You do know me, right?

##Johnny##

Imperial blue robe with golden strands in the corners. Meanwhile, she wore a ruby blue queenly dress.

Carla: Oh, you look nice.

Johnny: Let's go.

I took her to thank the trees for healing her, then proceeded to the peacock Theater. It was pretty good. Today was a story of a woman who fell in love with the wrong peacock. Her heart was shattered beyond repair. Not focusing on the show; too busy trying to figure out how to tell Carla we should have a nonsexual relationship. The evening comes to a close as we retire back to the castle. Bedded in the blued decorated room, we fell asleep last night.

Carla: Thank you for the date.

She leaned in and kissed me while wrapping her arms around my neck.

Johnny: What are you doing?

Carla: Um, I thought it was obvious.

She said while walking towards me with hungry eyes.

Johnny: The doctor said to give you a day.

Carla: Yes, the day is over.

Johnny: Soo.

She kissed me more severely this time, "F*ck, I can't think with my other head right now," Pushing her to get my mind back to base when she swung across the room. I keep forgetting my strength in this form.

Carla: What is your problem?

She barks at me.

Johnny: Um

Carla: What... what is it?

She kept screaming while Dustin herself off.

Johnny: I don't want to have sex with you.

Carla: I told you I am better now.

Johnny: No, I mean like never.

She stops to look at me.

Carla: What do you mean never?

Johnny: You're not who I want?

"Johnny, Shut up!! What are you doing?" I Screamed internally

Carla: Am not who you want?

Confusion in her voice.

Johnny: What I mean is I don't want this

Carla: You mean, like, us?

Tears started to fill her eyes.

Johnny: My parents wanted you on the throne. Soo...

Carla: I don't understand.

Johnny: I don't want to be sexual with you anymore.

Carla: I don't satisfy you?

Johnny: Um

Carla: How could you say that when I gave you all of me? You... you're my first.

Her chest kept extending heavily; I knew I was breaking her heart.

Johnny: As I kept my word. We are married. I Am not asking for a divorce, all...

Carla: You're just saying you don't love me anymore. You don't want me?

She sat on the bed with her hands covering her mouth as tears streamed down her face. What is wrong with me?

Johnny: I am prepared to do any husband-ly duties outside of sleeping with you.

I walked in front of her to comfort her aching heart.

Johnny: I understand your hormone level might increase, so if it gets too much to handle, I could give you release with my mouth, but I won't insert you from now on.

The room grew quiet, without notice, she headed to the bathroom. I could hear loud sobs as she bathed. This hurts more than a sword ever could. She came out then curled herself into a ball to fall asleep without saying anything to my proposal. I decided to retire to my own room. Honestly, the room looks more like a setup than a romantic gesture. I couldn't fall asleep; imagining her in a small ball, holding herself to sleep, bothered me. The following day she was having breakfast. Looking uninterested in what they serve, She kept nibbling on the bread. Today is Wednesday, and we are going back to earth on Friday. She didn't seem to be giving me the silent treatment. More like she's speechless.

Queen: Good Morning

Carla: Good Morning

Sarah: Morning

Johnny: Good morning

King: Good Morning

We sat in silence

Queen: You are usually full of energy. What's wrong? Are you well?

Carla: Yes, I am fine. Thank you for asking.

She smiled, but anyone who knew Carla could tell her heart wasn't smiling.

Johnny: What are your plans for today?

Trying to see if she'd ignore me or make a smart comment.

Carla: I am going to hang out with Satphire.

The fake smile remained. What did I do?

Carla: Thank you for breakfast.

She said as she pulled her chair about to leave. I hurried up to catch up to her.

Johnny: Um

Carla: I don't need any charity. If my hormones get too high, I will figure it out. Thanks for your concern.

She smiled. It broke my heart seeing her hide her pain from me.

Carla: I gotta figure out how to tell our kids I'll be gone for a while.

Johnny: You mean the birds?

Hoping she would get angry at me calling our kids birds

Carla: There just birds now, huh?

Yet again, she smiled.

Carla: Yes! Those birds. Now thank you for the walk I could accompany myself.

She said as she walked away. I don't know how to fix this. What did I do? I have never seen her smile so hurt but polite before.

##Carla##

I decided to go for a run. I never want to think about me and Johnny or what He said that night. We were returning to the real world. As much as it hurts, I promise myself I won't ever think of our memories together. My leggings and a t-shirt were perfect for running. My abdomen pain had gone entirely now. I went to where the mountains were and saw Satphire on the frozen side.

