A reason...

I went home and then my mom greeted me but I just walk inside my room and lock it.

This is my mom's fault😭😭 She can literally help me talk to V but she never did that for me instead she forced me to stop liking him.

I'm so pissed right now!

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I open my phone and search for the lastest news about him and dispatch really said that it was him...

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For the whole night, I keep on scrolling for his ships cause I can't sleep.

Those girls are so lucky being shipped with the world wide handsome guy.

I want to be a kpop artist too-- but mom don't want me to pursue it because she wants me to finish my degree. So annoying as ever! Tskkk

While watching his ships to other famous girls, i just imagining that it is me so I can feel that i'm not hopeless at all.

Aish! I am not expecting to be his girlfriend huh, but you know that feeling when you know that ugh!!! I know I need to limit myself, i'm just a fan girl that's it.-____-

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[the next day]

Heellloooo besty--- Mino said while hugging me like idiot.

Do you have something to say???- i asked while looking at him fixing my hair. Then the other students are looking at us while smiling..

Oohhhh they are so lucky with eachother--- i hope they will be couple soon----- i heard them complimenting us but i actually don't like it...

I slap his hand...

What?-- he asked. then he put his hands on his pockets...

What did you say to my mom??--- he think he can scare me because of that huh.

Mmm nothing, why???--- fool ugh. I ignore him but he keep on pinching my face while telling me his silly jokes.

Then we are laughing while walking in the corridor.

Riiiinnngggg riiiinnnnggggg~~~

Hello???---

Maam~~ your mom is really sick. She told me not to tell yo--you ma-amm Jenn bu-but-----

Where is my mom???--- i asked her with a concern tone.. What happened to my mom???

Minooo oppaaa~~~ then Mino hold my hand, then we run outside the campus..

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[house]

Mooommm why you didn't told me, you are not feeling well??- I asked her while crying and holding her hands. But she can't answer me because of the sleeping pills that the doctor injected on her dextros.

Doc. Is she fine right?- I asked the doctor while Mino is still holding my hand.

Yes, her illness is not at risk. Even her heart is weak. She can still manage it but I suggest that she needs to stop working for a while because it might trigger her illness and attack her again-- the doctor said. My mom has a heart failure since she was child.

That's why I'm trying my best to hide my activities as a fan girl---cause it might trigger her illness. I don't want to stress her so much, but i think she is really working at our company really hard. While here I am trying to be spoiled-brat...

Your mom will be okay-- Mino said.. Then I nod and smiled.

After a few minutes her mom arrives, I greeted her. She is my mom's best friend since high school.

Jenn~~ aigooo don't be sad, pretty girl. Your mom will be fine, she's strong-- she said then smiled..

Mino-yaa, bring Jenn to her room now. She needs to rest, then you go home right away, your brother is waiting for you there, I will take care of your mom Jeennn-- she said, then we went outside.