Life goes on

##Johny##

These meetings are getting on my nerves it's been 2 months since Carla went to earth. 8 month on earth. These kingly meeting are so tiring.

Porcupine: Are you listening your highness?

Johny: Yes, The new weapon put them in one of the rooms

Porcupine: See you not listening. General C would Litsen. I ask what weapon should we make?

Johny: Sorry, I don't know.

I had a half a mind to say I don't care.

Squirelet: We are greatful for the nuts that um

Johny: Its okay to say Carla

Squirelet: Carla helped alot. The land is now fruitful. We won the war; gained alliance with the Devil kingdom.

Cleon: For route 2434 Carla and I was in charge of that place

Johny: What's the status?

Cleon: We brought their tax back down to 10 percent

Johny: Great! meeting over if there

is nothing else?

They bowed as they exit the room

Cleon: Hey soo are you gone be there for the birth of the babies

Johny: Yeah I'll be there

I said in a settle tone

Cleon: You okay man?

I wish He would stop asking me that. Clearly am fine.

Cleon: Since Bae going to bed rest until the babies comes, I got to hire someone for the night club

Johny: No worries I got it.

Cleon: You got too much on your plate as it is.

Johny: My nights are free

Cleon: Alright come by tonight for Bae to show you the ropes.

Johny: No sweat

##Satphire##

These contraction hurts but it's too far apart. Sitting in water don't help as much as I had hoped

I haven't spoken to Carla for 2 month now. Everytime I try calling her telepathically it's like their is a block. I miss my friend one could only wonder what shes been up too these past few months.

Cleon: How is everything.

Stupid question, Do it looks like everything is going great am sitting in this bathtub full of water in my room, or for them to tell me to lay in bed.

Satphire: Yes, baby am fine. Did you Hire some help?

I said through grinded teeth

Cleon: Johny said he will do it

Satphire: Hmm

Cleon: Are you okay?

Satphire: Contractions, Help me lay down please

Cleon: Okay

I love him but who knew pregnancy was soo hurtful. Making a baby is fun having a baby is...

##Johny##

Squirelet: Hello my king, enjoying lunch in the garden again

Johny: Yes, that's the only place I could get some peace and quiet.

Squirelet: I'll leave you too it.

She bowed and left. Everyone got someone they want me to meet lately, I could rule this kingdom without a queen. I don't need one I rather just be by myself. All I bring people is pain maybe it's a good thing if I don't love anyone. Royal Doctor comes out the back door to the garden looking like his hiding from someone

Doctor: Oh um hello my king

Johny: Hi

Doctor: Have a good day

Johny: Wait, what are you doing?

Doctor: Your friend is bothering me to keep visiting his wife when I tell him she has 2 more days before the babies are ready to come out.

Johny: I see, Proceed

Doctor: Your highness

This little fairy was funy, he can take the form of a human but he still looked creepy with his white beard hitting his chest, always wearing green why was that? Jumping in and out of bushes making him more noticeable to the naked eye. Ridiculous.

Cleon: Hey have you seen Perverted Doctor?

Johny: Yeah

Cleon: Where?

He ask telepathically. Now I've got two choices. Let this Doctor keep his peace of mind, one he is trying desperately to keep or tell my best friend his location?

Johny: His in the garden hiding in the bushes.

Cleon: Thank you

He said hanging up the telepathic call

I got up, I had a meeting with my Dad today. Him and my mom have this mansion build just far east of the Kingdom. I figured it was time to see them. We meet once a week. When I got there they're was servants laying a red carpet infront of me. I smirked because that's soo like my mother.

Laurie: My son

Johny: Hi mom

Bob: You look good

Johny: Thanks dad. How is the retirement life

Bob: We get to enjoy each other more. We take long walk, stress free. How is rulling?

Johny: Oh you know, Stressing, making sure am 10 step ahead so my people never need anything.

Bob: Thats good, if your not stress you are not rulling right

He smiled

Johny: So this lunch?

Bob: Right to the point my king

Johny: I've got work am sorry.

Bob: Lies, I know you make sure next week's schedule is done already all you have is time.

Laurie: Do you miss her?

Bob: She's not even mine and I miss her ridiculous self. She would get herself in the most stupidest situations innocently too.

My parents started laughing at the memories of Carla. I was tired of everyone reminding me that I let a good one go. Am sure there are other good one in the sea.

Bob: You are a very stupid boy. Why would you mention "dethrone" that morning?