Carla: Hi

Satphire: What do you want?

She said rudely.

Carla: I thought you would want to hang out today.

I replied, completely numbed.

Satphire: With you?

Carla: Yeah

Satphire: I'll pass.

Carla: Um, okay.

I kept on jogging

Satphire: Wait?

She flew around me.

Satphire: Something is wrong?

Carla: Nothing is wrong

I smiled

Satphire: Why aren't you smiling like usual?

Carla: I gotta get out of this kingdom. Do you want to go see Uriel with me?

Satphire: Sure

I called out to Uriel to allow us to visit him. The tornado picked us up and brought us to where He was.

Uriel: Why are you here?

Carla: I wanted some fresh air.

I said, looking at the wind-like blanket and inhaling deeply.

##Satphire##

Something is definitely wrong with her, but I can't put my finger on it.

Carla: This is my friend Satphire

Uriel: One of my sister's kids.

Carla: Yup

She asks him about a game name Dominoes. They both started conversations about how everything had been.

Carla: Can you teach my friend here how to play?

She sounds soo numb

Uriel: Sure

She then scoots over and let me be his opponent.

##Johnny##

I've looked everywhere for Carla, where can she be? Satphire wouldn't kill her and then bury her just to flee the kingdom, would she? An incoming telepathy call from Sarah interrupted my thought.

Sarah: Carla didn't come back for lunch. In Carla mountain, I heard they say she was with Satphire, you don't think?

Johnny: No, she wouldn't bring shame to her clan. I'll go to the mountain and wait for Satphire to return.

Sarah: Okay.

##satphire##

He was a worthy opponent, indeed. This game was so simple and fun; we played 5 whole Games while Carla said nothing.

Uriel: Carla, What is it, child?

Carla: Oh, nothing, enjoying you guys playing.

Uriel: Really, because it seems you've been staring at the wind blankets for the last 50 minutes.

Carla: Oh

She said while holding her head down. He places one finger on her forehand.

Uriel: I see; your heart is broken.

She didn't look up, but I could see tear drops falling to the ground.

Carla: Thank you for letting me visit.

How could she try smiling when she's clearly crying? On the way back, I figured it was best to say nothing, as she said nothing. When we got back to the mountain. Johnny was waiting for us.

Johnny: There you are, don't scare me like that. I thought something had happened to you.

She thanked me for a fun day, then looked at Johnny and said

Carla: No worries, Am okay.

I don't know why but that statement made my heart pinch. How could she say she was okay? Uriel said Her heart was broken.

Carla: Do you want to do something else tomorrow?

Satphire: Sure

She smiled politely, then flew away.

##Johnny##

I wish I knew what she was thinking. Maybe I could say something comforting to her. Again, this was my fault, leaving her hurting and shutting me out. Why mention my parents the last time we talked, knowing very well I wanted her too?

Johnny: You had a good day?

Carla: Yes.

I struggle to find something else to talk about, but nothing comes to mind. Should I maybe hold her hands or something? I reach my hands out, but she quickly withdraws hers out of my reach.

Carla: Um, if it's okay with you, can you please not touch me?

She said so politely. Was she treating me like a stranger? Plus, she would be glowing, laughing on a beautiful night like this. Yet, she didn't seem bright tonight.

King: Thanked Lady Universe, you're okay.

The King was waiting on us at the front door.

Carla: I am sorry to worry you.

Queen: When you said you were going to hang out with Satphire, everyone had their alert on, to constantly feel your life force to ensure your safety

Carla: I took her to see Uriel. They had a lot to talk about relating Lady Universe.

King: Ohhh, okay, I see.

Queen: Are you okay?

Carla: Yes, Am fine.

She smiled politely, heading to my room, So I thought we would at least talk, allowing me to explain where I was coming from. Opening the room door to her Searching for something. Searching inside the closet door, grabbed her suitcase heading out the door.

Johnny: I could get that for you.

Carla: Um, it's okay. I could do it; I packed light.

She said in a joking tone.

Carla: Good night.

While bathing, The thought of going halfway came across my mind. Stephanie was similar to Carla in that aspect. I'm Overreacting as usual. Let me make this right before we live in separate households. Apologetically Walked to her room, intending to take everything I said back when the nonstop crying made me stop abruptly. The woman wailed her broken heart. Her angelic voice shamed my stupidity. I had no right to lie to her even if saving her was the primary goal; Her sobs and wailed continues. Nevertheless, I knocked to express an apology.

