Broken Heart

##Satphire##

Cleon moved out. I couldn't get out of bed, puking every minute. It's been two days I haven't seen him. I wanted to talk him out of moving out but it's hard to talk when all you do is vomit. Everything I ate I vomited. Carla had to take me a shower around the clock. I was so greateful to her. A queen shouldn't be taking care of her general like this.

##Johny##

Cleon is hurt, It was spookvile we all was in character, I was even trying to sleep with his Seductive wife. If it wasn't for the murder I would of; Haha I don't know how much of me she could of take but I don't blame her for this. The game don't stop the man or his man juice. I've seen Satphire as a wife. She is devoted to her husband in all cause. It wasn't fair to treat her that way. The first time she mess up, She got pregnant in the game. Even though it's unfortunate, I still like spookvile.

Cleon: William have you found anther leader to lead the pack?

William: Sir Noone qualifies, Noone wants the responsibility

Cleon: Dam it!

He said shaking the table. I guess knowledge heard and like a dean he came to see what was the problem. Wrong move haha

Knowledge: Is everything okay?

Cleon said nothing. I was afraid to respond as well, minutes pass by and William was looking more and more unpatient

William: Sir Cleon is finding a replacement. His resigning

Knowledge: Don't let personal issues take away from the good you do.

"He was right" I thought Cleon have helped alot of cats, Taught them how to properly fight, the bullying have decrease unimaginably low.

Knowledge: How is Satphire?

"What, guy no" It's still a sensitive subject.

Knowledge: She hasn't been in class for three days now. Should I dispatch a doctor to her residence

I understand, while Satphire is here she is still his student even though she is having his child. I don't think Cleon interpreted that way. Cleon got up passing him flipping through notebook

Cleon: I would kill you if I could

Knowledge: You are welcome to try.

I got up and finish pushing Cleon out the door. He was standing face to face with knowledge.

Cleon: Dont talk to me.

Knowledge: As you wish.

Knowledge looks a little too calm. Something was different about this guy, Ever since he came back from the trip. Hmmm was he hurting? upset? happy? who could tell with this guy?

##Carla##

Carla: Hey I got soup, Do you want to try to eat

Satphire: No, I just want to die.

Carla: You don't mean that what about your baby?

Satphire: Carla don't cheer me uup.

She started to eat and vomit in the bucket next to her. It's been three day straight.

Carla: Am going to get a doctor.

Satphire: You do that.

I portaled over at the afirmary. Satphire wasn't getting better. She can't keep anything down. She loosing weight. Cleon is no where to be found. I never knew he could be so cruel. In the Doctors office I seen knowledge.

~~Goddess Carla~~

Poor brother, His furious, sad, I wonder how his doing? I waited for him to come outside I wanted to talk to him. To see how was he holding up? He walked out looked at me and kept walking. Hmmm; I followed him quietly to his office. He kept going over papers acting like he was running out of time.

Carla: Time! space! come as one.

I froze time so he would talk to me. He was wearing his blue eyes. Poor brother.

Carla: How are you feeling?

He put the stack of paper down but he didn't look up, he kept looking on the desk

Knowledge: Everything hurts

Carla: Hmm

Knowledge: How is she?

Carla: Maybe I should show you.

I showed the memory of when she came back and how cruelly Cleon treated her. He looked so hurt when Cleon threw their ring at her on the floor when she kept on puking.

Knowledge: Shut it off!

Carla: Your emotions are everywhere brother

He lean back holding his face with his hands.

Carla: There was more

I teased. He gave me a sharp stare

Carla: You love her?

Knowledge: I have no idea how? I only spend a little bit of time with her, I made sure to not over do it.

Carla: It could be her pure heart.

Knowledge: I didn't dug into that I knew her heart would be my downfall.

Carla: What of the night and the light?

Knowledge: That was just mine I didn't go to deep with her. I was careful not to fall for this mortal.

Carla: Well maybe you liked her way before?

Knowledge: When I first seen her I notice her beauty of course but I know she was spoken for. I didn't pursue.

Carla: Maybe she is your soul mate

Knowledge: Science don't support that. I miss calculated.

Carla: Miss calculated what exactly?

