(18+) The One with All the Confessions (not really)

'I love him.'

That same thought kept repeating over and over again in Dhiraj's mind for the past few hours. The moment he realized that it was Nakul who not only urged him but also stayed with him as he faced the fears he was trying to escape for decades, there was a sudden shift in the perspective of his world. Suddenly the urge to see his baby grew stronger. As every minute passed by, all Dhiraj wanted was to hold Nakul in his arms and to nuzzle in his baby's neck.

Dhiraj tried to rein in his thoughts. 'I'll be seeing him the next morning anyway. Why rush?' He must be sleeping now. He tried to rationalize his mind. But the heart wants what it wants, right?

So as the heart won the battle, he immediately took off to see his baby.

And now that his baby was finally in his arms, Dhiraj couldn't even imagine being apart from Nakul. 'I love you. I love you soooooooooooooooooooo much.' He held Nakul tightly in his arms, wishing if only they would fuse together to be inseparable. There was a weird mix of emotions in Dhiraj's heart. Unfathomable joy of seeing his baby. Utter delight of having Nakul in his arms. Deep satisfaction that Nakul hugged him back. But a pinch in his heart that he will have to keep these thoughts to himself. 'I don't want to overwhelm him with my feelings. He's already trying his best to keep his mind open. Let's be a bit more patient Dhiraj. Let's not scare him.' At that thought, Dhiraj's grip grew tighter.

Nakul was oblivious to Dhiraj's little joy train of thoughts. He too found his heart at ease as Dhiraj held him in his arms. The silence of night felt comforting and the 2 bodies just remained in each other's warm embrace. It was Dhiraj who broke away first. His eyes met Nakul's and soon they fell on his plum lips.

Nakul understood the intention of those eyes and he didn't mind indulging in them. He leaned towards those desperate eyes that were trying to hold themselves back. He sure enjoyed Dhiraj being impatient. The lust that spilled from Dhiraj's eyes, the parted lips that were letting out heavy breaths; the adam's apple that went up and down as he gulped hard; his cock that was semi erect even though they hadn't even touched. All of this brought a strange sort of satisfaction to Nakul. 'How can one resist this man in front of me?'

Soon the distance between them diminished and Nakul placed a soft yet wet kiss on Dhiraj's lips. That made Dhiraj lose all his reason. The kiss that started slow soon turned into a battle of thirst. A thirst to devour the other. Consume whole so that the starved beast residing inside both of them could satisfy its hunger.

Nakul pushed his tongue inside Dhiraj's mouth, exploring and borderline conquering it. Dhiraj responded with equal vigor. He could barely contain himself. Dhiraj put his arms around Nakul, holding his baby as he towered over Nakul. The hands joined in the desperation as they started ripping away the layers of clothes that acted nothing but hindrance in the process of their bodies meeting each other's. They didn't even realize when their cock's had started to react to each other. Their bodies rubbed on to each other, trying to feel up whatever little they could through the clothes.

Dhiraj pushed Nakul against the wall. He placed his forearm on the wall trying to steady himself. Nakul under him?! He loved how that made him feel. He soon turned his attention to Nakul's ear, nibbling it. He knew Nakul loved that. The wet stains on Nakul's pants was the evidence.

"Ahhh" Nakul let out a moan. And it did nothing more than driving Dhiraj crazy. Nakul's hitched up voice as he drowned into pleasures of touch deeply satisfied Dhiraj. He traced Nakul's spine with his free hand as he slipped it into the crack of Nakul's arse cheeks.

Another moan escaped from Nakul's throat. Dhiraj sure knew his spots. He knew exactly how to drive Nakul insane with pleasure. But Nakul wasn't going to just sit and watch. His hands had other plans. They freely reigned over Dhiraj's broad shoulders. He pulled Dhiraj closer to himself and inhaled his body's scent. Drenched in sweat, Dhiraj's body odor was something Nakul couldn't help but get turned on by. 'How does he smell so fucking good?!' That made Nakul pull Dhiraj's waist to his. Their fully erect cock's touched and Dhiraj nearly came.

"Fuck....I almost came...."

"I didn't know you could come so easily." Nakul said with a mischievous smile.

Dhiraj's eyes met Nakul's and a smile escaped his lips as he saw an unholy intention in Nakul's eyes. Dhiraj liked that lecherous gaze of Nakul. Wanting more. No. Demanding more.

"Why are you so sexy babe?" Dhiraj blurted out as he leaned in to kiss his baby. Nakul reciprocated it but quickly stopped.

