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Warning book contains mature content. Carla Brown never thought that her long-life crush was the head of a different universe and came to earth to track down a mate. Carla wasn't his first choice, but he got bested. Though she won the favor of Gods, fight demons and beasts alongside him. She's still trying to prove she can be his equivalent. will this new world tare her to shreds or strengthen their alliance? The reality of her situation will come out eventually.

Mrs_Phanor · Fantasy
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355 Chs

Confession

Satphire

It was early in the morning. I had his bags and mine in the carriage. He was patiently waiting for me to get in.

Jeremy: Awes, must we go to royal the kingdom? Me and you were having fun at my house.

I figured it was the kiddish one talking.

Satphire: Hmmm I don't know. I heard you're a fan of lollipop. This Doctor is handing out the best one. Plus is important to me.

Jeremy: A woman should do as her husband command, not the other way around.

This one must be the one that looks down on women?

Satphire: I agree, but I'm not just any woman. I'm your wife. To defy me would be to defy you, my lord.

He took a pause, ego expanded his head while he smiles wickedly

Jeremy: I would never harm you my queen

This one must be the gentle one. I leaned my head to his and smiled. When we finally arrive I was getting tired of responding to different personalities. He got out of the carriage and was told to head to the castle. I will be back. Got to go see the doctor.

Jeremy: Sure, Call me when you need me.

Johnny

It was a good day to sit by the pool area. I swear I sense Satphire, but I'm sure it's my imagination. I got my boy Cleon with me today. He has been working nonstop.

Cleon: Why did you have me come out here man Its hot?

Johnny: I may not be around much longer

Cleon: You dying bro

Johnny: No smart ass, I'm going away for training. I don't know when I'm coming back, so I want to hang out with y'all! dang. I would invite Satphire, but am sure she is cementing her marriage to Jeremy.

I paused to look at his facial expression to get an understanding of where his head at.

Cleon: You a clown J

Carla Came out the pool with a two piece. Her hair that was once a Bob started growing long. Royal blue bathing suit, the corners had golden circles. I still haven't told her I'm leaving yet.

Carla: Isn't that Jeremy? Hey! Jeremy.

She screamed to the boy walking and looking around.

Jeremy: What's up guys?

Johnny: Funny seeing you here?

Jeremy: It's not funny at all, actually.

Does this guy know what sarcasm means at all?

Jeremy: I'm here with Satphire. She said it was important for her to come back. I don't care where we are as long as she gave me what she promised me.

He said, rubbing his hands like a kid awaiting Christmas presents.

Cleon: What is that?

Cleon scoot his seat to face him

Jeremy: She said I can finally get some tonight

Cleon: So ya'll haven't?

Jeremy: Uh uh. She won't even get dressed in front of me. On our wedding night, she just kept crying. You know how bad it would look to force myself on her.

I don't know about this guy. He used to sound nerdy now he sound confident, but a second ago he sounded like a child. Something doesn't add up with him. I could see Cleon's shoulders that were tense became relax as he looked up in the sky smiling. I wonder what he was thinking about?

Satphire: Hey guys morning. Let's go Pa.

Cleon: Good morning

He said with this big ole smile and I thought,

"Oh, lord, even if she hadn't cemented her marriage, she is still married, still spoken for, my guy."

She ignore his last comment I'm guessing because she already said "Good morning."

Grabbed Jeremy's hand and walked away.

Johnny: Cleon?

Cleon: Yeah?

This interaction with Satphire got him full of energy all of the sudden

Johnny: I know that look

Cleon: What look?

Johnny: She is still spoken for my man.

Cleon: Right

I got up to jump into the pool.

Satphire

I manage to bragged him inside; the Doctor put him in the bubble and diagnosed him with personality disorder. He is borderline physhopath, and does not process emotions and reasoning the way a natural being does.

Doctor: Something did not fully develop. To treat him, I will need to reset his years, find out what is underdeveloped, then regrow his years again. I don't go home often, but cases like this require more than one doctor's help. I will need to take him to my hometown.