Knowledge: How much I would want her. Sigh she hates me. Mortals are known to die with hatred in their heart. So I shouldn't get my hopes up on forgiveness. She found out who I was.. But am not that anymore, She looked at me like a predator. I've never felt such sharp pain in my heart.

Carla: Your heart broken.

Knowledge: Heal her for me. I would but she would kill me If I try. The doctor medicine will take long.

Carla: Okay sure. Mortal Carla have been taking care of her. I was like Ew

Knowledge: I wish she let me take care of her.

I made a portal that led me to Satphire. She was by herself holding her belly.

Carla: Hey sit up

Satphire: What?

Carla: Sigh don't give me that bull. I seen you that night.

I was using my light to cure her as brother instructed.

Satphire: Goddess Carla?

Carla: I know it wasn't just sex between you and my brother.

Satphire: You

Carla: You told everyone it was spookvile but I seen first hand how you guys glowed with eachother. He risk sinning for you.

Satphire: He raped girls.

Carla: Back then he was a man trying to get a kid. His only sin was experimenting. Then you come around and make him become obsessed in protecting you and this child.

Satphire: The experimental his been doing with the stones?

Carla: Trying to keep you safe just in case A war broke out. Your so stupid to not see how he cares. He is not verbal but his action shows how he feels about you. He never brings anyone to his house. Yet your soo ungreatful focusing on thing he did in the past.

Satphire: He...

Carla: He cares for you? I don't know why?

Satphire: He only cares about this Child

Carla: He started to experiment way before the child was proven to be his. I need him in tip top shape their is a war coming. I don't want him dying because he is worried about you.

Satphire: Sorry but am never talking to him again.

Carla: Hmm

~~End of Goddess carla~~

Carla: I forgot about the doctors hold on.

Satphire: It's fine I feel better

Carla: You do?

Satphire: Yeah, Thank you.

She got up and went to take a shower.

##Johny##

Johny: Cleon have you check on Satphire its been 4 days?

Cleon: My king

I know that was him saying "Shut up" So I said nothing as we walked to the cafeteria. Satphire was there with my wife. Satphire looked way better. Cleon hesitated to sit with us but he came over anyways. Satphire didn't look to care. She got up as he sits. I caught up with her to see how she is feeling.

Johny: Hey satphire hold up?

Satphire: Yeah

Johny: You look pist

Satphire: Do I?

Johny: How is the baby?

Satphire: He or she is fine.

Johny: I dont want things to get weird between us. We have been friends for a long time

Satphire: Sigh My king can I go?

Johny: Of course. Have a good day general.

Her belly was starting to look so cute.

##Satphire##

Just make it through today. Break is in 3 days I just gotta hold on till than. Seing Knowledge in the hallway pist me off. I had to carry this *sswh*le baby. In a way it's my baby too but I was soo mad at the father. I wish we never had sex with him after spookvile I felt so dirty. My husband who promise to love me through thick and thin left me to die. Knowledge has Carla talked to me. Sigh I didn't want him to die. We're having a baby I want him to enjoy him or her. He still had his hold on me. But I don't want him anymore. He would try to come up with small talks I'll just keep walking ignoring him. Goddess Carla was a complete jerk. She healed me sure but she also told me to not kill her brother like am doing something to him. Other than his blue eyes everything stayed the same. His doing his experiments and dealing with the school Noone was checking for me. I decided to eat my lunch in the court yard away from everyone. Other than Carla Noone showed me kindness, why would I show any kindness to anyone?

Wolfa: Hey

Satphire: Hi I didn't know you eat lunch here

Wolfa: Yeah

Then wolfca came along. Oh God am I in wolf territory?

Wolfa: You never come in this part what's in your mind prego?

Satphire: I think am d*ck whip but I hate my baby daddy so I don't want to be near him.

Wolfca: Cleon have been behaving strange. What's going on with you two.

I guess Cleon didn't tell them.

Wolfa: Where is your ring don't you always wear it?

Satphire: Yeah I took it off.

Wolfca: Cleon is loosing it you guys should fix it. Yall having a baby right? Babies always fix things.

Satphire: Have a good lunch.

I got up and went to the library maybe I'll get some peace and quiet there. I walked to the library, It seems pretty quiet, every one was reading and researching. I found a comfortable couch.. I was tired of walking and avoiding everyone.

Knowledge: Ms. Satphire its time to go to class. You fell asleep on the couch.