Laurie: All she wanted was time to find herself, what's 4 years to us?

Bob: Now you would be travelling from here to earth. If you manage to slip one or two kids in her so what?

Laurie: Or he could just wait Bob

Mom said with a frown.

Johny: Lunch is always fun with you guys. See you later

I flew back to the castle. I seen Squirelet and her niece "Here we go" I thought

Squirelet: Hello again king have you met my niece?

Johny: No, I don't believe I've had the pleasure

Squirelet: She would be a great addition to you my king.

Johny: Am sure she would

I said while kissing the back of her hands. It's always the same thing. They would giggle and give me back a compliment, ask to see me later, I would say am busy but I'll try. And I'll stay in bed for the remainder of the day

Squirelet Niece: Thank you my king. If you are not too busy we can maybe take a walk by the garden?

Johny: I am really busy but for you I'll try.

She bowed then left.

##Satphire##

Ugh I have to get out this bed. The doctor said for me to walk but it soo hard. "Satphire come on we need these babies out! today!" I told myself

I got up, putting one feet infront of the other. I had people in my tribe come give me different herbs to hurry the process but nothing is working.

##Carla##

School was taking my entire time. if it wasn't school it was studying. I didn't mind learning I loved it. But I beraly had any time to myself lately. My mom been calling me nonstop checking up on me. I don't have the universe power anymore, I believe it was for the best. My teachers was pretty cool. Lately I had one schedule.

-Get up from dorm room.

-Feed blue, his still soo small I feel like he should be grown now. He definitely gave me a scare back at the Battlefield. The poison is almost absolute.

- go to class

-Get lunch

-Go back to class

-Come home Study

-Fall asleep

I Repeat the same patterns day in and day out. I didn't mind that I had no life; I am doing something I love.

Mom: Today I know you have a free period. Come by for lunch I don't know what you are eating lately. Am worried

Carla: Mr. Jerry is never here.

Speaking of my free period

Mom: Why I had to call the school to find out mi hija?

Carla: lo siento

Mom: You better come over. What have you done with the car that my dad bought you?

Carla: Granpa Anubis?

Mom: Who else?

Carla: It's here

Mom: Use it. Lunch is serving at 1 You know how your granpa annoys me with his punctuality

Carla: Then stop inviting him to eat with us

I giggled

Mom: Funny

Carla: It's class time bye mom I'll come by at lunch

Mom: Bye baby

I liked my first scheduled class he demonstrated alot with experiments. I walked in class and took a seat. College was definitely different than high school. You didn't have to be social if you didn't want to, you could just come sit down and not say a word no teacher is going to pick on you if you don't raised your hands. Of course they will always have those people who are the life of the party, They comes with their girlfriends Demanding attention. I was focused on keeping straight A in all my classes.

##Satfire##

Oh why are they moving side to side? This is infuriating!

Satphire: MOVE down!

Maid: Mam are you okay I heard screaming when I was in the kitchen?

She's looking at me walking back and forth.

Satphire: Can you get me some water!

Cleon: Are they here?

Satphire: Thats not why I called you

Cleon: Sorry, Yes

Satphire: Can you ask the king if he ... Ouhhhhh lady freaking universe!!

Cleon: Deep breathe

Satphire: I know. Um If he still got Carla earthly phone number? If he does can he call her for me? I don't think these babies are going to stay inside for much longer.

Cleon: I could find out.

Satphire: Please I want her HERE!

Cleon: Breathe, Am on it.

Satphire: I AM BREATHING!

I felt like a monster the way I've been screaming my commands at Cleon; is not that he annoys me but it's his Ridiculous Questions!

##Carla##

Blue: Your back mom?

Carla: Yes

Blue: It's in the middle of the day? are you okay?

Carla: Mom invited us to lunch

Blue: Okay can I come out the cage please

Carla: Sure.

I was sharing a room with this capa female she was so girly it was soo annoying, Who gets scared of birds? I had to keep Blue in this wooden cage. He had his own water bowl, the cage had upstairs and downstairs. His bird bath was upstairs. He had his own little bathroom he insisted on a door for qhen he uses the bathroom he is able to keep his privacy. My Dad had to build him a door to put another bowl for him to use the bathroom. I had clean that once a week haha But I didn't mind that's my baby. I swear this bird was so boujee. I got him out the cage and was about to head out until the girl caught me with head master of this area 54. Every area had a head master, I was located in the hall of 54 unfortunately he was my headmaster.

