Sorrows of the heart.

Satphire

I woke up to so much commotion. It shocked me to see my dad picked the snowy mountain as well.

Dad: How was last night?

Satphire: It was okay

Dad: Did he say anything specific?

Elder Dragon: Leave the girl alone. You're not picking fruits this morning?

Satphire: No, I don't feel too good.

Dad: This is no time to be sick.

Satphire: Sorry Dad

I said with a hoarse voice. He left and called for the best doctors to cure me right away.

Satphire: Grandpa, why the big commotion? Seems like the bears are throwing a party?

Elder dragon: Yes, there is this big parade for general Cleon. He did such a good job on the mission he's being promoted to be a royal in his kingdom.

Satphire: Prince Cleon, huh? I'll never get used to that.

When the doctors arrive with my dad, they did every test. Carla Did not tell me about this part. Their diagnosis was exhaustion.

Dad: Fine. Get your rest.

"Yes,"

Now people can finally leave me alone. For the rest of the day, my dad had everyone prepared my meals, went fruit picking. Realistically, that's how it is supposed to be since I'm a princess, but I enjoy doing things on my own. Hours passed caught me dosing off until I heard the unexpected voice.

Jeremy: Excuse me, can you tell me where I could find Princess Satphire?

He was wearing this beige collar princely attire, gold chains connected to his shoulders. My sister, of course, showed him to me. Idiots!

Dad: Quickly try to sit up, child.

Jeremy: Good day

My dad gently bowed

Dad: Good day.

Jeremy: Are you the father of Satphire?

"No, Jeremy, what are you doing?"

Dad: Yes

Jeremy: With your permission I would like to make your daughter my queen?

Dad: It would be my honor

He walked over to me.

"I'm going to kill him,"

I kept repeating to myself. This staying home bite me in the ass. He leans down on one knee. My sisters were all blushing, saying,

"That is so romantic,"

Those simpletons.

Jeremy: I have loved you since the first moment I laid eyes on you back at the yogurt Stand.

He said, choking on his words. His very emotional.

Jeremy: Please let me be the man you choose to wake up to every morning, who kisses and takes care of you when you are sick. Bless me with your years and the opportunity to watch our kids grow. I will protect and love you with every part of me. Satphire don't say no. We got great conversation, and your smile, man your smile, engulfs my mind. When I saw you at the yogurt stand, I said my "I do's" in my heart. Now I need you to give me a chance to prove that to you.

I cried; Not because I was sad, but because here is this person willing to give me everything I've ever asked for. Yet I feel this scorn of sorrow buried in my heart, because his not Cleon.

Satphire: I don't love you.

My dad almost snatched my tail back, but Jeremy's facial expression never changed. He got up from the ground and sat next to me smiling as love reflect in his eyes.

Jeremy: I love your honest nature. I traveled from my kingdom to yours all to find you. It's ok if you don't love me yet, promise me you will try. I Don't doubt you will love me if you open your heart to me.

His word stunned me.

Dad: I swear, say something else stupid.

I smiled and shook my head

"yes."

He grabbed my waist, lifting me up, screaming,

"She said yes!!"

Jeremy returned to the castle with me. To have the royal physician look at me. My dad completely agreed. He places me on his horse and gallop to the castle. It felt like I was cheating somehow. It's no denying that Cleon has no feelings for me, but my heart still felt tied to his somehow.

Jeremy: What did they diagnose you with?

Satphire: Exhaustion.

Jeremy: Ok.

We walked into the main room where it seems like a grand dinner with just Royals. Every royal in the kingdom was there, even Cleon now.

Jeremy: May I have your attention, please?

I gave Carla a

"I hate you"

stare. She giggled because she understood why I did that. Everyone looked at my fiance as he outer the most painful words I will ever hear.

Jeremy: I would like to introduce you to my future wife.

Everyone stood still. Jeremy kept staring at me and smiling. Then Cleon broke the silence by standing up and raising his glass, saying.

Cleon: Congratulations Princess, we are all happy for you.

Satphire: Thank you, As I you. Congrats, my prince.

I gently bowed to his ungenuine smile. He has never smiled without his eyes before. Everyone followed, placing their cups of champagne in the air.

Cleon: Well, I have business to attend to. I can't sit around and get fat like you, Gerald.

Speaking to the cow.

Gerald: That's not funny, you know am big boned

Cleon: Keep telling yourself that.

He said, backing out of his chair, heading out.

Satphire: Oh, prince Cleon?

He stop but didn't turn around from the direction of the door.

Cleon: Yes, princess?

Satphire: Since tonight is my last night in town.

Cleon: Yes?

