Bittersweet

##Carla##

Ahh I hate this soo much. I stayed in the bathroom for about a week now. I hate vomiting. I felt like I eat something horrible. Johnathan was going to wake up any minute now I have to take a shower and get ready to feed my baby. Being stuck at the school I miss him soo much. I'm glad to be back at instalaxia for spring break, the only thing I hate is when they come to my house to ask for their loyal king. Funy! I couldn't bad mouth him infront of his subject so I would respond "Majesty is helping knowledge with a few things that will surely benefit the castle." I had to take over the paper work even in my horrible condition. I couldn't smell anything. If I ate I threw it right back up. I had heart burns ugh. Who know crying stone because of a betrayal could have so much impact.

Blue: Mom Johnathan is awake where is the bottle I'll give it to him

I Hurried out the bathroom before he could come in my room. I didn't want him to see me sick. I quickly stood infront of my door.

Blue: Mom you need to make your house bigger.

Blue gotten soo huge now. He had 2 year old Johnathan in his feathers. Johnathan was trying to touch his beak

Blue: Am your older brother, Yes I am.

Carla: I could make the house bigger. But we will need a bigger space.

Blue: Okay. I'll have the other kids take a look, I'll let you know once I find a place. He had the bottle in one wing while holding Johnathan in the other. They look so cute. Jonathan clearly loved him.

Blue: Where is Dad?

Carla: He stayed back a couple of things he had to take care of.

I said forcing a smile knowing how much I hate Johny right now.

Blue: Get dress to go to the castle you have a general meeting today. Today is feast day. Itybity and red will be waiting on you to help however way they can. They are prince and princesses too you know.

Carla: I know baby. Do you know how to change a diaper or bathe him.

Blue: Ma your disrespectful, Go! She acting like I wasn't doing this when she was stuck at school.

I laughed and got ready. I did not feel good at all. But I had to appear strong infront of everyone. Satphire and Cleon greeted me, I greeted them back base on their status, I got in the carriage to get to the castle. I don't remember the carriage being so bumpy. I didn't want to vomit I kept swallowing it back down. I was happy to arrive. I felt as everything was spinning.

Satphire: Okay, What's going on with you?

Carla: Nothing am fine

I stood straight and tried to walk properly. Me and Satphires haven't hung out since I came back. Cleon have been acting as a general. I didn't need any friends right now. I needed to be a queen till that A**h*le come back.

I walked in the meeting there was every food on the table. All the general stood up greeting me as their queen. I sat down signaling for the feast to start. It was disgusting, They had every food on the table. I had a water I couldn't even drink it without feeling like am going to vomit that back up. I got up quickly running to the bathroom. Satphire followed me.

Satphire: Your majesty?

Carla: Am fine get back to the feast I would be down in a minute

As I said that I felt a loud thump, Everything went dark.

I woke up at the pervy doctor facility

Doctor: Good evening your highness

Carla: Good evening? I should be going.

"Evening" How long was I asleep

Doctor: I am afraid not. You have been sleeping the entire day. I turn to see satphire right there along with Cleon, I wasn't sure why they were showing concern I was fine. I might be exhausted but I was fine.

Doctor: Why haven't you fully eat your majesty

He had these two x-ray he was constantly putting up in the air.

Carla: Nothing is staying down

I recently went to a shock I figured it's the after math of that.

Doctor: I see, Satphire will you make sure our Beloved queen take these pills everyday, To replace her meal. My queen can you swallow spit without vomiting

Carla: I surpose. I am not dying I assure you.

He didn't say anything he looked at Cleon

Doctor: Can you double the staff in the queen house, Or better yet convince her to come to the castle. She shouldn't be doing anything that will cause her stress. Satphire give her these pills with milk if you for her acid reflect, I don't want her to vomit them.

Satphire: Yes Doctor

Clean: Of course Doctor.

Carla: You are being ridiculous am not a child.

