178. You Deserve This

My inner walls burn like a fire from the sudden penetration. My body feels burn all over. Tears streams in my eyes and flows uncontrollably.

He didn't wait for me to adjust according to his size and started thrusting in me hardly.

" It hurts..." I sobbed. I thought feel my hurt feelings but no.

" You deserve this Alexa." He said in his husky voice.

I looked at him with my blurry eyes. That's the first time he called my name tonight and it feels so distant. I closed my eyes and then again looked in his eyes.

There's so much emotions playing in his eyes. Hurt, Betrayal, Love, Anger and every other emotions but the one I never want to see in his eyes, Hate. He's looking at me with so much hate in his eyes.

I can't look at him with so much hate in his eyes for me. I closed my eyes turned my face from him. He went stiff only for few seconds.

He freed my wrists and grabbed my thighs with his hands and pushed them upward to my breasts. He faster his pace and pounded in me harder.

The burn feeling ignites the lava inside my body. my body withering with his every hard thrust.

" Ahh..." I cried in pain.

Before tonight, we made love with each other and he always waits for me to ready to take him in with ease. He always made sure that I feel comfortable in our sessions but tonight feels like he just wants to hurt me not only physically but emotionally also.

I was crying in pain but he didn't stop his pounding. when the burning feeling subsidies my body started to feel pleasure. I feel ashamed. my body's feeling pleasure when my heart's bleeding.

I bite my lips hard to stopping myself from moaning. but my body was not listening to me. I clenched sheets tightly in my hands and stopping myself to hold him closer to me.

I don't want to hold him closer but my body was working against my will. I don't want this.

His thrusts becomes more faster that shin slapping sounds coming from it. It turned more erotic. I can't hold myself anymore and orgasmed loudly.

" Ahhhhh....." I moan loudly. my body shuddered with ecstasy.

He smirked. I looked at him with my half opened eyes. I was still in daze.

" I don't believe.... you find pleasure in this situation..... I feel like I can't recognized you ....but now I know.... you are like those women who I hate the most." He mockingly said to me and still pounding in me.

There's a sound come from my inside that only I heard it. Its my heart shattering sound in pieces.

From his reaction and his behavior now I know he feels disgust. He feels disgust from me from my body but but he still thrusting in me fucking me senseless. If he feels disgust why is he touching me.

I feel like thousands of arrows piercing my internal body. I feel numb. my mind went blank. I feel so hurt from his comment that I feel disgusting from my own body.

He thrusted in few more hard thrust then cum inside me hardly. His body collapsed on my numb body. its over I thought to myself. I feel so exhausted that I just wanted to sleep and forget about this all.

He backed away but still inside me. He said near my ear -" Its not over."

His length turned hard again. He devoured my body all night long. I lost the how many times he did it. when I can't take anymore I passed out. Darkness surrounded me. it feels like I was going to fall in a dark abyss. I let go everything and let myself fall in the long dark abyss.