Satphire: I was wondering if me and Jeremy could come to one of your establishment tonight if you're not too full?

Cleon: My establishment is no place for a future queen.

The room got so cold as if he was scolding me for something. Jeremy notices my unhappiness.

Jeremy: Nonsense, prepare us a table. We will stop by tonight.

He smiled genuinely at me. I smiled my thanks.

Carla: We will also come along.

Johnny: We will? Oh, I mean, of course we will.

Knowing Carla, she probably kicked him under the table.

Cleon: Very well sires consider it done.

Exiting the dining room.

Jeremy: Let's get you checked in, love.

I nodded

"okay."

As he brought me to the royal physician, also known as the perverted Doctor

Doctors: Please leave young man so I can work.

Jeremy agreed and left. He put me in this bubble. Then popped it in two seconds.

Doctors: You're not sick. The worst you suffer is a broken heart.

Satphire: Um

Doctors: Sigh, you guys and your dutiful heart. Hurt yourselves just to please others. I will never understand it.

I exit out the door. Jeremy was there waiting.

Satphire: Did you wait for me?

Jeremy: Of course.

He was the perfect gentleman

Jeremy: Do you want to stay in my room tonight or do you want to get your own?

Satphire: Oh um

Jeremy: I Promise not to engage in anything before we are properly wed.

I shook my head

"Yes."

I went to his room with him. He ring the bell and some servants came ready to assist.

Jeremy: I want my soon to be wife to be the most beautiful girl in the establishment tonight. In my suitcase are some jewels. Please help her get ready.

They Nodded yes, sire.

Carla

Johnny: Why are we going?

Carla: Because Satphire is trying to say goodbye, but your stupid friend doesn't get that. What was that about "we all are happy for you?"

Johnny: Maybe he is genuinely happy for her?

Carla: Lies.

Johnny: Baby

Carla: What?

Johnny: I'm feeling a lot better. Can't we stay in?

He said while tracing my back with his fingers.

Carla: I'm done. Let's go.

Johnny: Ugh!

His bandages were off now. He was moving a little more freely, but he still had to take it slow, the doctor said. Our birds took our parent of our hands to be their guide. While I stay with my husband.

Johnny: Let's go, I'm not changing.

Carla: T-shirt and sweats?

Johnny: Yup

Carla: With socks and saddles?

Johnny: That's right.

Carla: Haha okay babe let's just go.

The royal carriage waited for us outside. Satphire looks breath taking. She had on a beautiful dark dress with silver design. They designed her hair with beautiful jewelry, complimenting everything about the outfit. She change her hair color again to black and silver tips. She wore long gloves matching the silver outline of the dress. It looked extremely expensive, absolutely gorgeous.

Satphire: Maybe I should not go.

Carla: I drag Johnny Out of bed. We are going.

She smiled and got into the carriage.

Satphire

I feel so expensive, maybe it was too much for dinner

Satphire: You don't think it's too much, Jeremy?

Jeremy: Most definitely not. This is how a queen is expected to dress every day, my love.

Looking at Johny clothing, he really didn't want to come. His so rebellious knowing his going to do whatever Carla asks, anyway. When we arrive, we see the place was definitely busy. Cleon had some of his clan working the tables and bartending.

Cleon: Welcome! I have saved a table for 4 right over here. Follow me.

He wore a black and white suit with white shoes.

Cleon: Here we are. The waiters will be with you in a minute.

The whole time he was talking, he showed no eye contact with me.

Jeremy: Do you have a menu, kind sir?

Cleon: Of course.

He looked at the waiter, and the waiter rushed over, understanding his gaze.

Waiter: I will be your waiter for the whole evening. Anything you need, I will supply.

He looked frighten maybe it's because Jeremy was here. They were slaves to him before.

Satphire: Don't be afraid. Jeremy and I recognize you as equals. Plus, now you have your own prince.

I smile, calming his uneasiness

Waiter: Yes, that is good news

Johnny

Cleon was not keeping his poker face on. My boy was falling through the cracks. I saw him sitting down, wiping cups by the bar. I went over and sit with him a while.

Johnny: Hey bud

Cleon: Oh, hey man, what's going on?

Johnny: You good?

Cleon: I'm always good. You did not want to come out, huh?

Johnny: Hell naw, I wanted to… You know, get into some things.

Cleon: Haven't you been doing that since she came?

Johnny: Naw, she just kept telling me to rest listening to that stupid doctor.

Cleon: Haha sounds like a wife to me.

Johnny: You thinking about having a wife soon?

Cleon: I got a couple of options in the clan. My mom is really hoping for this one girl. She is cute and all, but I don't know; you know.

