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Warning book contains mature content. Carla Brown never thought that her long-life crush was the head of a different universe and came to earth to track down a mate. Carla wasn't his first choice, but he got bested. Though she won the favor of Gods, fight demons and beasts alongside him. She's still trying to prove she can be his equivalent. will this new world tare her to shreds or strengthen their alliance? The reality of her situation will come out eventually.

Mrs_Phanor · Fantasy
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Who are you?

##Johny ##

It's been a week since I took over the restaurant until Satphire gets off Maternity. I should of never agreed to this.

Earl: Where is your wife? I miss her little fine ahh

Johny: Getting a education

Earl: Why?

Johny: Can you finish your Mac and cheese? Please

Earl: Twin you need to get some.

Frankie: Hahaha I hate how the army have to send out the generals in different missions. She was very lively.

I was soo over these old people.

Guy: Refill. Where is the help?

This guy made this place his hang out I don't know why? Ever since he seen me here his been yelling and screaming for people to come serve him. I swear if this place didn't mean anything to Carla I'll burn it to the ground with him in it.

Johny: You are being unessacary rude right now. My two waitress went on break at the same time. It's just me at the bar serving.

Guy: J that's the name your going with here? I still need to be serve.

He said with a malice smile. I really wanted to hit those big ass glasses.

Guy: Drink J hahaha

I was going to loose my temper until I seen Carla? What was she doing here?

Earl: Heyyyyyy

Frankie: Where you been at Girl!

Carla: Working you know. How is my business?

Earl: Good, your husband is about to loose his shit

Frankie: Watch your mouth old man

Carla: Hey, Satphire insisted I Come help.

Johny: Oh its okay I got it.

Earl: Lies dot com

Frankie: Haha foreal

Why was her booty all out like that. She was wearing this black booty shorts that grips each cheek half way with a crop top. Who told her it was okay to go out like that? that's my booty she's displaying.

Carla: I'll wipe the tables. Do you have a apron

The apron is only going to cover your exposed belly is not going to cover your ass CARLA!

Earl: Girl you gone make my heart stop. Why are you tempting beings like this?

Carla: It wasn't intentional. Sorry

Frankie: I mean where were you going little miss? Looking like a tall glass of water in the desert. Woof

Did she think it's funny teasing me like this?? This is not right. Her ass cheeks have some dimples now? I am going to be sick. It was soo plump

Carla: I was Invited somewhere.

Johny: Like a date?

Carla: His name is Darel and um..

Why was she kicking the floor and looking down for? Why was I here doing this stupid job? Who is Darel. "keep your cool" I told myself

Johny: Boyfriend?

Earl: Are yall like those people who swings or like invite other people in your bedroom? Cause if that's true, I would like to come. But twin you can't come in.

Guy: Soo you guys are really over?

Pointing to her and me.

Frankie: They not done. Just stupid misunderstanding

Johny: Darel huh?

She was showing all that booty for Darel?

Carla: We've been seing each other. His pretty cool. He plays basketball full scholarship. His been asking me out but I finally decided to hang out with him, We had went to eat then movies. After he suggested we go to the beach we talk the night through, I've been seeing him for the last month.

the last month? Does she think I care about Darel? Fuck Darel! Have she let him enjoy her like I have? No? she belongs to me? I couldn't breathe I had to leave like now.

Johny: Am going out for deliveries.

Carla: Sure I'll Load the orders in the car

Johny: No need I got it just take care of the lobby. Find whalla and Gazella they have been on break forever now.

Carla: Sure

##Carla##

These girls... If you are not firm with them they will run all over you.

I found them in the back smoking, looking at these ashes on the floor they have been smoking for a while now.

Whalla: Shit! Girl is C! put that out. Ouhh were going to get fired.

Gazella: Who they going to hire if they fire us?

Carla: There you are?

Whalla: Hey girl you look good

Gazella: Were you going to get some today dam those short

Carla: So your not going to get break tomorrow right? You've been out here for more than 45 min

Whalla: Fair

Gazella: No, We lost track of time.

Carla: Hmmm okay.

I walked to the side walk full of instalaxian citizens and screamed

Carla: Anybody wants a waitress job that pays 3 gold coins a week?

There was several who lined up infront of me with their resume at hand. Some was already looking for jobs as it is.

Whalla: That's not necessary

Gazella: Were sorry.

Whalla: Come on girl get your ass inside; you always get us fired from every job we get, dam.