Satphire: F*CK!!! I hate this school.

Knowledge: Am sorry I didn't mean to startle you.

I got up and left, third period was as it's always been, I hated here, I hated being here, seing Knowledge knowing he made a fool of me. Am so stupid. After class I went to the house Cleon was there I am not sure why?

Cleon: Our kids contacted. They want us to meet the beings they picked to make a life with.

Satphire: Sure

I said heading into my bedroom. Seing him here. He didn't ask me how was I doing after I almost die.

He doesn't love me like I thought he did. I cried myself to sleep that night what else was I going to do?

The day came for us to go home finally. Ugh anubis was taking forever.

Anubis: It's been a challenging year

Carla: But we learned alot can't wait to see what next semester have for us.

Anubis: Thats the spirit.

Me and Cleon didn't say anything, I just wanted to go home. When we made it home I was confused to where will I be sleeping? The house was Cleons, I didn't want to talk to my Dad about this at all.

Satphire: Am currently in between homes right now can I stay at the castle?

Carla: Of course you can. Or you can stay at my house with me.

Satphire: The first one?

Carla: Yeah. The castle had too much officials.

Johny: Am staying there It'll be like old time.

Ew like I want to hear them doing it.

Satphire: No thanks, castle is fine.

Cleon: We going to see them later? They all agree to be over phire house so we could meet all of them at once.

He looked soo proud of his accomplishments in being a Dad.

Satphire: I know her place I'll get there when I get there.

I flew to the castle, The more I am around him the more I realize I had a type. Cleon made me believe he could forgive me for what ever because we love eachother but that was a lie. I went to the dining room everyone bowed of course Blue greeted me. And I picked a room in the castle. I rung the bell to bring my food up I didn't feel like heading downstairs. The sun was setting so I thought I should go to my daughter's house. I got ready and Cleon was still there enjoying their company.

Kids: Mom your here!

They all stay in the Leopard kingdom. I didn't care for their partners names. Two got married already so why was I here??

They ask us advice on how to make a relationship last. I responded "I don't know, But youll find it along the way" I was happy they didn't ask no further questions, Just kept telling me and Cleon stories about their life. After a while I said my goodnight and left. The next morning I woke up to flowers in my bedroom. The maid was delivering it. I remember those blue rose, Cleon gave them to me on my birthday when we were newly weds. I didn't touch them or throw them away. I just took a shower and went back to bed, The day pass as it came. Tomorrow I had a general meeting sigh here we go. .

At the general meeting the king was late as usual. When him and Carla came, both was glowing hahah figures. Cleon and Bullet usually sit together whispering to one another. When they finish the meeting Carla wanted to chat? Why?

Carla: Hey soo how are you?

Satphire: Alive and pregnant why do you ask

Carla: Would you like to come by today for Diner? I know you love my cooking?

Satphire: I don't vomit on this child soo yeah what time?

Carla: 7pm sharp

Satphire: Okay I'll be there.

Going into the room I picked, seems like the flowers die and the Maids was cleaning them up. One hand me this hand letter?

~~Letter~~

Hey, I know I over reacted we should talk.

I love you and I miss you

-Cleon

~~End note~~

I bawled it up and toss it in the garbage. I laid in my bed until sunset again. Ugh she invited me for Dinner I didn't want to go but knowing Carla she will take it personally. I got dress and flew over to her little cottage by Cleons house. The door was open as usual. I walked in to see Cleon, Johny and Carla laughing up a storm

Carla: You made it

Satphire: Sigh lets just eat.

Cleon: How did you sleep.

Satphire: It's important I woke up

Carla: Okay... So let's just start slow. She is pregnant.

I got up to leave and Cleon followed me. Why? What did he want?

Cleon: Your not wearing your ring?

Satphire: Aren't you happy I didn't toss it at you when you were in your own pile of pucke?

Cleon: I..

Satphire: I returned your life force to you, it was in one of your suitcases

Cleon: That's not what I wanted for us

We were in mid air looking like total idiot talking about something that has already settled

Satphire: What did you want?

Cleon: A life with you

Satphire: You left me to die by myself cleon Anything you expected for us displayed those 4 days. I couldn't move. I called for you. I cried for you. I prayed for you. You looked at me with such disgust I admit the spookvile was in my system, We slept together one time than never again, those night I went we talk about his discoveries. You broke my heart.

