123 **Repeated** Torture 2

The journey to where Claudia is being held was filled with silence and sparks, the silence is understandable but the sparks are not. I understand why we are both silent, I was silent because my mind was filled with I was going to do to Claudia, what I going to show her but then whenever a gory site crosses my mind sparks flew to where it was most unexpected, at first, I thought I made a contact with Damien's skin but then he was somehow far from making skin contact with me, the third time I felt those fucking sparks was when I made the connection, I'm excited at the thoughts of seeing gory things, how crazy is that? When I made the connection, I felt I was being absurd but after a second confirmation, I knew I wasn't lying to myself, truly, I am excited at the thought of torturing someone and that is the creepiest thing that could ever happen to me and even though I'm supposed to be grossed out, I'm not, I'm not even close to being grossed out.