I nodded in agreement and took my leave. I still need to go home and show my father the letter from the king. Beyond ready to go back to my icy mountain.

Carla: Satphire! Hey Satphire!

Clearly, they were enjoying themselves in the royal pool.

Carla: Your idiot husband completely ignored me. When I'm the one who called him over?

I laugh because I know who she was talking to.

Satphire: Yeah, he does that sometimes don't mind him.

Carla: Come to the pool with me?

Satphire: I would like to speak with my father, it's rather urgent.

Carla: I understand. Will you come later than?

Satphire: Can't promise my queen, I'll try

On my way to give my father the annulment letter. Cleon came racing to where I was.

"Ugh, what does he want now?"

Cleon: Hey you stopped.

Satphire: You were running. I figured I should let you pass. This is a slow enjoyment kind of walk, so if you were in a hurry, you could pass, my prince.

Cleon: I needed to say something to you

Sigh, I'm not going on another mission with him again. I honestly didn't want to hear what he wanted to tell me, but for the sake of our time together, I should hear him out.

Satphire: Proceed

Cleon: I don't blame you if you hate me. I've caused you pain. Honestly, I don't know why am even telling you this. It won't change a damn thing. But the last thing you said really stuck with me. You never fell short. It was me who couldn't give you what you deserve.

He came closer and grab my hand, placing it on his heart. My whole body had goosebumps.

Satphire: I'm sorry but I think even at my wedding, would be a better time to declare such devotion. But now it may be a little too late.

He looked at me with these eyes. I hate it when he does that, making me feel like his the only one that matters.

Cleon: You say that, but something tells me you will always be mine.

As he grabbed me close to him, brushing my hair behind my ears. I didn't want to go through that again, not with him. I pull myself away from him. He wasn't telling me anything important. Am not going to comfort him for breaking my heart. I maintained a respectable distance between him and I

Satphire: Is that all you had to say, my prince?

He looked sad, but smiled and said,

Cleon: Yes

Satphire: If there is nothing else, please enjoy the rest of your day.

I flew instead because I didn't want him seeing I couldn't breathe again. Him touching me like this. Did he think that's all it was going to take to win me over? I found my father meditating in front of the sea. I landed and sat next to him.

Dad: You have returned

Satphire: I've got a note.

He sat and read the note. His eyes widened with sadness.

Dad: Are you okay?

Satphire: Yes

Dad: Did he put his hands on you?

Satphire: He tried to choke me.

He got up, fire and ice were coming out of his nose. My Dad had two elements, fire and ice. Oh, how I envy that.

Dad: What did you do?

Satphire: I try to stab him with a fork.

He laughed.

Dad: You are a tough cookie, huh?

Satphire: You are meditating. Do you plan ongoing on another journey?

Dad: Yes, I am asking for guidance.

Satphire: Understand.

I patted his shoulders and walk to my favorite mountain. One of my sisters was Laying there. She didn't even liked the cold side. Maybe cause dad was here.

Satphire: MOVE!

I shouted. She moved, and I laid down thinking about stupid Cleon.

Elder Dragon: Cleon has been here quite a lot those past few days.

Satphire: Why do I care about this old man?

Elder Dragon: How is it when you are hurting you insult everyone around you?

Satphire: People should know not to talk to me.

Elder Dragon: Your sisters have been trying to push themselves on him, too.

Satphire: What is this, a report? He is a grown cat. He can do what he please?

Elder Dragon: Even if he promised your sister marriage?

Satphire: He did what?

Elder Dragon: To be fair, he was pretty drunk. He has been letting himself go these past few days.

I calmed down when I heard he was not in the right state of mind.

Elder Dragon: I believe he makes you happy. When you were happy with him you called me "Grandpa", now am back to "old man."

Satphire: Sigh, leave it alone.

