Chapter 28

Adam's (P.O.V)

Leaving Honeys house was the hardest things I had to do. But I had no choice if I had stayed then something would have that would be to the point of no returns.. I've never felt like this about any girl before. These feelings are strong I'm not sure what to call it. Love can't be it, but I deeply care bout her.

What have I gotten myself into? I can't be doing this. Honey is my soon to be step sister our parents are getting married. And her mother lost the baby that was mine and Honey's sister or brother, The reality of that makes it more difficult for me. But I don't know what to do anymore. I should have stopped myself before these feelings developed I only have myself to blame. how ill our parents react to our relationship. My Dad would lose it and won't take it the news so well, I have no idea how Heather would react, but it won't be good. but their relationship has been rocky lately chances of them breaking up was high. Regardless It's got to stop now before things go any further. I picked up my phone and dialled her number. With in the first ring she answered. "Hey." She said. "We need to talk." I said straightforward. " you too really? why does ever one want to talk?" She sounded annoyed. "What do you want to talk about." She asked. "I think we should break up." getting to the point. "Why?" She sounded shocked. "Goodbye Honey." I said before hanging up. I could hear her calling my name before I shut it. Why was it so hard breaking up with Honey and so easy breaking up with Rose? I felt like a huge weight has landed on my Chest and it was hard to breath. I felt like I was suffocating. I rested my head on my pillow. ignoring her phone calls. I know it hurts Honey, but please understand its for the best.

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Demi's (P.O.V)

I don't understand why she's so upset she needs to be logical at times like this she can't start a family and marry her step Brother. I'm just looking out for her. And I would never take Dylan's side over hers. Dylan looked bad, so I had no choice he's also my boyfriends Best Friend what choice did I have?

My phone rang, and it was a call from a very emotional Honey. "There, are you happy now we broke up." She cried. Before she shut the phone on me. I quickly called back but no answer. What is going on? How is everything ruining my friendship with Honey. Should I have not even given Chad a chance? then none of this would have happened. After constantly calling, no answer I decided to pay her a visit. I'm her best friend I must be there for her no matter how stupid her decision may be.

Adam's (P.O.V)

I arrived at the studio. Ryan and Joey where already there ready to rehearsal for the concert. I must give it my all when I see everyone else working so hard for my sake this is my show, people are coming to see me, and my fans deserve to see me at my best. No more fooling around for sure this time. "Adam sweetie you're here, come I have good news." Robyn was clearly intoxicated. When ever she was this nice to me she was drunk. She could hardly walk straight, wobbling around. "She's drunk Adam carful." Joey laughed. "Yea she says you drove her into drinking so much." Ryan added teasingly. "Oh, boys hush up I'm not drunk." She snapped as she wrapped her arm around my shoulder. "Now like I was saying before I was rudely interrupted...we have quite a few interviews set up one happens to be with hot gossip live this week after the concert." She hiccupped unable to keep her eyes open. I took a good look at Robyn and she was falling apart for her age she looked great, but age has done its tole on her.

She had Snow White hair and dark circles under her eyes, Wrinkles. And the amount of make up she had on still wasn't enough. I kind of felt bad for giving her a hard time all this time. "I think you should go home for tonight and we will talk in the morning." I placed my hand on her back gesturing her to the door as I told Stan to drive her home. "No, no, no I'm fine we have so much that needs to be done." She refused. "Robyn I promise to do the interview and I will focus on the concert so don't worry and go home rest up." I assured her. She paused long and hard before a tear escaped her eye. I forgot she was an emotional drunk. Last time I saw her drunk "she cried about her spilled wine saying the floor is stealing and drinking all her wine. She would lick the floor saying she's getting it back. And before that was years ago with my mother. They watched Finding Nemo together and wouldn't stop crying for almost six hours. And talked about fish feelings for the whole night. "I love you Adam ad im so proud f you." He cried as she walked out the fort with Stan's supervision. the rest of us got to work dance after dance song after song got in our zone and focused. Hours had gone by before we realized it was midnight. Rehearsal had never been so intense. I was exhausted both mentally and physically. I got home and passed out. I didn't even care that the old man was out drinking again instead of taking care of his emotionally distressed fiancé that he hurts constantly. I wouldn't even be surprised if he was out with that woman again.