"Hmm, what? It's not like him not to know,"

I thought.

Johnny: Well, you being a free man and all; I know you been swinging out here.

Cleon: haha haha broooo but naw, I haven't been with anyone since I came back. Not really in the mood.

Johnny: Boy, who can't go 4 hours without rubbing on something. Haha no! When was the last time?

Cleon: Back on earth.

Johnny: You better not say Satphire

He started laughing uncontrollably

Cleon: Brooooo, go to your wife, man.

Johnny: Naw, dude over there, I don't like dude.

Cleon: You don't like dude.

He started laughing some more.

Jeremy: Hey um I wanted to ask you something.

He said, approaching the bar.

Cleon: Sure, go head.

Jeremy: Satphire told me she had sex before

I thought

"Ohh lord guy, don't do it."

Jeremy: She mentions you were her only.

Cleon arrange the glasses he was cleaning, picking up another set to clean. Low key, I'm happy I came.

Cleon: What about it?

He said, sounding like no big deal.

Jeremy: I wanted to ask, Is there any specific way she prefers having, Um, you know...

This guy had to be made of stones. Man, I can't! Read the room, guy! Read the room!

Johnny: That's tough.

I couldn't hold it back anymore. That dumb founded look on Cleon's face while trying to figure out if the Crown prince was really serious or pulling his leg. Until the crown prince becomes the king, both had the same status. I am looking at this crown prince and he sure was serious. Haha.

Satphire

Why is Johnny laughing so hard over there? I couldn't tell who he was laughing at, Cleon or Jeremy. He just kept looking at both of them, crying out in laughter. Johnny kept hitting his hands on the table, chanting,

"He can't breathe."

Yet continued to laugh

Carla: I'm glad the boys were having a pleasant time.

Carla

This younger leopard came to sit with us. Introducing herself at Asm

Asm: Are you princess Satphire?

Satphire: Yeah

Asm: I will be Cleon's wife. I had some questions, if you don't mind. It's been said you and he did a lot of missions together.

Satphire: Cleon's new wife, huh?

Asm: Yes.

Satphire: Um, what do you want to know?

Asm: I have heard of his partners and I wanted to know have any of them told you how he was in bed? I know marital sex is important. I just didn't want to disappoint him. Any tips you could give me?

Did she just? No? I was fighting back my laughter as I watch this young female expressing her fear to another woman who loves the same man.

Satphire: Hmmm Please excuse me.

Satphire

I got up, trying to use the bathroom. I couldn't breathe.

Jeremy: Are you okay?

Satphire: Just fine. Prince Cleon, where is your bathroom?

Cleon: Straight to the back.

I dashed to the bathroom, trying not to die from suffocation. After I got myself together, it surprised me to see Cleon Standing by the bathroom.

Cleon: Are you okay?

Satphire: Yes, thank you. Oh, and congrats on your engagement, The fact that she is asking questions in order to not disappoint you in bed makes me confident she is everything you want. She will give you strong kids.

In the middle of congratulating him, he walked away from me saying

"I know nothing"

I followed him to the dining area.

Carla: The waiter finally came back with our food.

It looked delicious.

Satphire: What of Future wife?

I ask Carla; The boys did not know what we were talking about.

Carla: I Told her to pick her time wisely, right now wasn't the time or place.

Satphire: Thank you.

We ate. No one really spoke. Maybe cause no one had anything to say. After we were done. We paid than left.

Jeremy: Are you cold?

Satphire: That's funny right?

Jeremy: Oh yes haha I see now, you being a dragon and all.

He did this little nerdy laugh, which caused Johnny's stupid self to laugh too, but why so hard? We got to the palace. It's the first time I'm sleeping in the same room with someone other than Cleon. We got to his room. The servants had my robe and his ready on the bed.

Jeremy: You can shower. I will wait for you to return. I will shower after you.

Satphire: Thank you for the courtesy.

I went to the bathroom, bathe and walked back into the room with a robe on, not wanting to be naked in front of this guy. As he went to bathe, I sat on the bed. While waiting, I fell asleep.

Johnny

Johnny: Baby, did you know that Jeremy guy asked Cleon about how he pleasures Satphire

Carla: You lying so was this young leopard.

I started laughing again. They are so funny, man.

Carla: What did Cleon say?

Johnny: Nothing, he kept staring at the guy...

Carla: Satphire excuse herself.

I took a shower before I went to the restaurant. I jumped into bed. My beautiful wife was brushing her hair in the bathroom, changing to come to bed.

Carla: Why are you looking at me like that?

She said as she lay down on the bed beside me. I leaned in and kiss her. She kisses me back. I love her so much. I got on top; She opened her legs to better receive me. Is the way she reads my mind when we were in this space. She wraps her arm around my neck.