My grandfather walked by, meditating alongside my father. I kept tossing and turning. How can he ask my sister for marriage? Even if he was intoxicated, that's not an excuse. It infuriated me. Why did I even care, anyway? I felt like I'm back in my room on earth where he was taking forever to come by. Ugh, I found myself flying to his little house.

Satphire

Satphire: CLEON JEWLS!!!!!

I roared, pacing back and forth, blowing ice out of my mouth, beyond upset. He walked outside with a confused look on his face.

Satphire: You are frustrating

Cleon: You are the most stubborn person I've ever met.

Satphire: You're blinded by duty

Cleon: You just want to do things without thinking of the consequences

We started to circle each other. My anger boiled my blood.

Cleon: I did what was best for you

Satphire: What is best for me is not your decision to make?

Cleon: Sounds familiar.

I pushed him so hard that he demolished half of his house with his fall. I flew to where he fell down, shaking his head, and grabbed his shirt by the collar, eyes blazing cold midst.

Satphire: Are you mocking me?

He kicked me back. Not too hard. Why was he holding back? I landed standing in one place, watching him circling me again. All his tribe started coming out, surrounding us now.

Satphire: Do you know how it feels to have your heart dangle like some cake in front of a fat kid?

Cleon: Do you know how consuming it is to know someone is touching you, kissing you, filling you, and that person is not me?

He screamed, leopard spots showing. He calmed down by shaking his head. Then came behind me, holding me, while laying his head on my shoulders. That feeling felt familiar to me. He knows his warmth is where my heavens lie. I did a flip, kicking him from the back, causing him to fall straight on his face.

"My heart, I hope he's okay,"

I thought

Cleon: Haha, Let me remind you, QUEEN!

Satphire: Remind me what?

I walked over to where he was sitting on the grass and held my hand out to lift him off the ground. His warm hands in mine Remind me of the hurt he caused me, and I flip him onto the ground hard. There was this younger leopard that spoke in the crowd.

Younger Leopard: Why would you give her your hands? She is trying to kill you, man!

Cleon: No, she wouldn't kill me.

Younger Leopard: How you figured?

He got up, dusting himself off, and I started to circle him

Cleon: Because I have her heart, and there is no way in Hell I'm giving it back.

He leaped on me, dropping me onto the floor.

Cleon: Let me remind you!

He said, licking my top lip seductively.

Cleon: You said no girls, and I haven't touched no girls or entertained any, but you go and get married! Had the audacity to make a toast at my celebration party.

I remember that night with Jeremy's announcement, Cleon congratulated us. I rolled to my side, causing him to fall on his face again.

Satphire: You said nothing when my dad said no one wants me? What am I supposed to think? YOU. DO. NOT. WANT. ME!

Cleon: YOU ARE ALL I WANT! IF YOU WOULD STOP DEMANDING ALL THE TIME, YOU'D SEE THAT.

I felt an electronic shock in my heart.

Cleon: I've always been yours. I didn't stay up talking to you all those nights, worried about you every second of the day if I wasn't.

Satphire: Don't you lie to me, CLEON JEWLS

Cleon: SATPHIRE MONTANA!! Don't insult me. I'm a lot of things, but I am not a liar.

Satphire: You didn't stop the wedding! I waited and waited for you, but you never came. How can I ever be yours if I am not worth fighting for?

He wiped my escape tears.

Cleon: To love someone sometimes means letting them get better opportunities than you can offer them. Broke your heart before you will ever cause them any misery. I didn't want you to settle. This is what I offer. I don't offer a castle with beautiful jewels.

He said, pointing to his small house.

Satphire: You are so stupid at times. Happiness is not in what you possess.

He let go of me, circling me again.

Satphire: I hate how you calm me with stupid words.

Cleon: I can't stand to be away from you for too long without losing my mind

Satphire: You shortened my breath, and I hate that. I can't say no to you, which sometimes makes me feel stupid.

Cleon: I love how you make me feel at home with or without my clan.

Satphire: Why are you glowing? Don't lie to me and say it's because you are happy I'm okay?

Cleon: So demanding.