I dreamt I was running, running from something but I don't know what?. Every time It came near I would start running. It's not a nightmare but a different state of mind. I didn't even know if I was sleeping or awake. Was it because I was so tiered and mentally stressed that this was happening. I woke to a ruckus. I left my room and heard a woman voice giggling. I came down the stairs and saw my father kissing that woman again. As they helped each other undress. He lifted her up kissing her tossing his shoes off. they both dropped on the couch and they where all over each other.

I turned around and made my way back to my room before I threw up. There was a part of me that wanted to go down and just punch him. But that would make things worse. I headed back to bed. Morning came a little early, but I had to go back to the studio Ryan was picking me up, so I had to be up earlier then usual. I came down for breakfast and notice the girl in the kitchen making eggs. She was wearing nothing but my father's shirt. This was the first time I'm meeting her and come to think of it she looked a lot younger than I thought. She had platinum bleach blonde hair that was so long it was down to her hips. Not too tall about Honeys Hight I'd say. She was totally not my dads type she looked trashy and cheap, dirty strippers you would see at amateur night. I wouldn't even touch her. What was the old man thinking? Mid life finally hit him hard. "Good morning sleepy head." She chirped so early in the morning. "you must be Adam wow you sure are cute." Such a bubbly girl with a bright personality. It was kind of sickening. I walked passed her and grabbed a piece of toast and stuffed it on my mouth I reached for the bacon, but she slapped my hand. "Nu uh not until your fathers is here." She giggled. "Now go sit down an ill tell you when breakfast is ready." She did some sort of a happy dance before beating the eggs. I was surprised she had the audacity to even touch me let alone be so open with me. "How old are you?" I asked curiosity getting the best of me. "I'll be twenty in a few months" She smiled sheepishly. I almost chocked on the toast I was eating. How could my father date a nineteen-year-old girl? "Good morning." My father came down and wrapped an arm around her shoulders and kissed the side of her head. "Sit down babe I've always wanted to have like this family breakfast." She giggled shooing him to sit next to me. He sat next to be and nudged me with an elbow when he noticed the sickening look I was giving her. I was confused annoyed, noxious and disgusted with both him and her. Shocked he brought her over and was so open about this whole thing knowing he's engaged to Heather. I stood up and made my way to the door. "Where are you going?" She asked with her annoying high picked voice. "Shut up." I said as I was leaving. "Adam." My dad huffed at me surprised I told his play toy to shut up. "You too old man" I said before shutting the door behind me. There no way I'm respecting a nineteen-year-old air head. And as for Him, I had lost every bit of respect I had for him. I made my way down the street when my phone started ringing. It was Honey, I pressed ignore and stuffed it back in my pocket. But she kept calling and calling. After the tenth time I decided to answer knowing her she wouldn't stop calling until I picked up. "What is it?" I answered. "I don't know what to do anymore." She cried into my ear. I didn't want to hear this or she would have me run over to her and hold her tightly. "Adam don't do this...-" I shut the phone on her. I know it's cold but. I couldn't bare it.

After hours of hanging out the guys my phone was ringing off the hook. All the calls were from Honey and a few texts from her. I arrived home after the boys dropped me off. I reached for my key to unlock the door that's when I noticed the door was slightly open. I pushed it open to only see a chaotic sight. My house was Completely upside down. Broken glass, chairs flipped over, curtains torn. Did we get robbed? That's when I noticed my father sitting on the floor with a big glass of alcohol in his hand. I rushed over to him. "What happened. You alright?" I asked worriedly. "Ah Adam when did you get here. He smiled. Complete drunk with a flushed face. "Look at me dad." I pulled his facing making him look me in the eyes. That's when I notice a cut on his cheek and tears running down his face. "What happened?" I asked once more. "It's all gone kid, Heather is gone Emma is gone I'm alone. I ruined it all." He cried his words all slurred. "What do you mean Heather is gone?" I asked growing anxious.

"I lost her the one woman I actually loved, and I was too stupid to realize she's the one and now she's gone.... I'm so stupid." He continued he then banged his fist against his chest. "What happened to Heather?" This time my word growing firmer. He didn't answer. "I'm so stupid." He repeated. When I realized talking to home was useless I quickly Called Honey

"Adam." She answered. "Where are you what happened to your mom?" asked her. "Now you decided to return my call after I tried to get a hold of you for the past few hours." She scolded. " I'm sorry it was on silence" I lied, and she knew it. " my mom is here but she's broken mentally Adam I don't know how much more she can take." Honey sounded worried and scared. "I'm coming." I said before hanging up.