121. He Can't Reciprocate Her Feelings

she looked so cute in her drunken state and he don't want to deny her wish so he laid beside her. she snuggled into his body. He holds her around his arms and kissed her on her head and looked at the ceiling.

when he heard her confession he feels like that flower blossomed in his heart. He also have big secret in his heart that he loves her.

when she turned 18 she bloomed like a flower and turned into a beautiful woman. He started to see her in a different way but he can't show her his affection. It feels wrong because her family treats him like a family member.

He don't want to break their trust so he buried his feelings and never show on his face but he don't know that Nicholas knows about his feelings.

Tonight she confessed her feelings to him and feels happy but he can't reciprocate her feelings. He have to remain cold hearted towards her and make her hate him.

He use this night to hold her close to him and remember this night the rest of his life. After some time he also fall asleep.

Next morning he wakes up early than her and leave her alone in his room. He don't want to show her that he cares about her and make the situation awkward for both of them.

she wakes up half past 11. she slowly open her eyes and sit on the bed. she holds her head in between her hands. she's having headache because of hangover.

slowly she stands up and go to the bathroom. she looks at her reflection and sighed. she's not that looking horrible.

she washes her face then drink some water then come out of the bathroom. she looks around her and got panic. This is unknown place for her. she walks to the bed hurriedly and check any blood stain on the bed sheet and its clear. she relieved to know that she stills a virgin.

she thought about last night and tried to remember what happened then slowly slowly she remembers in a slow motion movie exactly what happened last night.

she plopped on the bed and covered her face in a horror... I told him everything... she's pacing in the room... how should I face him now..... she stopped in front of the mirror and looked at her reflection.

she said to herself -" I am not like that silly girl anymore. I changed myself for good."

she remembered when she confessed to him he didn't say anything. It proves that he hates her. she looked at her discarded dress. she can't wear it back.

she don't have other choice than to wear his clothes. she opened his closet and take out black shirt and wears it. It comes to her mid thighs. she wears short dresses so its comfortable for her. It sleeves are long so she fold them.

she take her phone and clutch from the floor and come out from his room. she finds him in the kitchen. she said without any emotion -" Thank you for last night. I remembered everything what happened last night so I want to clear one thing that I don't need your pity or sympathy. I can deal with my feelings. we behave like nothing happened last night. again Thank you." saying after this she leaves his his place.

when she comes out there are tears in her eyes. she let them flow freely because she decided its the last time she's crying for him and she never let her affect herself because of him. she stops a taxi and leave.

He's standing like a statue and looking at the closed door. He wants to follow her and hugged her and tell her his feelings but what happened was good and it makes them stay away from each other.

After some time he leaves for his office and act as nothing happened.