Doctor: Your with child your majesty. The shock you experience at that school put you in danger of a miscarriage. I believe that was the day the sperm found the egg but you constantly kept changing form, it went somewhere it shouldn't. I will need to do a procedure in your tube to get the babies where they surpose to go.

Satphire: Am sorry babies?

Doctor: She is expecting twins

Carla: How would one terminate that pregnancy?

Everyone looked at me like I was crazy, I didn't want nothing to do with the father why would I Carry his seed?

Doctor: Sigh, We gotta put her on suicide watch as well prince Cleon

Cleon: I'll assign some soldier and maid to keep close eye on her.

Doctor: She won't be able to use her magic due to the pain. The babies are not strong to undergo a surgery so I need a few days. Even After that she is not out of the woods yet.

I was soo angry at what they're saying right now. Am going to be a prisoner in my own kingdom. That's stupid.

##Johny##

My life is over. Everything I love is over. I had no reason to do what I did. I haven't left the doctors office. Everyone left for spring break visiting their love ones. I thought of going to earth but my mom and dad are going to annoy me, I don't want to admit my wrongs to them.

Knowledge: Will you be staying here for the rest of spring break?

Johny: One week down what's one more week to go.

Knowledge: Here he is.

He said pointing at me to Esperance. What was she doing here?

Esperance: Hey

Johny: Hey

Esperance: Here

She hand me a letter saying the Goddess of Seduction summons me.

Esperance: It's consider rude to decline.

Johny: Ugh I don't want to go

Esperance: I'll walk you through so you don't offend God's.

Johny: Am meeting your parents?

Esperance: Um

Johny: Thats not good, we are not a couple.

Esperance: You don't think I know that stupid?

She was getting mad.

Johny: Fine let me get decent

Knowledge: Wait his actually going with you.

Johny: Your stupid for playing that tape

Knowledge: In my defense my king, Who knew you were dipping in chocolate dropt when I thought you prefer Caramel haha.

I look back at him He took off running laughing at me. Ugh everyone was laughing at me. Esperance was smilling like it was funny, Nothing about this was funny. I made it to my room I packed a bag. Take a shower. I remember what me and Carla did in here. I shook off the memories and got dress. She was waiting for me by the bed. She put her forehead to mine showing me the place. I portaled over. It look like last night they had a party. There was people still knocked out on the floor. Wine bottles and glass all over the place. The palace was very elegant. It was decorated in mostly Gold, The floor was made with White marble tile, The wall and wall was in all red. It look like Roman mix with Greek.

Seduction: Hello

Esperance: Thats my Dad

This man looked like a giant. Hair locked and gold. He had a white robe on for whatever reason. On his arm had leaf bracelets matching his crown With white wings.

Persuasion: Hello

Esperance: Thats my mother.

I nodded my greeting

Esperance: This is king of instalaxia

I didn't want to talk I just wanted to go to a room and drown in my stupidity some more.

Esperance: His pretty tired I'll bring him up to a room

Seduction: Okay, Do join us for the party tonight

Esperance: We will see.

She led me to a very narrow hall way. The bed was huge all in pink I know which room this was. She grab suitcases and put it in her closet. She point to the bed. Ugh I was not in the mood to have sex right now Esperance.

Esperance: Do you play domino's?

Johny: Yes.

Esperance: My parent started to play because of the wind God, They have been trying to beat him.

Carla did that. ohh Carla I miss you soo much.

Esperance: Lets play for ssomething.

Johny: Gambling?

Esperance: No a friendly wager

Johny: Okay

Esperance: Who ever losses had to remove a belonging

Johny: Naked dominoes?

Esperance: Haha yeah

Johny: Honestly can I just sleep? please?

She nodded leaving Me in the room. I know she is trying to make me feel better but I don't want to feel better, I should feel this bad till the day I die. When I woke up I bathe and put something kingly on

Seduction: You clean up nice

Johny: Good evening

Esperance: I saved you a seat come.