Cleon: But you cheated

Satphire: You kissed my best friend infront of me, even would of slept with her infront of our ex king, You lust over her in some story, I left for a short few week and you had triplets in your bed. In spookvile all you cared for was her. With each event I forgave you, I forgave you no hesitation.

Cleon: SHE DID NOT GET PREGNANT

Satphire: I think spookvile bring out the desires out of us. Knowledge wanted a child so bad. Carla wanted to be love. Johny wanted to succeed in his duties what ever it was. I wanted a devoted husband Who wouldn't put others before me. yet you just wanted Carla.

Cleon: That's not fair

Satphire: You only show Me affection when things are going right with us, I cant count on you at my worst. It wouldn't matter what you do, If you were sick I wouldn't leave your side. Not even if the queen requested me.

He was standing crying like he was hurt. Until I had gotten sick I thought he would forgive me for whatever. I flew to the castle I left him levitating there. The days past by quickly. It was time to return to the school. Cleon moved back in the house so I had to go. I couldn't stand him giving me these puppy dogs eyes. I went to knowledge office.

Knowledge: Satphire your..

Satphire: I need a place to sleep

Knowledge: The afirmary is filled up due to a accident in leprechaun class. The rooms are filled I expected you to stay with Carla

Satphire: This is just great.

Knowledge: How have you been?

Satphire: Been pregnant 5 month now soooooooo not great

I went to the library am sure that couch was still there. I put my bags behind it and I quickly fell asleep.

When I woke up I was in knowledge bedroom. He was on his table looking over paper work.

Satphire: What the?

knowledge: Were short on rooms. New recruit

Satphire: Why am I in your room?

Knowledge: I have space.

Satphire: Get a clue guy. I don't want to be around you, What don't you get?

I was hoping he was going to shake it off as usual.

Knowledge: Do you think I want to feel this way about you?

His form was changing to the wildebeest again Why? He was growing fur

Knowledge: Do you think I want to be thinking of you Day and night? It's suffercating! There is a war and my brother and sisters is expecting me to have a method but look what am doing!

He walked to the table

Knowledge: Am diagnosing myself how pathetic. I can't figure it out. If I miscalculated like I did with you. Everyone will die. They will take Carla and make an example out of her.

Looking through these papers. it explain

*Feeling suffercation when am away from him

*His heart smiled when he see me

*smelling my shea butter fragrance wherever he goes

* He feels broken

Papers after papers of his affection for me. He was sitting on the bed holding his head. His body that had fully transform was going back to his manly form. I hated that He felt this way.

Knowledge: Your judging me for something I can't change. I've change

Satphire: Are you seeking forgiveness?

Knowledge: I understand I don't deserve it. Am..

Hearing he thought he didn't deserve forgiveness. He was hurting because of me.. My body just reacted. I glued my lips on his.

He didn't push me away I was greateful. He wasn't a bad person. As much as I didn't want to admit; I cared for him so much. He was extremely bad with words. But I have a thing for difficult guys haha. He was in a rushed to take off my clothes. Was he??

Knowledge: I've missed you soo much.

His words making me melted in his arms. His eyes were back to the red orange color I was greateful. I've missed his touch more than I care to admit.

Satphire: Will you

I was soo embarrassed to ask.. But I wanted him to do it like he did last time. He was Staring at Me, I was so embarrassed I shook my head trying to forget I said something.

Knowledge: Tell me.

Satphire: I wanted you to um..

Knowledge: To what?

I was felling my whole body red. He was smilling at my suden color change.

Satphire: I want your mouth.

Knowledge: Dont be afraid to ask me.

His mouth was soo comforting. Waking up all my senses. How can light come out his mouth?

Knowledge: Do you want more?

Satphire: Haha no, I've missed you.

Knowledge: I don't like when we fight.

We're We a "We" Now? He was so handsome.

Satphire: It's my turn

Knowledge: Your turn?

Satphire: Uh huh.

I open my mouth. I couldn't bring light out but I could summon water.

Knowledge: Ahhh how do you do that?

It was hard to keep going because he kept growing. I successfully made him climax a couple of time. But I wanted him out of breath just like me.

Knowledge: Let me get in please?

Do you consent?

