1 It was not fun

Dreadful. 

It was dreadful. 

There was so much blood. 

So many screams. 

My hands were shivering. 

My world was spinning. 

Mom was holding me down so I didn't pass out on the ground. 

It would be okay, they said.

Everything was normal- they said. 

I'd be mentally strong after merging- they said! 

"Is-is it supposed to bleed like that?" I managed.

How was it even humanly possible?

She- she was literally bleeding at least a few liters of blood, right?

Oh, my chocolate god…!

Actually, thinking about choco- only made me want to puke-

"Calm down…" Mom sighed. "It's normal."

And it frigging smelled in here!

"How the hell is that normal!" I could not control my voice, no. 

"Would you- shut up!" Marg yelled. She was screaming, groaning, and crying all that the same time. But this was the first time she complained. "And come here, hold my hands or something."