They all was sitting on the table, She looked happy here than in school. It makes sense. They had a family dinner. The mom talk about how The father tricked her into marrying him Or sleeping with him. One story after another. It just got more bad as she told the story yet they were laughing. I never knew Esperance snort when she laughed uncontrollably. After dinner. Music started out of no where people started to come with offerings, I got up to head back upstairs When the Dad informed me, we will be going for a ride tomorow early.

I smiled my agreement "I did not want to do that." I said in my mind The next morning Esperance woke me up at 5 am saying at 6:45 the dad is leaving. I nodded and got up. She was wearing this fishnet dress showing off everything but her jewl box what is this?

Johny: What are you wearing?

Esperance: For the party you choose to pass up

Johny: You look revealing

Esperance: It's not for you so relax

Johny: You can't imagine how relax I am

Esperance: Alright

She got up from the bed her whole ass was out. I did not like her dressing like that. I went to bathe in her bathroom everything was organized by colors. This girl with colors. Finding the soap was almost impossible. When I finish I put my gray gym short on with a Black t-shirt. When I walk downstairs I seen the three sitting on high chair. While people would fornicate all around them. This is a actually party? The dad was covering his junk only. The mother had a dress on fully covered showing only her shoulders, Her dress was burgany colored With golden bracelets. What really caught my eyes was soo many guys was in line to see if Esperance would mate with them. When she sees me she quickly got off the throne. I didn't want to touch her after seeing soo much guys wanted her. It was definitely a mistake coming here. The Dad came down leading me in the back of the house. There was these mountains. He pushed to the side to allow me to enter. Inside was a couple of ladies bathing. Faunt was constantly trying to get them to mate with them. There was also several bad looking menataur as well; half human half horse. The menataur didn't ask any questions to who we were, they focus on the girls that wasn't fast enough escape Putting their seed inside of them. I felt bad, this was rape. Why was this God not doing something? The girls look like a water spirit. He walk by a tree passing a lake full of mold and nutrition for fish, to ask me something stupid

Seduction: What is your intention with my daughter

Johny: I don't understand your question?

Seduction: She haven't slept with anyone since she met you a few months ago, Going on and on about how your so cute. She didn't give the poor mortals a sweet illusion, the whole night she kept saying your not worthy. Some men practiced their stamina all year long to come to these 3 days party in the hope that they might mate with a Goddess

Johny: Sir am a married man

Seduction: I don't care about that. Don't hurt my daughter is all am saying.

Johny: I cut it off, I truly do care for her but my wife found out, she wants nothing to do with me.

Seduction: What happend?

I explain it from the beginning, I know I could die for this but I didn't care; kill me please cause am drowning my love life straight down the drain.

Seduction: Your wife was going to kill my daughter huh?

Johny: Sorry

Seduction: Hmm your memory showed you aren't lying.

Wait he was looking in my mind this entire time? Then why have me explain?

Seduction: The way I see it. Take esperance as your protective status, I doubt your wife will ever forgive her or you.

Johny: You think so?

Seduction: It's up to you my king.

Johny: Wouldn't Esperance get mad for me not touching her and itl be by name only

Seduction: You really believe you could resist my daughter's charm hahah

Johny: Sigh I will need to think about it. But thanks for the advice.

We walk back he killed one of the lamb in the forest. I made my way upstairs where Esperance was sleeping. She left space for me. But I don't know if I should.

I close the door trying to get my stuff and walk out.

Esperance: You should sleep

Johny: I was going to go find another room

Esperance: I Can leave. Sorry

She looked embarrassed again

Johny: I didn't want to wake you.

Esperance: I was waiting for you

Johny: In that?

Esperance: Why does this outfit bother you soo much?

She got up and took it off. She only had a thong on. She lay back down like that was better.

Johny: Yeah, Yeah, am going to find a more settle room. This was a castle right?