I know why he said that. It got me a little sad, I treated him bad.

I didn't mean to cry especially during this event.

Satphire: You don't ever need me to consent. Just take me when you need me.

Knowledge: Come here.

He help me off the floor. I doubt it was going to fit.

Satphire: Ahh wait ahhhh

Knowledge: Do you want me to calm down it may be too big for entry.

Satphire: No, I've waited long enough.

I laid him down. I figure me being on top would be better.

Knowledge: Your bleeding

Satphire: Just a little

Knowledge: Wait stop

Satphire: No

I didn't mean to breathe fire. After seeing that he relaxed and let me take a control. The whole night was just soo magical. We would talk in the middle to give him time to calm down.

Knowledge: Look at this.

Satphire: Let me see. What's your plan

knowledge: My uncle is sending ruthless Gods to find Carla.

Satphire: Why?

We were both naked waiting to go again But he kept getting too big. I want to be able to walk tomorow.

Knowledge: Let me show you these stones can make a barrier.

He got up from the bed removing the thin sheet that was covering his body. His hair was so wavy, he had a couple of scared in his body. He walked back with two stones manhood Swinging everywhere.

knowledge: I think a good tactic would be to use these stones to secure a base.

Satphire: We need a base?

Knowledge: We need God allies.

Satphire: This is bound to get messy.

When he sat back down next to me those scars was really deep. As he explain his infatuation with the stones, my fingers was tracing each scar behind his back

Knowledge: What are you doing?

Satphire: Haha nothing. On earth parents kissed the booboos on their love ones to make them feel better soo (kiss) Am (kiss) testing my own hypothesis (Kiss)

Knowledge: Haha is that so.

He laid me down hahah he was soo silly. He started to kiss me again. Using his fingers this time to rewarm me up.

Satphire: Ah how do you know where to go?

Knowledge: I do my homework.

He was flicking something. It was making it hard to concentrate.

Satphire: Ah I want you.. Come now please

Knowledge: I want to see how long before.... Well not that long it seems ahaha must it get everywhere when you climax?

Satphire: Shut up and come here.

I said pulling him up close. He wasn't going hard, or fast as last time. I was on my back he kept going in and out while making a circle with his waist.. How can he feels soo good. He was levitating me against the wall. I couldn't control how much will go in against the wall.

Knowledge: Satphire

Satphire: I know. Your glowing in me..

I wanted him to see everything in me too. Was he sure am what he wants?

Satphire: I want you to... ahhhh... I want you to feel my purity

Knowledge: Satphire are you sure?

Satphire: Yes.. I will be like a drug to you right?

Knowledge: Yeah

Satphire: Are you okay with that or?

He didn't say nothing but he started stroking me harder. I could feel the earth shaking why was he looking like he was taking my virginity hahah. He was sweating and cursing so much, He so sexy.. Why was the ground shaking so much? Would people know what we're doing in here? He was moaning soo loud. The pleasure was great but I was worried about him. Then he tap something. It felt as though I was inside of him too. He was glowing red and blue was that my water and fire magic? I felt him wrapping in me too. I felt his light entering and being one with me. I definitely felt stronger. There was soo much peace in me.. It felt like I was floating on the cloud without a care in the world. When I got off my high and look down. He fainted.

I had to support him to make sure he don't go crashing on the bed. This man was extremely heavy...

I dressed him. When The bell for school rung He finally woke up.. When he seen me on the side of the bed looking at him, he rubbed his face with his hands smilling

Knowledge: When did I?

Satphire: On top of me In mid air?

Knowledge: Am sorry I kinda lost control there. You might be sore, It might not seem like it but what was going on around you was also going on in you.

Satphire: Is that why you fainted?

Knowledge: I underestimated your purity, is been a while since I've been close to the light. It was wipping my sins to fast, It knocked me out.

Satphire: See we will be fine, I have powers I could use against God's.

I joked. But he removed his hand from his face and gave me a deadly stare

Knowledge: Don't do that with no body else!

His tone was so sharp, He couldn't see that was a joke?

Satphire: I thought sex didn't mater to God as it does to humans?

Knowledge: This is different. Get ready to go to class.

Why was he so serious all of the sudden? He was just smilling a minute ago, Sigh was it something I said? I was just joking. Oh boy!