Johnny: Don't you want me to use my mouth? I know how you love that, to help you get ready.

Carla: Since I saw you, I've been ready. Do to me as you will, just don't hurt yourself, okay?

Johnny: Carla

I moan. She is my forever. I lift her bottom in order for her to take all of me. Inches staying out wasn't the plan tonight. She accepts me and all my inches. I love it when she bites her lips as I kept inserting her. Grabbing the pillows and covers. Unable to say a thing. I wanted to feel all of her, so I embed my soul inside hers.

Johnny: I want to see you from the back. But don't let me slip out.

I said, as I playfully bite her lips. She kept sweating, but she nodded. I grab her waist and help her turn.

She cursed a lot every time I went deep into her. I got to remember she has to climax at least 3 times before I do. Watching her doing me back with her breast bouncing everywhere, persuade me to grab her breast and pull her closer to me. She gets so wet enjoying every part of me.

Her scent fills my entire room as she cums repeatedly. She makes every part of me curl. Making Love to her sometimes feels like a sin. She's so innocent in my eyes. I finally couldn't hold it back anymore. I think of everything other than what we were doing So I could ensure her satisfaction. For the rest of my life, she's who I want. I exploded so much and she loved it.

Carla: What?

Johnny: Nothing

I said, smiling.

Carla: Babe, did you cum in me?

Johnny: Sorry I couldn't hold it.

She smiled at me. My entire world feels loved. Thought she would be mad. She just got up and went to wash herself. I love how clean she was.

Carla: Come here.

She said, coming out of the bathroom after washing herself. I scoot over and laid my head on her lap on the bed. While she strokes my hair. I wonder if God feels like this?

Satphire

I woke up to Jeremy just staring at me.

Jeremy: You even look beautiful as you sleep.

Satphire: Thank you.

The sunrise got me upset. Today is the day I realized and accept Cleon didn't want me. Jeremy, I'm trying to focus on you but it's hard.

Jeremy: You're crying

Satphire: It's fine. I almost got rape by this teacher. I had exhausted my powers. It still weights on my mind sometimes.

I said, trying to hide the real reason. He looked at me with such pity eyes. Him being so close bothered me. I got up with my robe on and went to take a shower.

Jeremy: I know you're putting your under garment in the bathroom. Do you need me to step out?

Satphire: Please.

I couldn't stand knowing he would see me naked. He step outside. I got fully dress, wearing nothing fancy. Turning my hair naturally white.

Jeremy: You look beautiful as always.

I smiled my thanks. As we made our way to the carriage, I wanted to say goodbye to my folks before going to his kingdom. Cleon and the other knight were waiting on us.

Cleon: Morning.

Satphire: Morning

Jeremy: Morning

We hop in the carriage. Cleon rode his green horse. I remember when we picked out the horses together.

Satphire: Sir Cleon, can you look after my horse while I am away?

Cleon: That's no problem, future queen.

Satphire: I wouldn't be able to bring him right, sir Jeremy?

Jeremy: Sir Jeremy? After we spend the night together. You may call me husband or Jeremy.

What's gotten over this boy? What was he insinuating?

Satphire: Stop

Jeremy: May I kiss you? I just need to feel your lips on mine. Oh Satphire.

He moaned. Looking out the window, Cleon clenched his fist. I would not be Noone stepping tool.

Satphire: Yes, I fell asleep in your room, but nothing happened. I don't appreciate your spreading presumptions about me.

Cleon smirked. I don't know what was going on with these two, but I'm not going to get my name dirty. At least Cleon keeps his mouth close but this guy.

Jeremy: I apologize, my queen.

Cleon galloped in front. I got out of the carriage. My Dad was tearing up.

Dad: I will be there for your wedding tonight.

Satphire: My wedding is tonight?

Jeremy: I hope you forgive me. I just couldn't wait any longer for us to be one.

Wait, he did all this just to get some? This guy!

Cleon: We must get her royal belongings.

Cleon was okay with this? Oh, Cleon, you don't care, not even a little? Was I the only one who felt when your body gave in to mine? When your Budy would twitch as you insert me. The way you let me scratch your back when we would spend the night talking, How I would put my hands on your collar to steal your warmth, the night you chase me around the house to get your food back. You glowed for me?

I somehow let myself believe you loved me, too. Maybe it's how you touch me. I thought I.. I swore I.. I prayed I..I subconsciously reached out and touch Cleon's face. Tears rolling down my face.

Satphire: I'm sorry I fell short.

I walked to my sisters to get my stuff. Having him carry my stuff would be too painful.