13. Some People Are Just Not Worth It
(Lucifer POV)
Reaching my room I just threw myself on the bed.
'These damn emotions'
The fact that these emotions that do not belong to myself keeps bothering me but I have to accept this as my new reality.
"Hey system is there really no way to deal with them"
[No host, these emotions are deeply ingrained in the soul, these emotions can't be erased and can only by gaining high level mind stability or any other emotion related skills can the host deal with them]
Cleaning his moist eyes Lucifer frowned.
"How high should my mind stability skill be"
[According to my calculations it should be at least on the 5]
"Level 5? How high can a skill reach"
[Level 10 is maximum a skill could reach and after it, the skill could evolve into a higher form]
"Ok"
I got together with all the information the system gave me.
"How could I train to level up my mind stability skill?"
For now till I'm inside Morrison Island I don't have to pay much attention to get stronger but I do need to find a way to clear these emotions so not to cause any trouble.
[The higher level of the mind stability skill could be attained by the host experiencing some emotional disturbances and alike]
"Emotional disturbances?"
[Yes a situation in which the host found his emotions hard to control like experiencing extreme gore incidents or mental breakdown like situations]
"I get it"
'Extreme bloodshed or some mental breakdowns? How the heck should i get it? wait I knew how could I'
Getting up from my bed I looked at the mirror.
I had seen my face in my memories but looking at it in the mirror I am completely amazed.
Long white hair, golden eyes, perfect masculine face and a perfect shredded figure with no extra muscles.
Admiring my new looks for a few seconds i examined the whole room.
Grand would be an understatement, luxurious items which were all neatly arranged, the room wasn't any extravagant but more of a noble, I have to admit aesthetics of the previous owner of this body were great.
Coming to the study table I grabbed a book from the drawer, it was the diary of the previous owner of this body.
I began to read it, his everyday life which mostly is about the training, he was really a maniac when it came to training and his motivation all came from his lonely life.
By the memories Lucifer everyday cried himself to sleep because of the loneliness he felt, no friends and even the family which distanced themselves from him was a lot to handle for him.
Thinking about my rude behaviour towards my new mother a few minutes ago I didn't feel anything bad.
It is truly wrong to say something rude to your own mother but i didn't feel anything wrong instead I felt relieved.
Lucifer's parents are a true example of irresponsible and partial parents.
According to the plot, after Lucifer's awakening potential was destroyed with Sarah's persuasion Elizabeth came for him but after a small chat she asked Lucifer to spare Albert the one who attacked Lucifer with the bomb under Sarah's order.
Lucifer who was overjoyed by the fact that his mother talked to him after years, so he didn't give it a thought and just agreed with her selfish request.
One could only imagine how much he suffered to resent the mother he once looked as a goddess to such an extent. Even for the man who killed him, he didn't have this much of a resentment.
'Sigh some people are just not worth it'
I was an orphan in my previous life I always envied others who had their parents for them, many of my friends got adopted and had a nice family, but unfortunately for some they met abusive and irresponsible parents which destroyed their lives.
"Previous one got the greatest boon a child may receive but fate played a joke on him and turned that boon into the greatest curse anyone can receive"
Lucifer muttered to himself as he kept placing the diary back, Lucifer muttered to himself and looked at the mirror at his own reflection.
"Tomorrow is the day of judgement"
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Hey guys
Got some ideas about the system?
A) Just Pass some quests
B) A choice selection