Carla: I am sorry I didn't know it was you.

She said, wiping her tears with her hands. Opening the door just a smudge

Johnny: I just wanted...

She stopped me before I could finish my sentence.

Carla: It's a little late, my prince. May I propose we discuss whatever you would like to say tomorrow?

I was shocked at how politely she asked me to leave.

Johnny: This is where you'll be staying?

I said with a disappointed tone.

Carla: Yes, I rather like it.

Johnny: Why?

Carla: The privacy.

I can't deny it; this was one room in the castle where you were away from servants; it was isolation. It doesn't matter how loud you scream; no one can hear you.

Johnny: Very well then, Good night.

She smiled sadly and closed the door. I wanted to leave, but my feet wouldn't move from the door; after a few minutes, she thought I had left, and her angelic sobs started again.

Forced myself to walk away when I couldn't take it anymore. The following day I made it to the dining table first, and she came, then my parents, and later Sarah.

Johnny: Good morning, How did you sleep?

Carla: Very well, thank you.

Sarah: Haha, don't rub it in our faces, don't yall sleep in the same room?

Carla didn't look up; she kept on buttering her bread.

King: So what's on the agenda?

Johnny: I will see how the land is treated with the ashes.

Queen: I am having tea today with all the older Queens; you are welcome to join us, young queen.

Carla again did not respond. She simply nodded her agreement.

Sarah: I will be practicing my sword fighting skill today.

King: I have a long list of disputes to resolve. Neighbors are upsetting neighbors.

Johnny: Since today is Thursday, I thought we should see our kids before we leave tomorrow morning.

Carla: Our kids, huh?

Johnny: Yes.

Carla: Didn't you say they were just birds?

King: Why would you say that?

Queen: You didn't mean that; you love those kids.

Johnny: I never once said they were not my kids.

I could see everyone backing off.

Carla: Sure, we can see them before departure, young prince.

I was happy to at least see our kids. Maybe I'll talk to her then. She excuses herself again without eating.

Queen: You didn't eat yesterday; today, the same thing. It's two days now; you cannot leave the table without eating something.

She nodded in agreement. No fighting, no smart comment? Taking and eating 3 pancakes entirely.

Carla: I am going to see my kids now, young prince.

Johnny: Right behind you.

Why did she say my kid as if It wasn't ours? We flew there in silence, and the birds were either bathing in the Nile or soaking in the volcanos.

Carla: Hey babies, gather round. We gotta have a talk with you.

She finally smiled a genuine smile. All the birds gather around us, waiting to hear what we have to say.

Johnny: We are going to earth for a little while. Grandpa and Gramma will take care of you guys when we are gone, okay?

Red: When do you leave?

Carla: Tomorrow

Itybity: Can we hang out today, mom?

Itybity really has warmed up to her mom. All of them did, to be honest. Carla agreed to stay, so I decided to stay back too. We all ate fruits and nuts for lunch and then fish for dinner. We told them earth stories. It was a great day.

Carla: Good night, my babies. When I get back, I expect you guys to be big and grown. We huddled our heads together then we flew back to the castle.

Johnny: That was a good day we spent with the kids.

Carla: Mmhmm

Johnny: So, um... Are you okay?

She looked at me but didn't say anything, keeping her silence until we got home.

King: How are my little grandbabies?

Johnny: They're fine. I let them know to reach out to you and mom if anything.

Carla smiled and headed inside. My Dad got in front of me. Refusing to let me pass.

King: I've never seen her so unhappy; it's like someone stole her smile.

Johnny: She's, um

King: What did you do?

Johnny: Well...

King: The servant says you and her are living in separate quarters. The other night she refused your company. That does not sound like my daughter in Law; she is crazy about you.

Johnny: Don't worry, Dad am handling it. Oh, and check on the ashes. I didn't get a chance to.

He moved out of my way, and I walked inside. I saw Carla apologizing to my mom for not making her party.

Carla: Also, the monk will pick me up to bring me back to my house tomorrow.

Queen: We have vans here, my dear.

Carla: Yes, I am aware, but I want to return as I came soo it doesn't look suspicious.

Queen: I understand.

Carla: I'll go grab my things.