He stopped and wrapped his hands around my waist, looking at me in my eyes.

Cleon: You are the person I trust the most. When you're here, I find my peace.

Satphire: What's with the expressionless face?

Cleon: I don't like to reveal my pain, so I mute it.

Satphire: Hmmm

Cleon: Let me ask you.

Satphire: What?

Cleon: Why didn't you sleep with your husband?

Was He serious? I looked at him backing up, leaving distance between us. Not sure if I should answer.

Satphire: How did you know that?

Cleon: He told us. Saying tonight will be the night.

Satphire: Oh my God, he told Everyone?

Cleon: Yup! I just need to know.

Satphire: I um couldn't sleep with him because he wasn't you.

He leaned in and kissed me. I could swear he cried a little but I won't tell. That's my baby. He didn't seem like he was going to stop at just a kiss. He ripped the bottom half of my dress and kept on kissing me. His pants were pretty loose, he slide it down a little. My dress kinda covered it, I hope.

Cleon: Can I?

Satphire: In front of all these people

Cleon: I don't care if your father was here. All I care about is your permission.

I've missed him so much. He was glowing, which made me glow. I glowed blue, and he glowed yellow. He puts my panties to the side without exposing me to the crowd.

Cleon: Ouch

He said as he turns to sit on the ground

Satphire: Oh my God, did I hurt you?

He laughed

Cleon: I'm just kidding, come here.

Satphire: You play too much

I said playfully, hitting his chest.

Cleon: Can't blame me if I like your smile.

He placed me on top of him. I cannot believe we were doing stuff in front of everyone. Yet I would never deny his appetite.

Cleon: Don't worry about them. Look at me.

I nodded as he laid me down and slowly stroked. After a few thrusts he finished, that was definitely quick compare to how he usually was. First time he cumed inside, I laughed turning red. Everyone clapped. I wasn't sure why?

Cleon: Look at your left hand

Satphire: What?

There was this yellow light dimming, when it stops glowing, it was a yellow golden ring On my ring finger. His finger had a blue ring.

Cleon: So you never doubt me again

I was so happy I leaped into his arms, kissing him on his face repeatedly.

Satphire: Wait, does that mean?

Cleon: Yes, you are now spoken for.

Satphire: The rings, how??

Cleon: It's our light force. I thought it was more romantic than jewels. I'm sure you were used to that.

Satphire: Babe!

My eyes filled with tears

Cleon: You'll always have a piece of my life force on your finger. So we never forget each other. It showed you trust me with yours as well or else it wouldn't have worked.

I didn't even realize when he pull his pants back up. He got up, lifting our hands in the air to show our union. Everyone clapped and bowed.

Dad: This is who you want?

I was so shock I didn't know he was among the crowd.

Satphire: Yes, he makes me happy

Dad: I see that. Next time use your words, try not to kill the poor guy.

He said as he walked away. I can't believe this rush of excitement.

Satphire: Wait, did you promise marriage to my sister?

Cleon: What, no?

Elder Dragon: No, I lied

He was here too?

Elder Dragon: You were just going into your shell again. He clearly makes you happy. I know you young ones needed to talk. I don't know if you care, Cleon, but here.

He showed him my annulment paper.

Cleon: Thank you

He smiled. I decided to go tell Carla.

Cleon: Where are you going?

Satphire: I want to tell our friends that I am married now hahaha

Cleon: Weren't you already married though?

That boy laughs at everything. I walked to go see Carla, and he followed me.

Satphire: What's wrong

Cleon: Gotta fix my house.

Satphire: Hahaha sorry husband Why don't we hire the beavers they are amazing at building?

Cleon: Okay, wife. I stretched my funds by providing clothes, shelter for my people.

Satphire: Hmm, I see.

I said with a smile

Cleon: Why are you smiling? Don't you think you belittling yourself?

Satphire: I think I'm going to live a life of appreciation with you.

I said, while stealing a kiss.

Cleon: Alright. Wait, what does that even mean?