I smilled at the group infront of me I took two application. I figured Johny could use some help, I wonder why was he working here anyways? I walked back inside where Gazella was at the bar pouring drinks and Whalla was cleaning table

I miss my date with Darel for this I was not in a joyful mood. On the counter was so much food what was Johny doing? I had to hand some back to octo to reheat cause it got cold.

Guy: Refill

Carla: Why are you screaming?

Guy: Oh wow! Carla I didn't even see when you come in?

Carla: Why are you screaming?

Guy: Those shorts. It suits you.

Carla: Am cutting you off. Am giving you water to sober up.

Why didn't johny cut him off hours ago?

Guy: Why are you soo mean woman?

Carla: Because I care about this place.

I went around and serve the people waiting patiently, I apologize for the long wait.

Johny: Whats next.

Carla: Nothing everyone is serve.

I got these applications for you. When ever Guy starts getting loud cut him off his at his limit, We don't want him drunk flying

Johny: Alright, Where you going?

Carla: You can handle it from here. Am going to at least apologize to Darel and have lunch with him. I'll tell him I'll be gone a little while so I could come visit and help here. Plus I am getting my own place today. Satphire had to tell me that's the earning from the restaurant for me to use it. I thought it was you sending the cards over haha silly right? why would you send me money?

Johny: Am happy for you.

Carla: Thank you buddy. See ya'll later. Oh your waitress will not take a break tomorrow. I'll be here tomorrow anyways. See you later.

I made a portal and send myself to my mom house. Dam it, it was 12 already. I called Darel we were in spring break so I know he wasn't doing much.

Darel: Hey

Carla: You sound desipointed

Darel: A little I was trying to show you this new place last night.

Carla: You could show me tonight. Where are you?

Darel: At the 72 hr gym

Carla: Am close I'll swing by, maybe we can get some lunch?

Darel: Let's see if you show up

Carla: Don't be like that am coming.

When ever my heart was back inside my chest I could get the telepathic communications, Ever since separating my heart from my body it's like it got an mind of it's own, I had to keep persuading it. I've been putting my heart back for Darel because I did like him but my heart was not agreeing with me. I figured time will help that.

I Decided to take off the flats and put on some high top sneakers. The gym was not that far from my mom house. I decided to go downstair to head out. What do you know my auntie purity is here. I told Granpa I didn't like her. She was so judgemental.

Purity: I have told your parent what you have been up too.

Carla: I don't see how that is your business?

Purity: As my niece it is.

Carla: What exactly did you say?

My mom was holding my Dad crying

Mom: Have you been using some sort of spell to lock up your heart

She said in tears

Carla: Yeah

Purity: You are tying your soul you insolent girl. If you keep doing that, squeezing your heart to make it fit a box with chains You will kill yourself or worst You'll be living without a soul. Luciffer will be your bridge. You don't want that.

Carla: The box...

Mom: Promise me you'll stop!

She didn't even let me finish. They are triping for no reason.

Carla: Would you prefer me sad?

Mom: Carla! It's not up for debate. Give me my book.

Carla: It's under my bed upstairs

Purity: Let me see.

She touch my forehead.

Purity: Where is your heart?

Carla: I didn't invite you In!

Purity: Dont sound stupid, it's beneath you Am a Goddess I go where I please.

Carla: In my chest.

She remove the chains with my lock which took me three days to make. I had to sing that stupid chant the whole three days.

She made this shield over my heart to prevent me from moving it again. She was soo annoying.

She remove the bandage around my heart.

Carla: What are you doing it's going to bleed to death.

Purity: You have to remove the bandages for it to heal properly.

Carla: You didn't have to tell my parents.

Purity: Didn't I Carla brown? I don't know why my father is so proud of you. You do the most stupidest things. If I didn't say anything you would died in a week. Do you want death that much?

I look at her but I couldn't say anything I was growing weak by the days I could feel it.. I blame it on Lady universe stripping me from my powers but I knew I must of screwed up the spell. The emotions was coming soo strong After what she did. I was crying, I was soo pist. Ever since my Grandfather introduced us to her, When we got back on earth. I could tell I was going to hate her.

Carla: I'm meeting with Darel. Your coming to keep these emotions from overwhelming me

Purity: You will deal with it. I didn't my part.

When she finish cleaning up she got out of my mind. Now I was left in the same state again. Watching my son Die. Feeling what I felt for Johny.

Carla: You guys are soo cruel

I said barging out the house.

