I'm His Only Love
When Audra's mum dies, she goes back home, even knowing she would finally have to face his first love, Chris – who’s also his foster brother. After what appears to have been a pretty painful breakup, they’ve been avoiding each other over the past 11 years. But will the pain of the loss bring them back together? Or would the bad memories be too much? The journey from here only gets more eventful, when her mum leaves a surprise condition on her will that would turn Audra’s life around.
WALK THROUGH MEMORY LANE
After the emotional talk, I thought it best to give Chris some breathing room. Unsure of what to do and still unsettled after it, I went to my studio, closing the door behind me.
I breathed deeply, looking around the room. I realised I didn't feel like working. And in all honesty, I might not be able to concentrate on anything anyway.
A part of me wondered if I was coming too close to the fire when it came to Chris. But seeing him like that did something to me, stirred a protectiveness and a wish to make him feel better.
I was physically unable to see him sad and not try to console him.
Maybe Robb had the right thought about staying outside of this mess, cause it's been a little over two months and my feelings are already a mess; is it old feelings of friendly compassion? Maybe.
Or maybe the fact that he's like family and an old lover makes it impossible for me to stay indifferent.
...Or the flame has been ignited once again.