When we got to the palace, Johnny and Carla were there.

Satphire: Hey! What are you doing? It doesn't matter. I'm married!

Carla remove the hat from her face and sat up on the chair. Cleon went to sit by Johnny Playing it cool as always.

Carla: Babes, we know that. To um, what's his face? Jeremy!

Satphire: No, that was annulled

Carla: Wait.

She jumped up and Down with me. We were such girls.

Carla: With Cleon?

Satphire: YES!

Carla: Oh my God congrats. No one liked Jeremy.

I laughed

Johnny: My boy!

Cleon: She messed up and came back.

Carla: Wait, did you kill Jeremy?

Satphire: Almost, cause he grabbed my neck.

Carla: What?

Satphire: Yeah, but his mentally ill and incapable of being a husband, because of his mood swings.

Carla: Oh then, yay

Johnny: Well then, it's time to give y'all a royal gift.

Cleon: Stop it, man, you know I don't need any hand out.

Satphire: Husband, please let the king talk.

Johnny: Thank you. Ever since we been hanging out, taking you as a part of the family. We made a royal vault for you?

Cleon: Stop it right now!

Johnny: We knew if we let you know, you most likely made a business with it.

Cleon: What?

Satphire: Baby, that's true you would.

Everyone shook their head

"yes."

Johnny: So the king thought it would be best to save it and give to you as a marital gift.

Cleon: What if I never gotten married?

Johnny: Then such conditions would follow your children

Cleon: What if I never had kids?

Johnny: Well damn I don't know, sheesh

Satphire: A royal vault??

Johnny: It's not the biggest, but it is a marital gift.

Everyone followed Johnny down on the bottom floor of the castle, passing several rooms to the room name Cleon. It looked like a mini studio back on earth. Full of Jewels and diamonds, every treasure you can think of. We saw the earthly parents roaming the castle and they accompany us to the vault

Carla Dad: How rich are you guys?

Johnny: Enough for your daughter to live comfortably.

Satphire: Now can we fix the house?

Carla: What's wrong with your house?

Cleon: Satphire threw me into it

Satphire: Am not apologizing. He pist me off.

Johnny: Right...

Carla: We can start bringing it to your house today

Cleon: Give us 25 percent not everything

I understand we do not have enough space to keep all these treasures, so I didn't argue.

Satphire: Come with me Carla

Carla: But my tan.. Oh fine

Satphire: Hey where is Sarah?

Johnny: She knew my dad would try to get her to marry her off, so she went to visit my mom's side of the family.

Carla: Hmm okay

Carla Dad: Can we come?

Satphire: sure! Am going to the beaver kingdom.

Carla: Am an errand girl, aren't I?

Satphire: You sure are!

I said, grabbing her cheeks

Carla: Fine

She portal us there.

Satphire: Hello, may I speak to your leader?

Elder beaver: I am he

Satphire: How much would you charge for a mini mansion?

Carla: Um, did you speak with Cleon about this?

Satphire: Hmmm, let me ask telepathically?

Cleon: Yes baby

Satphire: I want a mini mansion. Can I get it?

Cleon: Why a mini mansion?

Satphire: You don't want it?

Cleon: 5 rooms.

Satphire: 10

Cleon: 6

Satphire: 10

He laughed

Cleon: That's not how negotiation works.

Satphire: Fine 7

Cleon: Honestly, I think that's the lowest you'll go. Fine.

Satphire: That's correct.

Everyone laughed, feeling bad for Cleon, seeing what he will need to deal with.

Elder beaver: For that I'd say 2 bags of peanut.

Johnny's Dad: They work for peanuts?

Elder beaver: We work for what we don't have.

Johnny Dad: I see.

Johnny's Mom: The supper market has those roasted peanuts. They are pretty good.

Elder beaver: I like this roasted peanut.

Damn it. Why she had to say something we don't have here?

Satphire: Carla?

Carla: Fine

Elder beaver: While she gets that, let's look at the work plan.