"Let's move to the bed," Nakul suggested. And how could Dhiraj say no such a tempting suggestion?

"Okay" He kissed his baby more.

Nakul pulled away. He took Dhiraj's hand and made his way towards Dhiraj's bedroom. Dhiraj was somewhat taken aback by how assertive Nakul was being. But nevertheless his heart was overjoyed by these little advancements.

Upon entering his bedroom, Dhiraj noticed the messy bedsheet. As if someone was sleeping on his bed. And obviously there was only one person who would, right? 'Does this mean that my baby was missing me?' He let off his goofy smile at Nakul and strangely Nakul understood why that smug smile appeared. Paying no heed to it, Nakul pushed Dhiraj on the bed.

The lust that had disappeared momentarily, made its comeback. Nakul stood there, admiring the view in front of him. A sexy man nearly half naked was keenly waiting for him to make a move. That made a smirk appear on Nakul's face. For some reason he felt the urge to do everything today. An urge to give. Or maybe an urge to.....serve.

He got on top of Dhiraj. He started with a small peck on Dhiraj's lips. Then one more. And then turned it into a deep kiss. Seconds passed by and he only stopped when breathlessness took over. But he still wasn't satisfied. That was when a desire to possess took over him. He leaned towards Dhiraj and bit Dhiraj's lower lip as a subconscious thought entered his mind. 'He's mine.'

Nakul's focus then shifted to Dhiraj's chest, the chest he loved so much. Dhiraj's exposed pecs were a feast to his soul. He went down and sucked on the left side. Taking it in his mouth, he swirled his tongue around the nipple.

"Fu..ah...hahaha...That tickles" Dhiraj let out a giggle. He didn't usually get his nipples played with. That was a weird sensation. But he was aware of Nakul's love for his chest so he gladly let Nakul do whatever he wanted. Dhiraj's hand reached Nakul's neck, grazing softly over his nape. That let down a shiver through Nakul's body.

'That's distracting.' Nakul simply wanted to feast on Dhiraj's body. He shifted his focus to the other side of the chest. He started sucking on to the other nipple as his hand slowly started massaging the other side. They started turning crimson red, a color that suited Dhiraj. On the other hand, Dhiraj found his pants feeling stuffy. All he wanted was to let his dick out but Nakul was being excruciatingly slow that day.

'Fuck. I wanna come.' With that in his mind he said to Nakul, "Babe.....I'm about to explode. Can't you make me come?"

But Nakul had other plans. He simply "hmmmm"-ed Dhiraj, still having no intention to let go of Dhiraj's chest. After all that was the real treasure trove for Nakul. But Nakul could feel the jizz oozing out of Dhiraj's pants. He shouldn't be that merciless right?

Hence Nakul moved on from the chest. Going south, he licked Dhiraj's ab-line, savoring the taste of Dhiraj's skin along the way. He finally reached his destination. Unfastening the belt, he then removed Dhiraj's pants, unleashing the monster feeling stuffy. Dhiraj's dick always made Nakul marvel. Maybe because he hadn't seen another man's penis so closely. It was the girth of Dhiraj's cock that amazed him. Taking the monster in one hand, he made a circle with the thumb and index finger with the other. He then pushed that circle down the head of Dhiraj's already sensitive shaft. That made Dhiraj wince. He loved it when more attention was paid to the head of his cock. And his reaction made Nakul feel so proud of himself.

And so Nakul focused on the head. Long, slow yet hard strokes followed by shallow, swift strokes on the top. Dhiraj's semen oozed out uncontrollably. Then Nakul pressed the underside of the head with his thumb, slowly massaging it in a circular motion. That made Dhiraj arch his back more. He could feel his cum rising up, ready to spurts out. He would come just in a second. But then, he suddenly realized something gripping his cock tightly at the base, not allowing him to come. He looked down. Nakul had warped his fingers tightly around the base, not allowing him to climax. Their eyes meet. Dhiraj looked at his baby, his eyes pleading mercy, wanting nothing more than a release.

Nakul did understand the look in Dhiraj's eyes. He did want Dhiraj to feel the pleasure that an orgasm has. But he had some other plans too. He kept his eyes locked with Dhiraj and he then proceeded to do something unexpected. He leaned towards Dhiraj's cock and took it in his mouth.

Dhiraj wasn't expecting that. His dick was wrapped into his baby's mouth. The wet and hot sensation nearly melted his cock. And the very next second he reached the orgasm he craved for. An orgasm that was unlike any other. He came in Nakul's mouth.