I got in my car and drove to Darel

Feeling like crap. On One side I want to see Darel but the other side, I imagine How must johny be taking this. I told him last night. He probably think I no longer care about him. I care soo much. I hate Purity for this. Darel was soo fine. I don't want to think about Johny when am with him. Ugh here goes nothing. I decided to park to get out the car. I walked inside he was way in the back Doing some waves with the ropes. Man something about his work out was soo sexy.

Darel: I was going to call you to tell you am leaving.

He said without even looking up.

Carla: Sorry am late.

I said with my hands behind my back kicking the floor.

Darel: I like your sneakers

He said putting the rope down.

He came over and kissed me grabing my butt. This was our first kiss. His lips was so full and juicy.

I've heard that black guys could make love with their mouth, I know they can now.

Darel: Let me take a quick shower I'll be right back.

The gym had their own showers and Sonas. It was my first time being in here. I walked over to get myself a smoothie. The passion fruit flavor had me curious

Darel: Watchu getting smoothies?

He was walking to me wearing a white shirt with some fade out jeans Matching with his timberland boots. Why was he soo attractive?

Darel: Hey

Carla: Oh um yeah smoothies. Do you want one?

Darel: Naw am good.

Carla: How much?

Darel: Naw I got it.

Carla: You don't have too

Darel: I know that. Let's go.

He said grabbing my waist walking behind me. I could feel his manhood rubing behind my pants. Oh Good lord this boy. Both his parents was lawyers he came to the school to be a lawyer. He pledge because his dad pledged. He didn't really get into trouble like the frat boys, he only went to mandatory meetings.

Darel: Your phone is going off.

Carla: Oh um hold on. Shoot is the condo guy

Darel: You gotta go already?

Carla: Yeah, sorry I put down on this place I really hope I get it. It's a two bedroom.

He was walking closer to me. taking advantage of my nervousness.

I never realized how long it's been. since I got some, he was doing things that normally would not be attractive. Like the way he would lick his lip to moisturize it. I know his use to doing it so he don't even notice it. But I did it.

Darel: Carla?

Carla: Sorry um yes

Darel: You zone out too much.

Carla: Right.

I was putting my phone in the car steping in until he gave me a suggestion.

Darel: How about I go with you?

I'll drive, then we will get some lunch.

Carla: What do I do with my car?

Darel: Leave it here it won't get towed.

Carla: Haha okay it's the least I can do for last night.

Darel: Right

I grab my phone and keys; followed him to his car. His car looks brand new. It was a jeep wrangler. It's color was orange but that classic orange.

Darel: Get in.

Carla: Okay.

I program the address in his GPS. The whole time his hands was right by my knees.

Darel: Have you thought about where you want to eat?

Carla: No not yet. You can pick am not picky

Darel: Okay

We got to my potential new place.

It was Royal blue and white fully furnished, Two bedroom two bath. the kitchen was huge. The floor was

Firenze Carrara Polished Marble tile. Soo beautiful.

Darel: Nice place

Carla: Yeah I know

We met the guy inside the place. He had some paper work for me to sign and to pick up the check.

The place was for 145k but he let it go for 100k because I was paying cash. Keeping the banks out of it. Worked well for me. I sign the papers and hand him his check, he had me some paper work as well and my keys. I was soo over joy. He told me that's the property information and the transitioning of owners. I did not care what he was saying all that registered is that this place is mine!

Darel: I like the royal blue furnitures it compliments the exterior design.

Carla: Haha I can't belive I own my first home.

The guy who sold me the house left After a firm hand shake.

I was checking the bathrooms and rooms, they just build these houses. I was soo happy. I should of seen Darel looking at me with those hungry eyes as I felt the bed. The bed was soo soft. I loved it. He slowly walked over, Turned me around and started kissing me, his hands was all over my body. I didn't get a second to breathe. "Oh God it's only been a month since we been seing each other" I didn't even know who we were to each other. I was trying to grab his large firmed back to pull him off a little but dam this boy was such a good kisser.

Carla: Um you should feed me.

I said in between kisses.

He laughed and backed up. I could see his print through his basketball shorts. Oh Good God I had urgess

Darel: Yeah, I guess I should huh?

Come on.

He said pulling me up and kissing my neck. Johny use to kiss my neck. " Uh uh we are not thinking about Johny today we are only focusing on Darel" am not gone lie, When he was on top of me I could feel he was ready to go. I wanted to find someone I could spend my life with I don't want to rush into anything.