Girl: You see her and her blue bird, She promised she would keep him caged up, she obviously lied I want another roommate.

Head Master: You know the rule no pets unless they are kept from harming people

Blue: Who is this joker?

Carla: I am on my way out.

Girl: I don't care I still have to see that thing

Grand master: You may gotten a academic scholarship but this is a privilege. You shouldn't make anyone feel uncomfortable with your weird pets.

Blue: How dare you, Who you calling weird. Mr I braid my beard?

I giggled a little at what Blue said telepathically.

Grand Master: Did I say something funy? you need to get rid of that bird regardless if it's for emotional support.

Carla: Can't I sue you for that?

Grand Master: Go head and try.

Carla: Bye

I said waiving my hand. I got in my car, blue always want to sit in the front seat Every car ride. I'll have to explain how he looks like a little parrot right now.

Blue: When my fire comes through then can we talk about it?

would be his negotiation; being so small caused him to jump in his cage due to the car movement. I did not think it was wise to have him in the car without going inside the cage first. His car cage looked like a car seat it's really cute.. My dad had alot of time in his hands, Him and Blue would work on projects together.. Putting him in the seat was a challenge, He would be upset but eventually do it.

Mom: Your here

Dad: Baby girl. You got some mail here.

Mom: Come inside. Your granpa will be here any minute

Carla: Let me go wash my hands

Blue: Uh hello.

We all laugh. When am somewhere else he just talk to me telepathically but when am home he talks to everyone. He was beeking the bars. He really hated that cage.

Mom: Here you go

My mom said opening the cage for him.

Blue: Thank you. What we eating

Dad: Birds

Blue: What kind?

Everyone shook their head as I made my way upstairs. My phone had a incoming text messages. haha I forgot I had text feature on my phone. I am working too hard.

-Johny

Satphire is due for delivery she ask me to contact you because you promise her you will be here.

Ugh dam it I forgot about that. I don't have my powers anymore how will I get there? The van is going to knock me out after 15 min I don't want to miss the delivery. Ouh Maybe Grand father can help me.

I walked back downstairs. Everyone was taking their seats. Blue had some bread and roasted peanuts. Grand father, Mom and Dad was waiting on me to start eating. Jack was over my mom earthly family house our grandmother was blown away by his cuteness. He was coming back tomorrow.

Carla: Grand father

Anubis: Yes

Carla: Can you transport me over to instalaxia

Mom: Oh

Carla: Yeah Satphire is giving birth and she ask if I could be there

Mom: Why don't you just portal there?

Carla: I don't have powers.

Mom: But

Carla: MOM! I don't have any powers okay

I snapped.

Anubis: Your portal was a gift from knowledge you will still be able to use it, even if universe lady strip you from the powers she gave you.

Lately I felt like My mom was just forcing me to remember stuff that I promise my heart I will never allowed happen again. I hate it when she does that.

Carla: Okay I will try after I finish eating

Mom: So?

Carla: Yes mom

I said in an annoying tone

Mom: Nevermind.

Carla: I am finish thank you for the food. Blue! Baby do you want to see your brother and sisters?

Blue: Sure, Thanks for the food grandma it was delicious, Am still sad it iwasnt bird though..

Mom: Am sure baby haha

I tried to focus my portal powers but I didn't feel like I had it. It slowly came, There was alot of darkness before it cleared up. Guess am rusty. Me and blue jumped over infront of Satphires house.

Blue: Well it had been a while.

Carla: How about you go say hi, and I will be there soon.

Blue: Alright.

##Johny##

Cleon: Did you contact her?

Johny: Yes. No response she might of change her number. Who knows. Who cares

Cleon: Hmmm

He hung up without a bye. His been telepathically calling me and hanging up on me. Next time am not picking up. I was in my room wasting the day away Like usual. refusing to think about anything just the white ceiling.

"Knock Knock "

Johny: Come in!

Cleon: So your going to stay in here?

Johny: Yes, Unless you have something worth mentioning?

Cleon: No, there is nothing but am worried about you

Johny: Why?

Cleon: Look at you, When was the last time you smiled?

Johny: In the inside or ...

I said smilling

Johny: Today just now. I just smile

Cleon: Do you really not want a queen to rule by your side?

Johny: I think am doing a pretty good job aren't I?

Cleon: Yeah, but your just

Johny: Just what?

Cleon: When was the last time you got some?

Johny: Um

Cleon: Dont you dare say Carla?

Johny: I don't know man I feel like it's broken

Cleon: Please. Your suffering a broken heart. I know the feeling.