As Carla left the room, my mother's eyes were like daggers.

Queen: What did you do?

Johnny: Why its always got to be me?

Queen: What did you do?

Johnny: I uh

Queen: You uh what?

Johnny: I kinda told her I didn't love her anymore.

Queen: What?

Johnny: That's not what I was trying to say, but my words got in the way.

My mom said nothing. My mom didn't even give me any advice. She looked at me with teary eyes and walked away. I went to my room.

##Carla##

Sigh, I was a few minutes from my house. It was nice of them to come on such short notice. It was 7 Am when I arrived to see the sprinkler on. I ran inside to find my mom preparing breakfast. She looked so huge now. Seeing her made me feel like I didn't want to be strong anymore, I cried on her chest, and she held me in her arms like mothers do without asking me what's wrong.

Mom: You miss us that much, huh?

Carla: So much

My Dad came out in a ridiculous karate outfit.

Dad: Fight me, young Dragon.

Carla: Of course, sensei, let me shower and take a quick nap.

Remembering, after 15 min, I would be knocked out. I ran up to my room. So happy to be back home where I would never think about Johnny. Johnny and I never happened. After bathing, I felt myself Drifting off.

##Johnny##

I wonder if she has come home yet? My Dad picked us up at the preschool daycare, the same place he dropped us off at.

Dad: Look at my babies; you look like you have grown.

He said, messing up both of our hair.

Johnny: Is it okay to pass by Carla's house to see if she is here?

Dad: Yes, I forgot the girlfriend.

He stops in front of Carla's house; Carla's mom explains, "Carla is here, but she is asleep. I should come back in a little while." I nodded and left. I went to my room, waiting on sleep to come.

##Carla#

I woke up feeling super hungry. I went downstairs, where my dad was rubbing my mom's belly. She was eating strawberry ice cream.

Carla: Hi, mom

Mom: Hey honey, your food is in the microwave; you were asleep.

Carla: Thank you, mom.

Mom: Oh, your boyfriend was here looking for you. It seems like his back from his kid's thing.

My body tensed up when she said, boyfriend, "that was the simpler days." I ponder internally, deciding not to go over there, besides having nothing to say. It would mess up my mental blockage of Johnny and me. Bringing my food to my room to eat when I heard my phone buzzing. Wonder who it could be.

Sarah: Hey, sleeping beauty, Are you awake?

Carla: Hahaha yeah, you?

Sarah: Just woke up.

Carla: Good!

Sarah: So is Johnny. If you want to talk.

Carla: No, it's okay.

Sarah: He told us; he might have said some hurtful things...

As she finished her sentence, my face felt hot. Not wanting to cry again. I quickly responded.

Carla: Before I started dating your brother, we agreed we would not let that come in between us. Let's keep that promise, okay?

I said with tears rolling down my face.

Carla: I am going to enjoy some family time. I advise you to do the same.

Sarah: I understand.

Carla: Have a good day.

I hung up the phone.

##Johnny##

I sent a text to Carla, but it doesn't seem like she is responding.

Sarah: Hi

She said as she walked into my room

Sarah: Who are you trying to reach, Carla?

Johnny: Um yeah, stupid, right?

Sarah: Yup, You're pretty stupid.

She got up and walked away. A few minutes later, I heard my Dad calling us downstairs. Me and Sarah both arrive at the same time.

Dad: Take a seat. Me and your mother have to talk to you.

Johnny: Okay

Dad: Do you remember patient 34?

Johnny: Yes, going back to my sister's birthday party

Mom: Yes, He passed away last month.

Dad: The hospital was trying to make it seems like it was my fault.

Mom: After further autopsy, they realized the patient was brain dead before going to surgery.

Dad: The hospital beat the lawsuit and then tried to bribe me with a raise.

Mom: Your father and I have decided to open our own practice.

Dad: We even got our first patient.

Johnny: Who?

Dad: Carla's mom.

Johnny: Oh yeah, she is expecting.

Dad: Can we count on your support, kids?

Sarah: Sure Dad

Johnny: Don't you have a contract with the hospital

Dad: It expired last month; that's why they tried to give me a raise to stay. But I will not stay at a place that overworks their doctors, quick to pass the blame on them. My license would have been canceled if it wasn't for that autopsy.

I can hear the anger in my Dad's voice. We all agreed to it as a family; we spent the afternoon talking about our urgent care.