First Hello

##Carla##

I didn't sleep. My alarm is going off, I feel I need to lay down just a little longer.

Blue: If you hate school soo much just quit

Carla: You think I should?

Blue: Yes

He said using his feet to turn off the alarm.

Carla: I have 3 more year to get my bachelor of science then med school after that am on my way to redefining science; isn't that great.

Blue: More like torture.

I got up took a shower, I put a black dress on tightly fitted with red flats closed toe. I put some moisturizer in my hair.

Carla: You ready?

Spraying some sweet perfume on.

Blue: As I'll ever be

He jumped on my shoulders.

we went out the room.

Mom: Come on have breakfast

Carla: Sure Mom

Mom: I like the dress it looks nice on you..

She said as I take a seat on the table

Dad: Is too sexy in my opinion

Carla: It's okay Dad No one is checking for me.

Dad: How was the delivery

Carla: Satphire? She did great

Mom: Four babies huh?

Carla: Yup. Where is jack?

Mom: Up stairs in his play room

My mom had a room designed for Jack to play. Nothing he could swallow is allowed in that room. She Filled it with camera. She takes this too seriously.

Carla: Thank you for the food am off

Blue: Mom what about Me?

Carla: We will stay at granmas for a while until I get my own place.

I got in my car and left. Arriving at school parkingot is always a nightmare. I found a parking all the way in the back. Now I had to walk there. Ugh

Darel: Hey?

I turn around to see who's talking to me. This tall dark handsome guy. His teeth was white; looked like he bleached it, his hair had brush cut with some nice wave, dark brown eyes. He had some facial hair but not that much, it was a small beard with a neat mustache. That boy was fine.

Darel: Hey names Darel you dropt your book.

Carla: Oh um thanks

I grab the book from him and continued walking.

Darel: What's your name?

Carla: Carla, Darel was it?

Darel: Yeah. It's nice to meet you hopefully we will talk again.

Carla: Sure.

He ran off to catch up with the frat boys, I Wonder if he was pledging? I got to class waited for the teacher. Later the head of program office told us this class is no longer available. He can reimburse us or we pick go downstairs to pick another class.

Everyone left with different expression. Some where happy, some were sad because this class was a easy A. I didn't need it. I took it for extra credit. I decided to go for a run. Back at instalaxia that was embarrassing. I'm out of shape. I went to my dorm, grab some shorts, with a tank top, and a sport brah. I got out on the track. The freedom of the wind through my hair felt so exotic.

Darel: If its me your looking for, here I am.

I looked up, this man had a 8 pack. His chest was well measured, looking at his legs in these shorts He did not skip leg day either.

Carla: Your full of yourself.

I said catching my breath holding my waist.

Darel: Pretty girls like you shouldn't run like that. You might break a nail or something

Carla: Oh yeah.

Darel: Me and the boys about to play some ball your welcome to watch your man.

I smiled at his cockyness

Carla: Oh your my my man now?

Darel: I could be.

He made me smile, How was he this smooth?

Carla: You don't know I might need a cheerleader, How you look in a skirt?

I started to run, Sure He would catch up to me. Hahaha. I made it to the court. They were picking their player.

Darel: Come on Carla get on my team. You better not suck.

Carla: I better not suck huh.

I smiled cause he knows I could of taken that wrong.

Darel: You ready!

Did This boy just slap my ass?

Darel: You ready?

We had a good game, we won of course cause I was on the team.

Darel: You could play Carla

Carla: You sound surprised

Darel: Yeah.

I got up.

Carla: Thanks for the game.

I started to walk away thinking the conversation was over.

Darel: Hold on, come out with me tonight?

Carla: Haha See you later.

A relationship is he crazy? been there done that am not going back.

I finish attending the rest of my classes I ate lunch at the school, I went home.

Mom: Hey baby

Dad: Here is the mail?

Carla: I know who's sending them

Dad: Who

Carla: It's card with allowances on them.

Dad: Sigh, baby girl.

Carla: I did not contribute anything I can't accepts these

Dad: Thats not true, You contributed alot, I won't throw them out I'll save em here for you baby girl.

Carla: Sure

I walked upstairs. I dropt my clothes on the ground walked into the shower.

Carla: There you are!

Closing my eyes I could see my heart. To survive I locked it away. Relying only on my mind to avoid making stupid mistake like Johny. I was bandaging it but I couldn't fix the scars. It still beats I guess that's a good thing.

Carla: Am going to release you for a while. No gimics. The spell said I had to let you loose every few days. Plus I really need to sleep.

I walked mentally to my heart. 4 chain was holding it up. I found this spell book in my moms meditation room it's called "Heartbreak spell."

I can't feel much. The spell warns to stay away from who you love. If you truly love them they will be able to set your heart free. I felt like that's stupid but it's been giving me some relief. I unchained it, Unlocked it and carried it to its proper spot. I previously shoved it in the furthest part of my mind. But now I had to bring it back. I stuff my memories inside of it too, So my memories couldn't haunt me. Tomorrow it's Mr Forman class and microbiology I could do the assignment online. Wednesday I had no class because Mr. Jerry just cancel his class. It seems like I have some time to hang out with Blue and his sister. I step out the shower. After restoring my heart; Emotions, feelings, memories just comes rushing in. I hate it when that happens.

The way he use to hold me. The way he use to kiss me. How my body would submit to him; always made my body go into a stage of shock, Crying repeatedly that result in me hugging myself, Shivering at how love mistreated me.

Carla: I hate these feeling, Those stupid memories.

In his smile I found my peace. "Johny I hope you still love me"

I hated that all my heart did was cry for someone who will never rescue her. Looking at him today he couldn't stay to have one decent conversation with me.