She grab a T-shirt from her hanged clothes and left the room. I got on the bed and it smelled like her; Dam it! The next morning she didn't come in my room I figured she was mad about last night. I Took a shower, put on some clothes. I found the family sitting outside. In the backyard. Laughing, They had some bags pack.

Seduction: Humans can sleep

Persuasion: I do hope we meet again. We have to go back to our place of dwell

Esperance: I had three more days until school so next break be here

Persuasion: Yeah yeah we will try.

They hugged us and left. Esperance lean back enjoying the sun on her skin. She had on a two piece bathing suit. Made out of gold.

Johny: That means I can leave right?

Esperance: Yes if you choose.

She got up, walking back inside. I was happy to not have to stay here. She went to the kitchen to get some left overs. I rushed Upstairs to grab my bag. When I got back downstairs she looked at me but didn't say nothing.

Johny: So thanks for the invite it was a good getaway, I need to go back to the school.

Esperance: Okay.

Hmm. I thought she wasn't saying anything. I should check if it's okay with her that I leave.

Johny: Are you going to be okay here by yourself

Esperance: Am not some weakling

Why was she getting mad all of the sudden

Johny: I didn't say that.

Esperance: You don't want to be here with me fine. You don't want to lay in the same bed as me fine. Just go. Your invitation went well. Go

Sigh why does this keeps happening to me?

Johny: Okay let's not keep choping carrot let's sit down.

I walked over grabing the knife from her hands. She looked sad. I get it her parents just bailed on her. At least wait for three more days.

Johny: Parents leaving bother you princess?

Esperance: I should be use to it by now you know. They only come for that stupid party. After a week they go back leaving me here.

She was crying again.

Johny: Well am here

Esperance: I thought you are leaving too?

Johny: Not until three days

She smilled. I portalled over one of knowledge invention because I was tired of eating lamb.

We ordered in.

Johnys: Where is your TV

Esperance: I don't have one.

Johny: We are getting one tomorow.

Esperance: Why not get batos

Johny: I love that idea.

I teleporte it to us. I install it in the room. For the next couple days we would laugh together, She introduced me to some weird games. She was good friends with the water nymph in this area. Tonight was our last night before going to face Carla.

Esperance: Are you ready?

She said as she laid next to me. I put my hands around her kissing her shoulders.

Johny: Absolutely not.

Esperance: Are you feeling better at least.

Johny: Yes, thanks to you.

Esperance: Okay.

We laid there not saying anything, I think we both wanted the same thing, it was too dangerous. I didn't enjoy her since school, We had slept in the same bed for the past few days nothing happened. I didn't want to mess up me and Carla relationship up worst.

Esperance: If you could have any super power what would it be?

Johny: The power to make people forget.

She got up and went to the bathroom. Was it something she ate?

Johny: Are you okay?

Esperance: Yeah it's fine am going to get some fresh air. I'll see you in the morning.

She walked out the bathroom in her short and t-shirt going for the door. I grab her hands something was obviously wrong.

Johny: Hey stop, what is it?

Esperance: Am not talking about it soo just go back to bed.

Johny: I really hate when you do that, talk to me.

Esperance: Why? it won't change anything.

She was screaming now maybe it's best she go for that walk, she's being stupid right now.

Johny: You don't want to talk fine. Go!

I said walking back to bed She stood there infront of me

Johny: You always runing from things I don't know why?

Esperance: You dont know why?

Johny: No clue

Esperance: Do you know how it feels to hear you talk about her, How you love her, You only care for her, How you want to shelter her heart. There is no one in the world who should matter but her. That hurts because it doesn't matter how hard I try, or how many lucky star I wish on I can never be her. You don't know how much I

would love to be her.

She walked out crying. Ugh!! I did talk about Carla alot but Esperance was giving me strategy on how to approach Carla when she got back. I didn't know it was breaking her heart. Cleon was right am so slow with girls. I walked outside it was pretty chilly. I found her shivering on a chair out in the backyard.