Johny: Broken heart? Me? Your crazy! Johny Robinson? Naw!

I had a incoming call from One of my kids. Hopefully they need something to they give me a exit from this conversation

Blue: Hey dad where you at?

Johny: Oh thank universe you're fine. Are you well?

Blue: How do one know if they are well?

Johny: Where are you?

Blue: Am at my habitat, Red is being mean again.

Johny: Oh thank God! am coming just stay there.

Cleon: What is it?

Johny: Let's go

Cleon: Where?

Johny: Blue is here

Cleon: Right now?

Johny: Am so happy

I got out my room walking downstairs to go outside, of course who's been waiting for me this whole day

Squirelet Niece: King May I accompany you?

Cleon: He would be honored

He giggled he thinks this is funny?

Because of those three I had walk versus flying.

Squirelet Niece: What do you enjoy doing my king?

Cleon: Playing sports

Squirelet Niece: I run your highness maybe we could race sometimes.

Cleons: Sound like fun. We should have a royal race it's been a while.

It's extremely sad when your wing man don't know the difference between "a definite no" and "a definitely "

Cleon: What do you think your highness?

Johny: Sounds like fun

Squirelet: Am joyful for the future.

I finally manage to get to their habitat. He was soo small yet still ballsy, he was pulling his brother's feathers Screaming "get off my branch." Red was laughing at how small Blue was. am guessing they all miss him like I had

Johny: Blue!?

Blue: Dad!

He gave me the biggest hug. He made my heart melt.

Johny: I thought I lost you

Blue: It's going to take more than poison

Red: Hmm you been enjoying mother's company?

Blue: Man it's amazing over there I talk to mom everyday, all she does is school, study, and sleep but during the weekends we watch the game together. I always pick the wining team.

Johny: You do, do you?

Blue: I eat alot of nuts over there

Red: So what, we eat nuts here too.

I could tell the other birds was starting to get jealous at them not spending time with their mom. I had to discuss this with her maybe she can switch the bird she takes back with her.

Blue: Mom is here too dad did you not see her? She's at satphire house

Johny: Am aware.

Blue: She kept saying she don't feel powerful anymore. But I think she's pretty great.

I smiled at this little bird complementing his mother.

Cleon: So Carla is here

Squirelet Niece: Who's Carla?

Cleon: His ex

Squirelet Niece: The ex queen?

Those words was true but it still hurted a little, I don't care she can do what she pleases. She's grown.

Johny: I don't wish to see her can you relay a message for me?

Cleon: Of course sire?

Johny: I want share custody with blue and open communication to check on my kids at all times. She didn't even tell me Blue was still live. I've been mourning his death for no reason.

Cleon: Yes, your highness

Johny: You too could leave I'll stay here a while.

Cleon: Yes, your highness.

They left me at once.

Johny: Red give your brother back his branch

This little guy have been pulling Reds feathers since he got here.

Red: Whats the matter you don't want to share with your older brother

Blue: I was born first. I am your big brother stop playing

This was the best present I could ever receive. My baby boy was home.

##Satphire##

Ohhhhh this is soo stupid

Carla: Any body home?

Satphire: Carla?

Carla: Hey?

Satphire: You came? you really came!

I swear these hormones have my emotions every where.

Carla: I am a woman of my word.

Satphire: You left without saying good bye

Carla: Um

Satphire: You cut everyone off even me

Carla: It wasn't like that.

Satphire: Promise me you'll take part in the babies life. Because if something happens during birth

Carla: Don't say that

Satphire: Am being realistic. They won't come down.

Carla: Okay, lets go down stairs

Satphire: Stairs? oh no

Carla: Oh yes, Do you want them out?

Satphire: Yes!

Carla: Okay, lets go General.

I hate how seeing her here making me cry. She had soo much strength, I miss that soo much. She comes over and helped me off the bed.

Carla: Your stressing. Am making hot cocoa do you want some.

Satphire: Yes please.

Shes helped me to the table. She looks so different. She cut her hair again but this time it just looked like she enhanced her curls, wearing a long sleeve button down white shirt with Black professional pants. She looks like she has grown up. She was still beautiful. Her shape was still incomparable. Seems like her top got a little smaller. But her bottom was still shape like a coke bottle, She had on a blue watch soo pretty With blue flats. Her shape can make any clothes looks stylish.

Carla: Here we are

Satphire: It's still hot.

carla: It's not for you is for my God babies

The only one who could make me chuckle at a time like this.