Darel: I know the perfect spot.

Carla: Yeah?

I smiled as I locked the door. On

The way there he was hyping the place up. When we got there it was this normal cafee. They sell hot dogs, patties, along with hamburgers.

He led me to a empty table. The cashier came to get our order

Cashier: Wow Darel

Darel: This is Angie

Cashier: His fling it seems. Are you his girlfriend?

Carla: Um

Darel: Can we order in peace.

Cashier: Fine, what do you want?

This is very unpleasant.

Cashier: And you?

Carla: I'll have a burger and fries with lime soda please.

Cashier: I hope you know his a dog.

She angrily walked away.

As if it wasn't enough for the waitress to be rude. His boys was making their way over.

Robert: Yoooo

Darel: Yoo.

Ashley: Who is she?

Darel: Carla this is Ashley

Carla: Um hi

Ashley: I dont care who you are, Why are you with my man?

Darel: I am not your man Ashley.

Ashley: This is so typical of you.

Carla: Oh wow.

Ashley: Just cause I didn't come when you text "Your horny" you got a new person?

Sohphie: Stop it. Am Sophie don't mind her, She hasn't gotten over him.

Ashley: We always do this.

This blonde hair blue eye girl started crying and I panic. Am not sure why but the three buff guys and the Chinese girl had to take her outside. Darel didn't have no care in the world. He just kept tasting his bread.

Carla: Um Am going to go thanks for lunch.

Darel: You didn't even eat.

Carla: Right, but I have this thing with my mother can you dropt me by my car please and thank you.

Darel: Sure

He dropt me off I grab my phone and my paper work.

I got in my car drove home. Then I telleport over to instalaxia .

Satphire: Hey you are here

Carla: Yeah, I just had the weirdest date.

Satphire: Yeah

I was in her room she was changing diapers. The Leopards seems to grow fast. They were getting into trouble making her highly aggrevated. I told her about Darel and the girls.

Satphire: Sounds like you got your first player. You should ask cleon he knows alot about them. She walked over to the front yard and sat on a Old couch, Watching cleon roll on the ground with the babies.

Satphire: How do I not get mad when I just bathe them?

Carla: Let them have this.

Her stomach haven't fully went down yet but it was getting flatter by the weeks. Cleon haven't left her side since the babies. He hired a general manager at his restaurant just to spend some time at home. It was only 1pm here am sure Johny Was at the palace.

Carla: Cleon

Cleon: Yeah am coming. Hey Leona don't bit phire.

He said walking over pointing at Leona

Carla: I want to explain a date I had can you just tell me a little of what happend

Cleon: I could try.

I explain the date he just smiled and said.

Cleon: Seems like he just bless them and diss them. Did he try to..

Carla: Before Yeah, it got pretty heated but we didn't do anything.

Cleon: I can't say players can't change but that's if they want out the game, if he ain't giving no tittle just cut the time you spend with him cause I had ways to.. um.. just limit the time you spend with him. So you don't become a victim.

Carla: Okay

He Turned to see Satphire giving him dagger eyes. I said "thank you" As I headed to my house to change

Satphire: Sis you went like that?

Carla: Yeah why it looks bad?

Satphire: That ass though

Her and cleon laugh I swear sometime she concerns me.

I went to bathe then change. I leave clothes everywhere just incase I needed to change. Thank God I do.

I decided to take a quick nap for my shift later on.

##Johny##

She Probably letting him hit right now. Man the way her booty bounce you back. I had to focus on work today. She said she coming through So ima give her some space. Say limited things to her. Short answers. I should of never agreed to this. I have to keep my word until Satphire return.

The night fastly approached. I got myself ready. I flew to the restaurant. She was already there getting things set up. At least now she dress more appropriate.

Johny: Hey

Carla: Hey

I decided to go help Octo, He was pealing potatoes

Octo: Why you hiding from her?

Johny: Just peal your potatoes

He smiled and continued to peel the potatoes.

She open the door to let every one in. I was begging for a way out until I seen Squirelet Niece. I thought "perfect."

I got from behind the bar and walked over to where she was sitting at with her friends. She was wearing black leather pants with a white blouse. I took of the apron and went over to where she was sitting with her squirel friends.

Johny: Hey

Squirelet Niece: Hey, I didn't know you come here too

Johny: Yeah.