Johny: Can we talk?

Esperance: I don't want to go inside with you.

Johny: Okay Then

I lift her and carry her over my shoulders back inside. I wasn't going to frost my butt off out here. I walk back in the room placing her on the bed she wasn't saying anything.

Johny: What do you want esperance?

Esperance: It doesn't matter the

sun will go back up we can go back pretending we don't know eachother.

She look so cute when she's mad.

Johny: Why did you leave?

Esperance: Sigh, My king let it go. You always try to work things out.

Johny: If I let you go, You would let me go as well? If I walk down the hall way pretending to not care would that make you happy?

She didn't say anything she just turned away from me giving me her back. I walked to the other end of the bed and sat down so I could face her.

Johny: Tell me why my imaginary super powers trouble you so much.

Esperance: Because

Johny: Because?

Esperance: You would forget about us.

Johny: I would make Carla forget about us

Esperance: You would go back to living the dream with her, leaving me with these haunting memories?

Johny: No, I didn't mean it like that princess come here.

I said pulling her close to me. She turn her face from me again, I hate it when she does that

Johny: Kiss me

Esperance: Why don't you go kiss Carla?

Johny: Haha Your soo cute come here.

I grabbed her and kissed her. I hate it when she gets mad at me. Her body still submitted to me. I wasn't sure if I wanted to make her mine. If I sleep with her, I would be making love to her, She will be my protected status.

Esperance: What did you mean then?

I lay back down

Johny: I meant I wish I could have this special button to fix things making every body happy.

Esperance: Sigh, if life was that easy.

She wiggle herself closer to me, we Spoon the night away.

Esperance: Get up!

Johny: What time is it? Let's go back to sleep

Esperance: Haha if you want to miss school sure?

She kept jumping on the bed preventing me from going back to sleep

Johny: Let me sleep!

Esperance: Uh uh.

I used my legs to trip her, I didn't mean for her to fall off the bed. I got up checking on her, She grab my collar pulling me on top of her. kissing me Asking "Am you up yet?"

Johny: Sure

She led me to this pool like bath room, the pool had milk instead of water.

Johny: What is this?

Esperance: This is a family secret. Milk its been known to remove anything bad. Get undress

She said taking off her clothes. It wasn't the first time I saw her naked but man she was sexy. Her body wasn't as develop as Carla but give her a few years.

Esperance: If your going to rise up my king why not hide it with the milk

She said blushing. I didn't even notice. I quickly jumped in the pool She followed, she had soap made out of fruits.

Johny: Where did you get all this?

Esperance: Offerings

Johny: Oh ok

Esperance: Turn around let me get your back for you.

I turned she clean my back. Her hands are so soft. She shouldn't be kissing my neck like that. Unless whe wants to be here the whole day?

After she was done I did her back. We stared at each other for a while, Her yellow eyes was so pretty. After a while she got out the bathtub going to a near bath to rise it off. I wonder why she didn't say anything. We got dress, I got my bags we left. When we got to the school seems like everything stayed the same. I told her I was going to put my stuff in my room She nodded; Agreeing if we don't have the same class we would have lunch. When I went upstairs I see cleon there sitting on my bed

Cleon: Man of the hour what's up man?

Johny: Your boy had a personal invite to go see two God's

Cleon: Who

Johny: Let's not dwell on who?

Cleon: Who?

I didn't want to say it but..

Johny: Seduction and persuasion

Cleon: Wait, Wait you met the parents?

Johny: It wasn't like that

Cleon: You must be serious about her.

Johny: It sounds stupid I know. Carla still wants to kill me?

Cleon: Not just you but your unborn as well?

Johny: Wait, Carla is pregnant?

Cleon: Yup, Super pist about

it to. The doctor is really worried about her. He assigned her maids and soldier to keep her from doing anything harsh.

Johny: What do you mean harsh?

Cleon: She's not eating, she constantly asking question about how to end the pregnancy.