Satphire: So what have you been doing these past few months?

Carla: School

Satphire: Stop it, I mean guys! who are you dating now.

Carla: Well dam all in my business.

Satphire: Yes!

Carla: No one. I don't have time

Satphire: Thats why You look tense

Carla: Haha.

She said pouring me another cup

Carla: I hope you still giving him some, even if your like this haha you can just plank there

Satphire: I should throw this at you.

Am banishing sex in this house

We both laugh soo hard

Carla: You Gone be like your dad.

Satphire: I can't believe you'd say that

Carla: All up tight Haha

I tried to throw the coca at her but she dodged. I missed her soo much.

Carla: Come I want to see my house.

Satphire: Lets watch a movie or something sitting in bed with these contractions are you killing me.

Carla: Did yall ever get a tv?

Satphire: With Cleon cheap ass?

I felt a kick. I rub my belly to calm it down. She had the key In Her key chain. She opens the door to let us in. It was as she left it, Her room, her bed, the couch. She helped me on the bed.. sitting on the couch massaging my foot.

Carla: What movie?

Satphire: Let's browse

Carla: Let's do comedy

Satphire: Let's!

We were going through different selection

Carla: Ouh how about this?

She said turning on the AC While pointing at the screen

Satphire: Let me read the description.

Carla: Am the best at picking movies

Satphire: Sure you are! what are you eating?

Carla: I had some roasted peanuts in my pocket.

Satphire: Give it here!

Carla: But I don't Wanna

Satphire: Hury up it smells delicious

Carla: Fine

I can't believe she was stingy with peanuts?

Carla: It's about a prince who comes to America to find his queen

Satphire: Alright

The movie was hilarious, Expecially the part when they got to New York.

When the movie finally finish we both were in tears laughing soo hard I was holding my belly.

Satphire: Something is not right

Carla: What is it?

Satphire: There coming!

Carla: Is it another false alarm.

Right when she said that. I felt a pipe bursting. There was water everywhere!

Satphire: Ehhhhhh What is this?

Carla: Oh God I'll get some help.

Satphire: Just call cleon he will know what to do.

Carla: My telepath don't work

Satphire: It don't what? Oh God am gonna die!

##Carla##

She is putting her legs in that pushing position dam it! okay think

"find blue he would be able to call Cleon" He usually talk to me not the other way around; dam it! I had to run there. I started to run as fast as I can I didn't remember it being that far apart. I was runing out of breathe.

##Johny##

Sigh this is life, Me, here with my kids.

Blue: Mom what's wrong?

Carla: Call..Cleon.. Satphire... is having the babies .... over... at my house!!

She said in between breathes. I was still laying on the floor hands behind my neck. I didn't turn around. She still sound sweet. Her voice was the purest torture. I wasn't allowed to love her anymore. She made it clear. I should look up. I got up dusting myself off, I left to avoid the temptation of looking at her again.

Cleon: Yo

Johnh: Where you at?

Cleon: Palace with your soon to be.

I chuckled. I had a decision to make tell my best friend his wife was having his babies or get him back for this morning. So I pick the only logical option

Johny: If you say so my friend.

I hung up.

Doctor: Hey

Johny: Satphire is having the baby go to her at once, she's at Carla house

Doctor: Be there soon

Johny: Thanks.

Cleon: Hey Satphire is having the baby. Blue just called me

Johny: Mhmm, yeah I know am infront of your house sitting under a tree.

Cleon: Why didn't you tell me? Johny: Revenge taste better, plus I had already sent for the doctor.

Cleon: I could of miss the birth of my children?

Johny: No, you wouldn't. Carla and blue was already looking for you.

Cleon: You saw her?

Johny: You are soo nosey, it don't make sense for a cat to be this nosey? Hurry up am waiting outside.

Cleon: Am almost there.

##Carla##

After contacting Cleon, me and blue went to my house.

Satphire: Am going to kill cleon?

Carla: Don't kill him too hard.

Satphire: Don't make me laugh right now it's not funny

Carla: How we looking doc

Doctor: Everyone seems to be heading down.

Cleon: Am Here!

Carla: It's a good thing too, She was about to kill you.

Doctor: Let me get a big push

Satphire: Ahhhhh!!!!

Doctor: Good job.

Carla: Can't we give her something for the pain?

Doctor: No, I'll give her something after

Carla: Doesn't that defeat the purpose of pain killers?

Doctor: She is having hybrids

I don't want to comprised her.