'Nasty.' Nakul noted about the taste of Dhiraj's cum. He removed the residue left in his mouth and looked up for Dhiraj. And the scene in front of him captivated his eyes. In front of him laid a beautiful man, breathing frantically. His skin had turned red, and his face was covered with his forehands. Why was that so? It was unlike Dhiraj's usual confident self. 'Is he embarrassed?' Nakul could help but wonder. That's when it clicked with him. With a mischievous tone, Nakul remarked, "I didn't know you came so fast...hehe..." Nakul teased Dhiraj.

"I don't come so fast okay?! You..."Dhiraj retorted, which was followed by a blush as he continued, "your mouth just felt too good. Can you do it again for me?"

Nakul smiled more at that suggestion. "With pleasure" . Saying that he turned his focus once again at Dhiraj's member. He held it in his hand, stroking the base. "Sorry I might not be good at it." Nakul voiced his concern.

"Just do it how you like yours being done" Dhiraj made it a tad bit easier for his baby.

Hearing that gave Nakul the push he needed. He once again wrapped mouth around Dhiraj's dick. Although he wasn't able to take it as deep as Dhiraj could, he compensated it with sucking the head wet and swirling his tongue around the little opening at the top. And this time Dhiraj lasted a bit longer, but the ecstasy still remained the same.

Despite coming for the 2nd time, Nakul still felt Dhiraj's balls full. Nakul turned to play with Dhiraj's balls. He spread Dhiraj's legs, getting a better view. That made Dhiraj even more embarrassed. Something about that gesture and Nakul wolfish gaze made him feel exposed. As if he was on the receiving end but he tried to ignore that thought. Nakul leaned and lightly sucked Dhiraj's balls. That made Dhiraj's limp semi-heard once again.

Nakul liked that reaction. So he licked the scrotum once again. Dhiraj let out another moan. He was clearly enjoying it. Nakul was mesmerized by that reaction when his eyes fell on something below. A slightly reddish hole that was twitching. That was when a naughty thought creeped in his mind.

"Hey....." Nakul demanded Dhiraj's attention. "Get on top of me."

Dhiraj obliged. He made space for Nakul. And as Nakul laid on the bed, he got on top of his baby, facing Nakul.

"No....Not like this..." Nakul halted him midway. He had some other plans. "Sit facing the other way and show your ass to me."

For some reason Dhiraj felt awkward. But he agreed to Nakul's demand nevertheless. Once they were in a satisfactory enough position for Nakul, Nakul commanded again, "Won't you blow me good Babe?"

'Babe?' Dhiraj's mind exploded hearing that word. Of course he's gonna obey his baby. So forgetting everything, he got to the task. Meanwhile Nakul focused his attention towards that twitching hole. Stroking the base of Dhiraj's shaft slowly, Nakul kept lightly sucking on Dhiraj's balls. It was then that he slowly spread Dhiraj's arse cheeks. That made Dhiraj pause what he was doing. Getting his ass spread was something foreign to him. So he instinctively stopped.

On the other hand, Nakul did pay heed to Dhiraj. He was too busy admiring the view in front of him. He kept massaging Dhiraj's buttocks. The sadist in Nakul wanted to tease Dhiraj. And so he began, "The view here is pleasant"

"What are you doing?" A flustered Dhiraj asked.

"What? I'm just admiring the beauty in front of me" A wicked smile appeared on Nakul's face. It was only once in a blue moon that one could witness a flustered Dhiraj. And now that Nakul did, how could he let go of this opportunity?!

His eyes went on the little reddish hole in front. Soon his fingers started exploring the textures of its fold. That sent a shockwave throughout Dhiraj's body. Never had his A-hole been touched. That was an unknown territory to him. He couldn't help but quiver at Nakul's touch.

Nakul sensed that Dhiraj was embarrassed. And he wanted to see more of that expression. With that in mind, Nakul teased him, "I read men feel good if we get licked here....."

"You're reading about this stuff?" A flustered Dhiraj enquired.

Nakul started tracing the outer-line of the fold. And that sent even more shivers through Dhiraj's body. Nakul liked that response. Proudly, he smiled at himself and leaned towards the crack.

*lick

Dhiraj felt a wet sensation around his A-hole. It felt.....surprisingly good. Not being able to contain the sensations he was feeling, his body collapsed down as he tried to muffle his uncontrollable moans.

"Sto...ah....p...."Dhiraj pleaded. He wasn't sure how he should feel. He had never been rimmed, and his 'pride' as a top was telling him to stop enjoying being rimmed.