##Carla##

I know this day would come, the day he would find another to make him smile again, make him love again, Maybe thats who he wanted. If I really do love him I would understand and let him go. I should watch him smile for someone else so my foolish heart could understand his not mine anymore, She had to learn to let go, To stop wishing he would admirer her again, I wasn't allowed to love him anymore. To make sure my heart get it I will be his waitress

Gazella: You want me for that table.

Carla: I got it

Gazella: You sure

Carla: Yup. I took a notebook and head over.

##Johny#'

Good it's her table.

Carla: Hey my name C what will your table be having?

Squirelet Niece: It's just me and him, can you find my friends another table.

She noded and smile as she lift the ladies to sit them In another table.

Squirelet Niece: I thought you wasn't interested. Guess you were just busy as you say.

Johny: Yeah, being king is hard work. Can you keep the king thing under wrap am on official dutty here. Ummm

Squirella: Squirella! I understand

Carla: What would you like?

Squirella: Shots

Did this girl just grab my leg. Woah she's going too fast.

Carla: Of course right away.

The way I move back I hit the table with my knees, it looks like am getting a hand job under here. Dam it! Why do things always backfires for me

Carla: Yes of course. Right away.

She walked away to the bar. I relaxed maybe she didn't see it. Who am I kidding she don't care about me? why would I care about what goes on in her mind?

##carla##

The oxygen was getting sucked out of my lungs. I can't do it. Especially if my heart is in control again.

I needed my heart to see it. I got to the back of the restaurant where I seen whalla and Gazella smoking that one time. I couldn't breathe. It was hard to watch but I had too. Soo my heart could see His not mine anymore. He don't love me anymore, I doubt he ever did. He has moved on. I could hear him in my memories. Saying "how much he missed me when I wasn't there, How much he would want to spend every waken moment with me if he could." Was that a lie? I was forgotten so easily, Sure I was trying to date Darel but my heart never forget what we said to each other "always and forever" We promised one another. I can't look at him not when my heart was shattering. These days forever ends too fast.

I portaled to Satphire house

Satphire: Hey wats wrong?

She was laying there on the porch with cleon they were on the red old couch, he put his head on her lap as she scratches it for him. I wanted what they had soo much. But I don't think I'll ever be soo lucky.

Carla: I love you soo much

Satphire: Yeah I know that.

Carla: I tried, but I can't come back here.

Satphire: What happened?

Carla: He was getting a hand job under the table I was serving. I ..

I couldn't stop crying am sure my heart burst

Satphire: Oh poor baby.

Carla: You could visit me. I'll unlocked the connection but I won't come back here. I don't feel whole here. All that happend here is pain and more pain. I came back here for you. That was a mistake.

I Portaled back to earth. I just wanted to stay in bed for the remainder of my days.

##Johny##

Squirella: Do you want to know something.

Johny: Sure

She looked like she had too much to drink.

Squirella: I've been getting my whole bigger so I could assure you satisfaction.

Johny: Is that right?

I turn around to see if Carla was still here.

Earl: Hey sorry am late.

I took the opportunity to get out from her. Why did he apologize? Haha this is not a place where his expected to show up.. Her hands was climbing up.

Johny: Nice seeing you again Squirella. Duties calls?

Earl: Frankie and his gambling problems

Frankie: You the one that lost.

Earl: I want my 5 star coins back

These old man were complaining because of 5 star coins. I walked over there asking what will you have.

Frankie: Where is your girl?

Johny: Not sure? she was just here.

Frankie: Let me get a veggies burger

Earl: We switching it up today?

Frankie: Yeah

Earl: Oh ok I got you.

Johny: Haha yall funy

Earl: Let me get the usual

Frankie: You surpose to pick something else.

Earl: Baby steps. I said it in a different way.

He whispered. I just shook my head. They need to leave that old man alone. His never going to change his order

##Carla##

I had several text and miss call from Darel. I didn't go with my phone.

Blue: So mom!

Carla: Yeah baby

Blue: I ask Granma, Granma Say you didn't ask for me when I was gone.

Carla: Oh wow am hurt.

I know you was over at my mom side of the family with Jack

Blue: Oh. Okay I got mad for no reason.

I don't why but he was soo cute. The way He frown his feathers. I giggled and tap my shoulders for him to jump on.

Carla: Momy is under the weather today. But tomorrow Will you help me move to our new place?

Blue: Yup I want to move all the heavy stuff. Granma said am the bird of the house now since you got a new place, leave the heavy stuff to me

Carla: Sure baby.

He flew out of my room As I lay back on my bed Hoping to never wake up.