Carla: This is the first Leopard Dragons..

After so much questions The doctor kicked me and Cleon out. Just to call us back upstairs?

##Johny##

Having babies huh

Cleon: You have to come up

Johny: No, why?

Cleon: Seriously come.

Johny: Fine

I walked to her little house. It's true I've never sleep here but it probably would of Been our house. I walked upstairs where I can hear them gigling.

Carla: Oh wow they are soo precious.

Cleon: Thank you baby!

He said as he kissed her forehead.

Man I could tell that's the most proudest day of his life.

Boy couldn't stop smilling and rocking the baby who wasn't crying. I was still avoiding to look at Carla. What was the point?

Doctor: Don't just stand there go wash your hands to grab a baby

Johny: Oh um okay.

##carla##

Seems like everyone is here. Her babies was adorable they came out brown with blue eyes taking the shape of Cleon.

Satphire: I feel like am going to hurl

Carla: Someone grab a bucket!

Doctor: I got it, If you feel like you need to release do it in the water bubble.

He made a water bubble by her head.. It looked like it was coming up. She led out a spiral of fire. Everyone was shocked.

Satphire: That was weird.

Doctor: Alright you've successfully given birth to 4 babies. Until next time.

Satphire: Thank you.

Carla: Oh wow your babies are beautiful

Cleon: I can't believe am a father

The babies started to suck their thumbs

Carla: I think they are hungry,

I said smilling handing her, her baby

Cleon: Wait I had got some bottles I'll grab two. Hold the baby Carla

Satphire: Okay what are you going to put in it?

Cleon: Cow milk

Satphire: Yeah, alright babe

He comes back with two warm bottles and four diamonds necklaces with name engraved on them.

Cleon: Babe okay who is Leona?

Satphire: The one Carla is holding.

Carla: Hey Leona

Cleon: Where is jewls?

Satphire: Johny got him

Cleon: Cleon The first?

Satphire: Right breast

Cleon: This must be phire

Satphire: Yes

Look at the happy couple. The sun was setting the babies seems to be dosing off so was the mom.

Satphire: Where is the notebook I ask for.

Cleon: Right here.

Satphire: Can you write cleon and phire was on the breast. So the others have a chance next feeding

Cleon: Yes baby

I place the baby next to her. They seem to wiggle under the mother.

I walked out with cleon and Johny followed us.

Cleon: Am a Dad

Carla: Yeah we know guy.

##Johny##

Dam it why did she smell so good.

She looks happier that's for sure. I wonder who's responsible? She cut her hair all the way down now, She added some ombre on the tips. Her smile looks less painful. Everytime I see her, Her shape looks much better, Her butt got rounder too. Standing next to her is not good for me mentally I should go.

Johny: Alright boy! Ima be next. Then we can really race

Cleon: Right

Carla: Alright yall boys I'm going to find blue and head home.

Johny: I wanted to talk to you

Carla: Yes

Oh my God Why did she talk like that. It was so cute

Johny: Blue was alive why didn't you send a text or something?

Carla: Am sorry I've had alot on my plate lately. You always have access to blue. His still so small even after several months.

Johny: I would like for our kids not to be jealous of each other. You'll need to switch who you take with you with each visit.

Carla: Um I am not planning on coming back here.

She whisper. How can she say that?

Johny: Then have the courage to tell satphire it'll be the last time she sees you, along with our children. That is all Ms Brown.

I fly back to the palace. How can she just want to throw it all away like it meant nothing. She smiled like I was some fool who haven't gotten over my feelings for her; when she was clearly over me. Not once did she reach for me. She don't miss me at all. I meant nothing to her it shows.

##Carla##

I got to my babies they grew soo big now. Johny was right They were jealous of Blue

itybity: Why does Blue get to go?

Mom: Do you want to come?

All of my kids replied "yes"

Carl: Okay tell you what. I will still go with blue because he still need nourishment but I will be going with one everytime I come to visit, I can't promise when I will come back to visit. which means your visit may be long or short Deal?

"Deal" They all scream

I smilled

Carla: Come on ity let's go

Itybyti: Yay!

I open a portal. When I got to my mom house everyone was sleep. I decided to let Blue bird show his sister how TV works

Carla: Not too loud

Blue: Okay mom

I figured mom will bring down her size tomorrow.

I went to my room. I took a shower I needed to sleep, I had class in a few hours. Laying up in bed I had no slumber. I hate this side affect. I touch my chest. There was no heartbeat.