Johny: Start from the beginning what happend

He told me about what happend when Carla found out. The operation was a success but she didn't want to be pregnant. I was greatful she is not telling people what I did. I decided I should go find her. I rushed to knowledge office am sure she was getting her class scheduled. Carla looks soo adorable When she had one baby Everything looks super delicious. She had two guard and two handmaiden

They all bowed saying "my king"

Johny: Good morning

Carla: Can you guys give me a moment please?

Johny: Its fine

I waive and they went out the office.

Knowledge: Am glad you both are here

Carla: I just want my classes so I could go regret my life in peace.

Johny: Your pregnant?

I said smilling. I know who it was for.

Carla: Knowledge please?

I couldn't stand it. I grab her hands so she don't kill me and kissed her all over.

Carla: Let go of me

Johny: I will never let you go my little Carla

I was confuse to why she wasn't using her powers to destroy me? Hmm something is wrong.

Knowledge: Carla since you are unable to use magic during this pregnancy, You are in beginners class

Carla: Do you have a pill I could take to you know end the pregnancy?

That was definitely the hurt Carla talking, the Carla I know loves her kids.

She got her paper and exit the room I took my paper And followed her.

She waive her hands but she screamed in agony. I guess this was really painful for her.

I made her water chair she loves so much. That carried her.

I walk back happy to see her again. When I got to my room Esperance was there waiting on me.

Esperance: You got your classes.

Johny: Yeah, let me see yours

Esperance: We have the same classes I am happy.

I did portal the TV back before bato return..We sat down and watch movies. We didn't do anything. I did not want to tell her about Carla. She slept over. I was greatful. I got up the next morning Went to class. She was already gone when I woke up. Guess who was in my class... Carla! She looks tortured. I waive to the soldiers to leave I'll look after her for the day.

When They left she breathe easier.

Esperance came in with a yellow rompers, She was so stylish; smilling at me Walking over to my table. Satphire is really going to kill me.

Esperance: You slept well?

Johny: When did you leave?

Esperance: After you fell asleep.

Johny: Oh

Esperance: Is your ex in our class?

Why did she say Ex like that, We are married we will work it out. I walk over to Carla hoping she will give me an inch

Johny: Hi

Carla: Bye

She is talking to me again! Which mean three months tops

Johny: Did you sleep okay?

She look at me then look at the teacher. I decided to walk back to Esperance, Esperance didn't seem to say anything. At lunch I was debating who to eat lunch with. I decided to eat lunch with my wife.

Johny: Why aren't you eating?

Carla: I have no appetite

Johny: Thats impossible. I ordered her chicken noodles soup, She love it growing up. When I got back to the table

Carla: Who's going to eat that?

Johny: Oh my beautiful queen, you are!

Carla: My stupid king not in your wildest dream

I leaned in and kiss her. I love how she lacks reflect.

Carla: STOP IT!

Johny: You have three options

Carla: Do I?

Johny: I could feed it to you. I could have my soldier hold you down for me to feed it to you or you could eat it.

Carla: You wouldn't dare

I close my fist the soldiers who was a few feet away got closer. She grab the soup. Her Eating it sarcastically didn't bother me one bit. As long as she eats. I will be there during this pregnancy

Johny: Tomato

Carla: Don't call me that.

Johny: Hmm. I'll see you at dinner my love.

I made my way to the library where Esperance finished eating, she was quietly reading a book.

Johny: Hey

Esperance: I didn't think you were coming?

Johny: Carla is not eating and she have my heir inside of her.

Esperance: Wait she's pregnant?

Johny: Yeah I found out yesterday

Esperance: I see

She said flipping through the pages. She was so different from Carla. she would hurt quietly

Johny: Are you worried?

Esperance: Worried for what?

Johny: Your avoiding eye contact again.

I leaned in and kissed her. To reassure her something I couldn't guaranteed myself.

Johny: I love that smile.

That statement made her smiled more.