"How can I? Your hole looks too tempting" Nakul smirked more to himself. He applied more pressure with his tongue as it snaked around the twitching hole.

"No...ah...stop...." Dhiraj pleaded more. 'Fuck!!! Why does this feel good?!!' His ego as a top was seriously telling him not to indulge in this. But a merciless Nakul had no intention to stop.

*Slap

Nakul spanked Dhiraj's ass. Dhiraj's mind nearly went blank. All he could feel was his brain slowly melting. A load of pre-cum oozed out.

"See...I know you like this....Just admit it....Babe...."Nakul made sure that Dhiraj understands his inclinations. Dhiraj's feet had lost a significant amount of strength. So soon he crashed down on Nakul. He knew it was time for Dhiraj to come. So Nakul started stroking Dhiraj's cock as he simultaneously rimmed his ass. The slight opening in Dhiraj's hole made a mischievous thought enter in Nakul's mind. 'Should I put my finger in it? no...' He immediately recalled the article he read about sex between men. ;These things need more preparation. I'll have to order a lube. I want to get him all nice and wet.' The wicked smirk made a comeback as Nakul's mind galloped in things he would do next with his Dhiraj.

He increased the pace of his hands. Soon the moans increased. And only seconds later Dhiraj spurted out a huge load on Nakul's chest. Finally, Nakul decreased the speed of stroking. And when he concluded Dhiraj had let out all his cum, he stopped.

Nakul slowly moved himself underneath Dhiraj. Even if they started off in 6-9 and Nakul didn't climax, he was more than satisfied that his Dhiraj experienced immense pleasure. He wiped his hands with tissue and then laid on his side beside Dhiraj.

Dhiraj was still panting heavily as if trying to get back his composure. His face was hidden under his forearms. 'Is he still embarrassed?!' Nakul was pleased at that thought. He knew getting rimmed might not be to Dhiraj's liking, but he wanted to try out the stuff he had been researching for a few days. [Professor Nakul guys.....professor Nakul😌]

But seeing that Dhiraj was still hiding his face, Nakul rested his head on one hand while hugging Dhiraj with the other. He wasn't guilty of what he did. Because he was sure that Dhiraj must have enjoyed it too. So with his mischievous tone, Nakul teased an already embarrassed Dhiraj, "I didn't knew you liked your ass getting eaten"

"Stopppppp..." Dhiraj immediately responded. He finally removed his hand and showed his red face to Nakul.

So pretty. Nakul couldn't help but be proud of himself.

Meanwhile a blushing Dhiraj continued, "This is the 1st time someone did...this....to me...."

'I'm the first?' Nakul suddenly felt even more proud. "So....I'm the first?"

"Yeah" an embarrassed Dhiraj said.

"Okay...." Nakul tried to control his uncontrollably wide smile. He was the ~first~ after all. Something about that small fact made his heart go boom boom.

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The morning sunlight fell on Nakul's eyes. They played hide and seek with him for a few minutes until Nakul finally woke up. Stretching his hands and letting out a wide yawn, his eyes fell on his surroundings. He was in an unfamiliar room.

'Oh yeah. This is Dhiraj's room. We slept in the same bed yesterday.' He looked to his side and found his Dhiraj sleeping right beside him. His mind recalled the events of last night.

~"This is the 1st time someone did...this....to me...."~ Nakul's lips broke into a smile as he recalled that tiny yet special detail. He carefully leaned into Dhiraj. Placing his head in his hand, Nakul quietly observed the person beside him.

Laying on his stomach, Dhiraj was breathing evenly. Suddenly he remembered the time when Dhiraj sobbed in arms while talking about his mother. Nakul's heart broke as he remembered that. A frown was visible in his eyebrows. His fingers unconsciously moved the hair strands on Dhiraj's face, slightly poking his eyes.

'I never want to see you so broken again. I'll do everything. Everything to make you smile Dhiraj. You deserve all the happiness in this world. And I'll do everything to make you smile.'

"umm..."Dhiraj let out a sleepy sound. Probably because of the hair strands that were poking his eyes and Nakul who had started to play with them.

And suddenly Dhiraj appeared to be a small, chubby puppy husky sleeping his worries out. That made Nakul smile. 'SO CUTE!!!'

But only a second later, Nakul's smile vanished. Vanished because a sudden realization had dawned on him. He abruptly hid his face in his pillow. And seconds later he looked up towards the main subject of this realization as he blushed hard.

He played with Dhiraj's hair strands once again as he repeated his realization to himself. The realization being:

'Fuck! I'm falling for him.'

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