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I don't know how long I've been out for but it was long enough for the day to go dark and for my mate to be long gone in his dream.

Truthfully, I would describe this state as happiness, being in the arms of the person I love, someone who would do just about anything for me, being in a beautiful room, knowing that I don't have any problem with my father anymore, knowing that my friends are still cool with me and above all, knowing that my life outside here is waiting for me just as I had left it.

But am I going back to that life the way I left it? Wait, am I even going back at all? Should I really be bothering myself with these thoughts right now?

Of course!

But what good will it do for me? No good but I still I have to ponder on it