. Its really beautiful moment.

then I remembered the night where he crushed my heart.... I snapped out and shook my head.

....no Alexa you can't be weak ....not right now.... I have to be strong... I am a strong woman.....

I clear my mind and walked to front main door. I take sharp breath then knocked on the door. House Butler opened the door and wide his eyes to saw me. I ignored it and came inside.

I stopped in the living room. Everyone were at the dining room. Kim was the one to saw me.

she called my name surprisingly -" ..Alexa..."

Everyone looked at me at the same time. They all were shocked. Mom was the first to come towards me and engulfed me in her arms.

she asked me -" oh Alexa..... where have you been this whole time. we are really worried for you and Nicholas didn't answer us."

I smiled to see her. Kim also hugged me. Then grandma pulled me in a bone crushing hug. I don't know what to say. They were so sweet with me. I stayed silent.

The one I come here to meet was staring at me from the top of the stairs. He come downstairs in few big strides and stand in front of me. He's looking at me with his boring expressionless face.

I looked at him with challenge in my eyes. I held my head high.

He said in a stern voice -" what are you doing in my house..."

I raised my hand and stopped him and said mockingly -" Oh please I am not come here to taking this shit. I had enough of you."

Everyone was looking at us confusingly.

I said again with a strong voice -" I want DIVORCE."