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The sensation of being loved when you are having the painful and worst era of your life is like getting heaven in hell...

And yeah you're helly involved in to that heaven but you don't know that is very short term heaven .....

That sensation is not sympathy that is more worse then a hells fire .....

But you know bout that at the moment ... you'll realize it after that heaven piss you off in to a  predicament of hell , and you'd start drowning into that stream of Hades ...

Then you came to know about the harsh and cruel realities of life and your love ones as well ...

Then you cry over nights and nights ....

Then you hide your tears ...

But you learnt from your vicious pain and experience ....